STILL DON'T OWN

A/N ~ Hi ladies! Thank you for all the lovely reviews and alerts etc. hope that you all had a lovely weekend. Just going to keep things short and sweet.

Story remains un beta'd so all mistakes are my own fuck up!

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BELLA

Monday, Bloody Monday. I hate fucking Mondays. Although my Sunday night was pretty interesting; I can't believe Jasper and I had had sex! Who the fuck was the Major? I really needed to find out; and soon. I was confused. Maybe he likes role play and since I am an Army girl he wanted to be my superior and have a bit of fun. Maybe that's it.

Ah fuck it. Fuck nature. I really need a piss. Guh I dislike being human sometimes. Every morning without fail I am up with the fucking chickens; again. I get up and do what I gotta do. Once I'm finished in the bathroom, i dress in my jogging gear and pack some stuff to head to the gym. I locate jasper in the media room watching movies.

"Hey, Jasper, I'm heading off to the gym I'll be back later ok?" I sit myself on his lap and give him a hug and a kiss on the check.

"That's cool Darlin', do you want me to do anything while you're out?" he asks me. Fuck he is just way too fucking sweet. I swear I have found the perfect fucking man.

"Aw honey, your too sweet for your own good" I kiss his lips, "whatever you see that needs doing, feel free." I tell him getting up and walking out the door of the media room.

I walk into my garage and throw my bag into the passenger seat and wait for the garage door to open while I start my car. The tint is really dark on this baby. It's great for the really hot, bright Nevada days. I should see if Jasper wants to go for a drive later. I'm sure he needs to hunt soon. I'll ask him when I get back after my workout and lunch with the girls.

I do my 3 hour routine at the gym; half hours run on the treadmill, weights, yoga and a swim. I feel so much better now that I have done my work out. Means I won't be feeling so wound up for the next few days. After I am done, I have a quick shower and dress in a denim mini and a black singlet top. Punks up my hair add some make up and I look great, throw on my converse skate shoes and I'm good to go.

I head to the mall for a few hours doing a basic food shop. I'll get the perishable stuff on my way home. I also buy some new clothes and then I notice it's time for lunch. I pull my blackberry from my purse and call up Spoh.

Ring ring

Hey Iz, you not callin to cancel on me are yah o bag?

I have to laugh "nah sweet cheeks, not callin to cancel. Where we meeting up? I'm on my way now, just putting my shopping the in the back of the hum now."

Cool honey buns. You got to tell me how the end of our night out finished after we all bailed. Oh and we are having lunch at Miller's, you know where that is right?

Fuck yeah Miller's. Most fuck awesome steakhouse ever; but that's my opinion anyway and I'm going to run with that.

"Yeah, I have been dying for a decent steak since I have been back, and honey I have so much to tell you." I gushed "but I'll see you in like 20 minutes tops ok?"

Sweet as babe. See you soon.

I ended the call and finished putting all my purchases in the back of the hummer. I get in when I'm done and start the beast up. It's pretty warm today so I wait for the air – con to do its job cooling the inside down while I send a quick text to jasper.

Sender: I. Swan
To: J. Whitlock

Message: On my way to lunch now. Did you want to go out and do something when I get back? The tint on this baby is dark enough so you won't sparkle like a massive disco ball.

When the message is send I make my way to Miller's. Lunch time traffic is an absolute fuckin nightmare in the city, but I make it with 5 minutes to spare. I exit the hummer and lock it up. Walking into Miller's I spot the girls straight away. We all hug and kiss each other cheeks then sit down at a table.

"So did you ladies have a nice weekend?" I ask the girls with an eyebrow wiggles, Mia and Soph giggle like a pair of fucking sixteen year olds and Mia blushes, so obviously I know the bitches got lucky with my boys. Good on em'.

"Oh My god Iz, Benxi is such an amazing man" Mia gushes, "I can't believe he is gone though, we are going to keep in touch." She tells me. Yep bitch got laid! I just nod and smile at her.

Soph giggles and blushes, so I raise an eyebrow at her. She knows I want her to spill with the stern look upon my face. "Scott is a dud" she blurts out with reddened cheeks. Duh honey I could have told you that! But I won't tell her that. So I just nod and offer her a hug. "There are plenty more guys out there honey, just gotta weed out the duds first." I tell her. She just nods her up and down in affirmation that she heard and understood me. Good girl.

"So what did you get up to?" they ask me in freakishly together.

"Mmmm" I look around for a minute, "I met up with my ex's older brother from my old hometown. He came back to my place and we hung out. Also he is the perfect man. I got laid last night, and let me tell you both; oh my fucking god, it was amazing."

The waitress comes and takes our orders and the girls and I continue to talk about things until lunch arrives.

