Hello! This is the second chapter of my fanfiction and hope you'll like it (even if there's probably some errors somewhere).

This is also the day after the end of Season 1.

In Karma's head.

The next morning, 8:28.

I'm here since exactly 15 minutes, waiting in front of the door, under the porch of Amy's house. I wondered how she would react when she would see me. I had to talk to her.

I've been really stupid. I lost my best friend, who fell in love with me and my boyfriend, who left me after that Shane told him the truth. But I could not blame him. I could not pretend any longer, there is an end to everything. I just wanted that it happens in a different way. I would rather tell him myself. I had to stop moping myself. I took a deep breath, and I opened the door abruptly. The first thing I saw was Amy talking to Liam. She asked him a question, so I replied. Of course I knew the answer but both looked at me like a stranger and forced me to tell them more. I hesitated, but as I understand their desperation, I did it.

I couldn't feel worse. I was so confused when my Amy revealed her feelings for me. But I felt even more worst when Liam left me.

I came back as soon as possible at home, crying all the tears of my body and when I opened the door, my mother was in the kitchen preparing tea. She returned herself with the cup in the hand and has almost knocked it down when she saw my swollen eyes and my wet cheeks. I had to look like a hamster who would die, it wasn't very pretty. I didn't know where was my father and I didn't care.

Mom put the cup of tea on the table and has rushed in my direction, holding out her arms. It tightened me so hard that my breathing was cut off. Her shoulders were overworked by my tears. After a few seconds, it was not very pleasant. My head was still stuck to it. So I went up in my room, because I wanted to be alone. Despair. When I walked in the room I felt horribly wrong. All my memories of Amy rose to the surface. I lay on my bed, I put my head on my pillow and I sobbed again. Very long. The room was a long stream of tears. My mother came to see me a few minutes later. I tilted my head on her lap and I continued to cry... until I decided to go, immediately apologize to Amy. She was the only one who could forgive me so quickly. But I doubted she could do it this time.

I tried to convince my mother to let me go to her home, it wasn't easy at this time of the night. But I managed it, and I immediately set off.

I haven't knocked on the door : it was an habit I had since I knew Amy. I quickly mounted the stairs , so fast that I felt that I 'll fall. I went into her room and I started to speak, gasping : « I'm sorry Am... ». I looked up. I couldn't finish my sentence because I was traumatized by the scene unfolding in front of my eyes. She was with Liam. Almost naked. They hadn't seen me. Amy pushed Liam to vomit on the floor. Then she noticed me. I yelled to Liam to go out of here and I helped Amy to recover. She lay on her bed and spoke to me. Sometimes I understood, and sometimes not.

« I love you... you knoooow !

-You're drunk !

-Maybe.

-Why did you drink so much ?

-Grief I guess.

-I'm sorry. I have to go, sleep, I'll pass tomorrow. I promise.

-Good night mommy...

-Okay... you're really drunk. »

This time, I couldn't stop myself from laughing.

After this sentence Amy fell asleep deeply and I looked at her a few minutes. I almost started to cry, so I left the room. Once down, I didn't see Liam. I looked across the ground floor but didn't find him. So I thought he had gone home.

Everything is said. I had to wait a short time before that Liam begins to speak.

« Ok... but why i'm still here ? He asked

-I don't know. Nude sleepwalking ? I replied

-I haven't finished this amnesia... »

I looked at him as if I approved his answer, but in fact his head reminded me of an alcoholic punk lack of sleep. I was on the verge of laughing and I said that I had to leave. The atmosphere was tense between me and Amy and even though I tried to relax, seeing her face brought me back to reality. So I went out, I stopped myself for a moment on the porch to blow and Amy joined me.

I knew she was waiting for me to speak, but no words could come out of my mouth. So she began.

« Why did you come ?

-I promised you last night.

-I was drunk !

-I know. I wanted to apologize. Because I miss you. Can we just forget what happened yesterday ?

-Do you think I can do as if nothing had happened while I love you ? My feelings for you will not go away and believe me I tried everything. Be only best friend with you is too complicated when I have to look at you as my girlfriend for people to notice you. Although either-way, when you try to kiss me to take a picture and that you look at my nose with a squint is cute and funny, the only thought that comes to my mind is that this is false. And you don't see anything.

-Listen, Amy. I don't know what to do ! I don't want to ruin our friendship because you love me.

-It's not for this. Our friendship is doomed to failure because you slept with Liam.

-Yes... but you can't blame me, I didn't know what you felt for me !

-I didn't know you were with Liam !

-Well, I'm not !

-Why don't you tell the truth on the school's tumblr ?

-Not for the moment. I have to go.

-What about us ?

-distance ourselves, I'm not ready. »

Amy was going to answer but I turned around so fast that she didn't have time, plus I fell on the ground as heavily as the water of the falls of the Niagara. I couldn't say a word with my head buried in the ground. I quickly got up and I went home. My tears came, one more time, when I looked at me, in the mirror of the bathroom.

Thanks to Laura, Mat and Laetitia !