May 12, 2003

Throwing up for the third time that day was not on the blonde beauty's agenda book, she hadn't been feeling sick when she ate an hour ago but here she was tossing her breakfast up. Hanna walked back into the TM office and sat down behind the desk.

She noticed the smirk on Gemma's face and she rolled her eyes. "I know what you are thinking and it's impossible, it's simply impossible."

"How is it impossible? What, because you two fight like cats and dogs and are nowhere near prepared for this?" Gemma moved to stand beside the blonde. "This is exactly what you two need to get ya back on track. I see the way you look at each other and there's so much love and passion there. But there are also those old feelings of abandonment and pain because he pushed you away and you actually left him. He's afraid of losing you… That man is only afraid of one thing and that's a life without you."

"I don't know how he's even going to feel about this… He's not a family man. I know he doesn't want kids, hell I'm not even sure if I want them or not." Hanna put her head in her hands and shrugged her shoulders. "Fuck me… Maybe I'll wait before telling him."

"Why don't we go get some tests first? Double-check and make sure we are right before we jump to looking for you your own place…" Gemma grabbed her purse from the desk and walked to the door that led to the garage. "Prospect, get in here and watch the desk. If someone comes in, you know what to do. I've gotta run some errands with Hanna. We'll be back later." Gemma looked back to see Hanna standing by the door leading to the lot. "Come on, baby…"

"Shit, all five tests are positive… What the fuck am I going to do now?" Hanna sat down on the couch in the cabin. She knew Happy wouldn't be home until later so they went there and took the tests. Going to Gemma's risked the guys showing up there and Hanna didn't want anyone to know about the pregnancy tests and tell Happy.

"Take the other 2 later this week, baby, one tomorrow night and then another later on Friday. The worst that can come from this is him breaking up with you… That's it." Gemma shook her head at Hanna's reaction to her statement. "And if that actually happens then you'll come to my house and you'll stay there until we can find you a good, safe house for you and the baby. You don't need him if he's gonna be like that, but don't jump to any conclusions until you talk to him about everything. I'm serious, Hanna. Relax!" Gemma stood up and walked over to where Hanna was standing against the counter. She pulled the blonde into her arms, holding onto her tightly.

"Thank you, Gemma…" Hanna hugged the woman back. Even though she was feeling overwhelmed with the news she'd just received, she was glad her godmother was there to help her through it. She couldn't of anyone else she wanted around her at the moment.

"You're welcome, baby, just let me know if you need anything, ok?" Gemma pulled away the blonde to look at her. She nodded her head and Gemma continued. "Do you want to go with me back to the clubhouse and wait for your man or just stay here?"

"I'm just gonna stay here. I got some things to do around here, but let me know when they get back to the clubhouse." Hanna walked over to the refrigerator and grabbed a bottle out of it before she sat down at the table. She watched Gemma nod her head before heading toward her and kissing her forehead then leaving.

Happy woke up to some loud crashing noises, sounding like something falling over. He jumped up and immediately grabbed his gun. Looking for Hanna on the other side of the bed, he didn't see her. He heard her curse before the shower started running. He walked into the bathroom to see her make-up covering the counter top, her clothes all over the floor and her in the shower.

He made room on the counter for his gun but stopped when he spotted the pregnancy test lying beside a purple tube. He picked up the test to read that it was positive… he felt his world had come crashing down around him. No, he wasn't a family man and being a parent wasn't the most logical ideas he could concoct but he wasn't entirely worried about the positive pregnancy test in his hand. He put it in his jeans pocket, before setting the jeans back on the counter where he first had them and took off his boxers.

Opening the shower door, he quickly stepped in. He knew he was too quiet for her to hear him so when he quietly closed to shower door, he finally looked up to see her back to him and he knew she didn't know he was behind her. He carefully placed his hands on her hips, affectively making her jump.

Happy was pulled out of his sleep by the ringing of one of his burners. He opened his eyes and took in his surroundings. Hanna was asleep on top on him; one of his hands was planted on her ass while his other hand was above his head. He reached for the phone and answered the call before it could disturb Hanna.