Lunch was fucking Amazing. After I paid the bill I hugged and kissed my girls bye and left, telling them that I'd catch them on Friday if I wasn't up to anything.

On my way home I stopped at the store down the road from my suburb and purchased all the perishables. I'm really hoping jasper cleaned out my fridge. I never got round to that since I got back in the country, so I'm sure there is probably science experiments in there gone wrong maybe!

When I got home Jasper helped me get all the things in the house. He is such a gentleman. After things are placed away and I noticed that Jasper, god bless his heart, did clean my fridge.

"So did you want to go out for a bit, Jas?" I ask him when he is coming back in from the guest bathroom. He looks up at me and smiles. "Sure hon, don't forget that Pete and Char are coming back over when it gets dark ok baby."

I walk up to him and wrap my arms around him and look up to his face. He is so tall. "How could I forget" I chuckle "look forward to it. Where would you like to go? Want to go up to the look out with me?"

"Sure baby, where ever you would like to go."

Time skip

When we made it up to the lookout, there was no one up here and Jasper double checked for me; picking up no human heart beats in the area except for my own so it was safe for him to exit the car.

"So Jasper, who is the Major? I know that you were in the Army when you were human, can you tell me more?"

Jasper looks over to me and places me on his lap and holds me firmly while nuzzling his head into the crock of my shoulder. "I'll tell you Darlin', but it's not a nice story." Now I'm really curious as to what he has to tell me.

Jasper

When Bella asked me who the Major was that totally threw me off. I knew that she knew that I was in the Army when I was human but she didn't know the full story. So I pulled her onto my lap and nuzzled myself into the crock of her neck to calm myself with her scent.

"I was in the Confederate Army when I was human. Because of my charisma I raised among the ranks quickly. I was promoted to major when I was 20. I was documented at the youngest Major in history."

"I was on my way back to Galveston, after escorting some women and children when I ran into 3 beautiful ladies. Little did I know that my entire life would chance upon meeting them?"

"Their names were Nettie, Lucy and Maria. Maria was talking to the other 2 ladies in Spanish. I only knew very little at the time so I had no idea what she was saying. Being the Gentleman that I am I dismounted my horse to offer them some assistance, thinking that they were stragglers from the group that I had just escorted."

So I told Bella everything; how I was changed to lead Maria's army of newborns to help her claim territories in the south. How I changed thousands of innocents, fed from thousands of innocents, destroyed thousands of Maria's Newborns after the exceeded their first year.

Bella's emotions were ranging from surprised to anger to everything else in between. I knew I was a monster and I hope that after I finished telling my story that Bella would see me as the monster that I am.

"I also changed Peter and Charlotte. They are the closest thing to siblings that I have left. Even though Peter isn't my blood brother, I love him just as I would my own blood. The day that I had to do the house keeping for Maria; Peter's emotions were all over the place that day. I had no idea why."

"When time came the Vampires that were up for culling all filed into the building where I did this, Peter offered to help me that day. He never used to help me. I found out why when the last vampire was called up."

"Charlotte" Bella whispers.

"Yes. Charlotte." I answer. "Peter yells out, RUN. She didn't look back and took off with Peter after her. At this point I couldn't care less. I had been with Maria for over 90 years and I had, had enough of this life of violence.

"I could have had the guards go after them but I let them go. When I hit rock bottom about 5 years after they left, Peter came back and told me about a better life that they found further north. I didn't question them I quickly grabbed my things and took off with them.

"The rest of the story you know. So there you go. I fought, fucked and Killed for almost a 100 years of my vampire life. I am a mons-." Bella cut me off.

"Jasper, you are not a monster ok sweetheart. You did what you could do out of a horrible situation to survive. Like survival of the fittest and all that crap. I am so fucking proud of you for surviving that cuntpire, and overcoming all the horrible things you must have done. Fuck I've done horrible shit when I get posted." She hugged and kissed me while sending me such strong emotions of love, serenity and peace. I fucking love this woman.

I stood up and took my shirt off. Bella gasped. "What happened to you Jasper?' She said it with so much fucking sadness in her voice I almost wanted to cry. "I sparkle differently due to all the bites I received in the wars from newborns that we fought against. Everyone that bit me, never survived to tell." Bella just held me tight and kissed every scar that she could see glittering in the fading sunlight.

"I guess we should start heading back now, Peter and Char will be popping round soon, and I would like to cook you a lovely dinner my Lady" I helped Bella into the passenger seat of her car while putting my shirt on and getting in the driver's side and starting the car to leave.

A/N ~ there you go. Jasper told Bells Who the Major was. Yeah, yeah it's probably a sucky chapter and things are probably wrong! Sue me! It's Fanfiction – anything goes!

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