ALL THINGS TWILIGHT DON'T BELONG TO ME

A/N ~ Hi ladies! Hope you are all having a nice week! Not much to say so I'm just going to get on with it. Story is still un Beta'd yada, yada, yar!

I know my last chapter was sub-par so hopefully this one makes up for it. It's really hard to sit when I either have my brother or husband breathing down my neck trying to read my work which kind of embarrasses me, or my kids trying to kill each other. My 2 ½ year old and my 15 month old hate each other with a passion so they always fight and my 4 year old is always into some sort of mischief if I write during the day.

BELLA

On the drive back to my house I was deep in thought about what Jasper had revealed to me. I knew that he was in the Army when he was human. It's kind of weird that he outranks me; doesn't worry me in the slightest.

What blew me away was the torture that Maria had made him endure for the first 95 years or so of his vampiric life. What a fucking sadistic cow. He has his battle wounds too, and I have mine; Soldier Boy and Solider Girl.

I think Jasper may have been in deep thought also as he would have said something about my mood. I was feeling kind of weird. Just reeling in what I had been told. I'm still blown away, and to think that Peter and Charlotte had to endure the same torture. I wonder how long Peter was a vampire before Charlotte came along; I will have to ask him and find out.

I also still cannot believe that Jasper and I are mates; wow, just wow. And to also think that Alice had being lying to Jasper for all those years. What a mega fucking Bitch; now wonder he calls the midget Malice. The way I see it, I think she was just using him for protection and a life size Ken told to dress, and to tell him how to walk and talk. I have noticed that since meeting back up with Jasper again he has a southern twang to his voice, and walks like a cowboy.

It's only been 3 days since we have been together but really, I'm freaking, things are moving way too fast, like the same way things with Edward and I move; too fucking fast.

I know we are mates and all but I really need to slow things down. Good thing I need to be back in Arizona this weekend for a parade for our whole battalion for arriving back safely. Our base does every time we come back. I'm just going to have to figure a way out to let Jasper know that he needs to go home for a little while. Also I need to stay out at Arizona for a few weeks anyway.

Maybe that's why Peter and Charlotte are coming round tonight to take Jasper home; he hasn't said anything but we will find out soon enough. Maybe when I come back from Arizona I will go visit them in Texas. I'm sure they would love that.

Another thing that really, really needs to be discussed is my mortality. Will I be changed, when and what about my home? Will I be able to keep it? Gosh I fucking home so, I love this house. If I can't keep it maybe I will just rent it out. No use in just letting it sit there un-lived in. I don't want to sell it. All this thinking is making my head hurt.

I'm brought out of my deep thought when I notice that Jasper is helping me out of the car. Shit I had been out of it the whole time. Shit hey! He is looking at me intently so I just shrug my shoulders and smile at him. I may have blushed who fucking knows.

"How long till Peter and Char get here, baby" I ask Jasper as we walk into the house while the garage door is going down.

He checks his watch "Ten minutes or so, Darlin'" he turns to me and gives me a wicked grin, "we also need to hunt tonight too, so we will go out when you got to bed ok." Then he leans forwards and plants a soft gentle kiss on my lips.

"Sure, baby" I tell him, "your eyes were getting a bit dark by the way." With that organised I walk out to my back deck and suck down a cig. It felt good to have that. Calm the nerves down and shit. I'm always so nervy when I come back, all the bad shit I see and do while trying to keep the peace when I'm away.

"You alright?" Jasper asks me when I'm done.

"Yeah, I'm Ok. Just thinking and stuff." With that the door bell rung; I knew it was Peter and Char, so told Jasper to just go ahead and open the door. While Jasper was getting the door, I fire up the Barbie, I was getting pretty hungry and I knew Jasper was going to cook me dinner, but I just couldn't wait. He can spoil me tomorrow I think.

I go inside and hear Jasper arguing with whoever is at the door. Then I recognise the voice of fucking none other than William. Ex douche boyfriend, from the other side of Vegas. Don't know how the fuck he knew I was back but it was fucking creepy. No wonder Jasper was arguing with him; he must have picked up so not so happy vibes.

While I grab a steak from the fridge for dinner, the front door slams shut. I know Jasper ain't a happy fucking camper cos he is projecting from pretty pissed off emotions; I feel like I want to punch a hole through a wall. I quickly put the steak on the counter and go down the hall and see that Peter and Charlotte are standing there also, the must have rushed in when William wasn't looking.

"Oh hey guys" I greet them, "that was William, Jasper, feel free to have him for dinner." I tell him. "He was downright aggressive when we were together for the whole of 3 months we were together. Asshole banged me up pretty good before I left his ass. Now he just won't leave me alone every time I'm back in the country. As far as I'm concerned between the three of you he is free game." I wave them outside to join me while throwing my steak on the hot Barbeque.

Well fuck me the three vamps currently sitting around my outdoor table are hissing and growling like fucking crazy. Peter pipes up, "well sug, when Char and I rushed through your door while that asswipe was walking to his car he said, 'kill that bitch and her boy toy', so yeah don't worry about him anymore hon." I just grin at him grateful that I won't have to worry about him a minute more.

My steak is done, and Peter, Char and Jasper are just staring at me while I eat my steak. I just raise a brow at them and keep chewing the piece that it currently in my mouth. "So what did you guys get up to today?" I ask them when I swallow.

"Not much, sug" Char answers, "Just hung out in the hotel room." Yeah nothing exciting, Peter is grinning like a Cheshire fucking cat. He knows something Asstard. I just smile at him and wiggle my brows at him. Fucker looks smug. Yeah I know what you did! Same thing Jasper and I did last night. Just thinking about it is sending what is left of my girly bits into a tailspin. Yep try and think of something non sexual.