"It's Jax… I'm sorry for waking you up but we need you, brotha. We found the guy that's been sending you those threatening messages. We're at the warehouse…"

"I'll be there soon. Is there anyone at the clubhouse?"

"Yeah, Juice and Ray are there. Why?"

"Don't want Hanna to be alone; I'll drop her off there." Happy ended the call and put the phone back on his nightstand. He shook Hanna in an effort to wake her up but it didn't work. Shaking her again, he watched her get comfortable on him.

Seeing that was she wasn't gonna wake up, he smacked her bare ass. When she jolted up, he was definitely receiving a death glare. "What in the fuck do you want, Happy?"

He smirked, trying not to react harshly to how she spoke to him. He had only allowed one woman to speak that way to him, other than his mother and she was the one doing it now. He loved her and he knew he couldn't react to how she spoke to him because it'd only end in a fight.

"We gotta go to the clubhouse. Club shit's going on." He spoke softly, trying to cease her annoyance with being woken up.

"No, I'm staying here… you go." Hanna shook her head and rolled off of the tattooed man. She got comfortable on her side of the bed.

Happy got out of the bed and pulled his boxers and jeans on. Picking up his boots, he pulled them on as well. He turned to face the bed and pulled the comforter off of Hanna's body. She rolled over to look at him and muttered a simple "Fuck you" before rolling back over to try to go back to sleep.

He was starting to get annoyed with her. "Get up. I'm not leaving you here by yourself; shit's been crazy these last couple of days so get up. You're gonna stay at the clubhouse with Juice and Ray."

"Who the fuck is Ray?" Hanna started to move out of the bed and grabbed a bra.

"Prospect… Here." Happy watched her pull on a pair of sweatpants and tossed her a t-shirt. He pulled on a t-shirt and grabbed his cut. "Come on, we gotta go."

Hanna huffed as she slipped on her chestnut brown Ugg boots. She walked behind Happy and watched him lock up the cabin. When he was done, they walked side by side to his bike, hand in hand. He looked down at her before he on the motorcycle. "We need to have a serious fuckin' talk before we get around your brother, Juice and Jax."

"If it's about the cut, I told Gemma that I ran into an open cabinet while preparing breakfast the other morning… She knows how easy that can happen." Hanna pulled her hand out of his.

Happy gave her a pained look. "No, not about that… The other morning when I woke up to you being loud as shit in the bathroom and you dropped some shit or some shit and were cursing the whole time…" Hanna nodded her head. "Found something I didn't really want to even be in a 20 mile radius of us. When were you gonna tell me?"

Hanna shrugged her shoulders. "I know you don't want this…"

"If you go out and get another goddamn abortion, I will kill you. This is my damn baby, too. You talk to me about this, not Gemma, Donna or anyone of your friends in San Francisco. This is our baby, our life, our problems." The anger was rising but he knew he was gonna get this across before anything else happened.

His girl was pregnant again… Once again, she was thinking about aborting the pregnancy. He had to show her that he loved her and wanted this to happen. He'd never admit it to his brothers but he was actually a little excited about Hanna being pregnant.

"Fine, ok… I was going to tell you when shit calmed down. You think I don't know that shit is crazy? I know it is and that's why I kept this to myself. I had no intention of getting an abortion this time, I was going to keep the baby. I still am gonna keep the baby. Calm down, Hap… I'm not going to do that again. Don't you see what happened to both of us last go-round?"

Happy nodded his head and pulled her to him. "I want this baby; I want the future with you… Ink you, hell; I'll marry you if I have to… I just want you." His lips caught hers in a deep, passionate kiss. He hadn't kissed her like this since they were in San Francisco together; their last night together, their last night before he pushed her away and she left him, before they truly broke each other apart.

AN: Here's this lovely new chapter... I'm sorry it's been awhile, forgive me. I've been busy with An Outlaw's Love and the new story I started, Two Doves & A Crow. Check it out if you are wanted another Happy story. Let me know what ya think about this new one ;)