"So how long are you guys staying here anyway" I ask "it's just that have to go back to Arizona on Friday for a while." I chance a glance at Jasper and looked like someone just ran over his Puppy, poor baby.

"Jasper, are you coming back to Texas with us on Thursday?" Peter asks him. Jasper looks at me for a minute so I just smile at him to let him know that I will be fine. "Sure Peter." Jasper replies while he returns a forced smile at me. I reach for his hand and stroke the back of it in a comforting gesture withy my thumb, as I am doing this Jasper starts purring in contentment.

Char gets up and takes my plate from me. She didn't have to but I was thankful. Mmmm, craving a cig, "hey Char Baby" I speak normally; "want to grab my cigs from my bag sitting on the counter for me please?" she is back before I take my next breath with my smoke packet and lighter. God bless her. "Thanks babe." Then I give her a hug. I love this woman and I have no idea how the fuck she puts up with Peters ass. "You are welcome Sug." She smiles at me and returns my hug.

Curiosity is getting to me now, "Hey Peter, how long were you a vampire before Char was changed?" Everyone just stops doing what they were doing, which wasn't much and stare at me. I blush with embarrassment.

I did not just fucking blush did I?

Yes, yes I believe we just did!

When the fuck did I start talking to myself? Am I going fucking mad? Maybe I need to go to the nut house or something? Fuck I dunno what to do. I'm freaking out

God your and idiot Swan, it's me your subconscious. We do talk sometimes. Anyway in 3, 2, 1 they will answer your question. Ok ready, 3, 2, 1.

"Baby Bells, I was a vampire for all of maybe 25 years before my beautiful mate was changed and graced me with her presence." Wow what did Peter do for all that time. And as if he could read my mind he answered my question.

"When I was first changed, I awoke with a lot of information bombarded into my brain. I knew that I had to annoy the absolute fuck out of Jasper so he would take notice of me and accept me as a friend first and a brother later on down the track. I bugged and bugged the fucker.

"I also had to strive hard in my first year so that Maria would not put me on the list for culling; I knew that she would appoint me Jasper's 2nd in command. And I know that you are dying to ask me why I get nick named 'Captain', well that stems from Maria's army, when I was Jasper's 2nd. I still am.

"I know that you are his girl, and always will be, when I was human I was never in the Army, Jasper had already been a Vampire for 70 years before he changed me, I was closing my Law office for the night when I was changed.

"So anyway" Peter continued on, "When Jasper finally accepted me as a Brother, which was a great day. Then 5 years later Char came along, mates were not allowed in Maria's camp. They were a liability to her and themselves, so they were culled. I never informed Jasper that we were mates.

"When I was given the task of training the female vampires, in camp; I always had Char's back when it came to battle, but I told her to not hold back in battle either as I would be protecting her, as I knew that she would be the ticket we needed to get out of Maria's hell hole."

Wow their story of survival is just astounding. I see couples in my battalion all the time. I can see where Maria is coming from but to end them is just cruel. I know couples are not allowed on the battle ground. I don't say anything; I don't like causing scenes over nothing. When you're in the desert for months on end, the other sex does become very appealing; I know I have been there and done that. That's why I don't say anything; those romances never last; being a superior and all to a lot of them I just tell them to keep it off the field.

"Wow, Peter, I can just see you bugging the absolute fuck out of Jasper," I tease, "and I'm glad you found a wonderful mate such as Char, she is amazing," I smile at her across the table, "to put up with an ass such as you." We all bust out laughing.

We spoke for an hour or so more about nothing in particular, I was struggling to keep my eyes open. I really wanted to take a dip in my pool. I had another cig with the guys then excused myself for a shower to get ready for bed.

I washed my hair and body, while thinking about all the trials and tribulations that Jasper, Peter and Charlotte had encountered in their life. Charlotte come across as a sweet woman, you wouldn't' think that she was a trained killer; solider even. And Peter, he sure was a funny fucker. And his uncanniness to just 'know shit' was awesome. Not like Alice would see things then make decisions for other so the future suited her. Bitch!

I finished up quickly got out and dressed in silk boxers with a silk camisole. I threw on my robe and padded back outside to where they were still sitting around and finishing their drinks. "Ok Peter and Char" I spoke, "thanks for popping round, enjoy dinner, and hopefully I'll see you tomorrow night, yeah?" I asked.

"Sure thing sug" Peter spoke up "thanks for having us around again, and no worries about that William fucker his breaths are limited." He chuckled. I hugged and kissed them goodnight.

Jasper stood up and came around the table and wrapped me up in a comforting hug and nuzzled into my shoulder and inhaled deeply, he looked down at me and kissed me sweetly, "goodnight Darlin', you don't mind if we borrow the Hummer, Peter and Char ran here tonight?"

I kissed Jasper back, "sure, the keys are still in it aren't they?" I asked him, he just hummed and nodded 'yes'. "cool there are a few rules though if you borrow it though" I told him sternly, "if you crash it you buy me a new one, 2nd, you scratch it or damage it in anyway what so ever you fix it." I looked at Peter too while rattling off the rules. "And don't park it anywhere near a shady neighbourhood, I don't want it stolen. Enjoy your dinner and I will see you in the morning Jasper. Goodnight Peter and Char." They all agreed with the rules to borrowing my car, good.

I made sure my front door was locked tight and headed to bed.

A/N ~ there you go! Hope you enjoyed much better than the last one. When I get a good chance I will go back through all chapters and do an edit on them. I wasn't real happy with my last chapter and maybe the one before that. So yeah.

Anyway ladies you all know the drill. Enjoy the rest of the week!

Love, love xx