In this chapter Rowan has a dream. Any dreams in this fic will be in italics, but I don't know if I will be doing anymore dreams in this fic. Enjoy!

2 Nights Later

Randy and I were standing on my front porch, the rain falling down around us. He looked at me and said "I should go home before the storm gets too bad. The motorcycle gets out of control sometimes when it rains."

"Just stay the night," I told him "You can leave tomorrow."

"Rowan that's a bad idea."

"Then why does it seem like a good idea?"

"I don't know."

I opened the door and he followed me into the house. When I closed the door I shed my jacket and heard Randy whistle softly. I looked down to see my white silk blouse clinging to my chest and that is where Randy's eyes were. "You have nice breasts," he told me "Natural, plump, soft looking..."

I covered my chest with my arms and blushed. He came over to me ans stroked my cheek. "You flatter me when you blush." he whispered "It's so innocent and sexy... it makes me hard."

"What makes you hard?" I whispered.

"Knowing that the first time I have you it'll be the first time anyone has ever had you. Knowing that the first time you moan it'll be the first time anyone has ever heard that sound or made you moan. Knowing that the first time you come it'll be the first time you ever experience that kind of pleasure and knowing all that makes me hard."

"First you have to convince me that you should be my first."

"I'll do more than convince you Rowan, I'll make you beg."

My eyes met his and I said "Prove it."

Not hesitating, he pulled me into a passionate kiss. one hand in my hair, the other on my waist. We ended up against the wall, pressed against each other. He moved his lips away from mine moving his lips down to my shirt. Pulling it down a bit, he began licking the edges of my bra and my eyes widened as his tongue worked its way into my bra. He pulled away, looking into my eyes as I felt his hand slid up my skirt. He began caressing my thighs, his lips moving to my ear. "Oh Rowan," he whispered "Your thighs feel so soft against my hand. I can't help but wonder what other parts of your body will feel smooth."

"Why don't you find out?" I asked.

Kissing me passionately, he picked me and pressed me against the wall, my skirt riding up a bit. I wrapped my legs around his waist and he let out a sigh."We're going upstairs," he told me "I can't take this."

He carried me up to my room, kicking open my bedroom door and laying me down on my bed, pulling off his shirt. I sat up and he pulled off mine, running a hand down my bare back. I shivered, looking into his eyes. "This is wrong" I told him.

"I know," he said "But Rowan I want you, I want this. I know you want this too Rowan, I can feel it."

"I do too, but what if-"

He kissed me passionately, cutting off my words and thoughts. I felt him press against me, then felt the hardness of his jeans rubbing against my skirt. I let out a moan and he smiled before yanking off my skirt, leaving me in just my underwear. He pulled off his jeans before getting back on top of me, kissing me hard. I weaved my fingers through his short hair, pulling him closer. He moved his lips to my neck, groaning a bit as he lifted me up and peeled off my bra. I let out a shiver as my breasts were exposed to the cold air. "Beautiful," Randy said "They are just as beautiful as I imagined and seeing your nipples hard... I need to suck them. Rowan please let me suck on them."

"I thought I was the one who was supposed to be dong the begging" I told him.

"I'll make you beg, I promise. Just let me do this, I need to."

I placed my hands above my head and that was all the permission he needed. He pounced on my right nipple, sucking it hard and fast as he played with my left nipple and started grinding himself against me. I let out a small moan, pressing back, which made him speed up his movements, making me yell "Please Randy, give it to me, I need it!"

He pulled away a smile across his face. "You need it?" he asked seductively "You need me to show you what you've been missing?"

"Yes!" I cried "Please!"

"I don't know Rowan..."

I pulled him to me, kissing him with everything I had. He pulled off my underwear and I felt his hand press against me. I let out a gasp against his lips and I felt him smile. He pulled away and whispered softly "I'm going to make you feel good now Rowan. Just relax."

"Do it" I breathed.

He moved his face down my body until he reached my private area. I felt his breath against me and it made me shiver. Then when I felt his tongue against me, my heart began to pound in my chest. As his tongue began its devastation, my body began to shake and my heart began to faster and soon small moans and pleas started to come from my lips. I clutched my blanket as he continued to devastate me with his tongue, my body crying for more. Soon I came for him, my body heaving, my heart thudding out of my chest and my private area feeling tingly and good. When he pulled away from me I begged "Now Randy, please now."

"Baby I will," he told me "I will, I promise."

He pulled off his boxers and got on top of me. I could feel him and I needed him, I wanted him. "Now," I whimpered "Please now."

"I am Rowan," he whispered "I am and you will feel so good."

"Make me feel good Randy. Do it now."

"I am Rowan. Baby I'm right there."

He slid inside of me and-

My alarm woke me up with a start and I jumped up, my heart pounding and my body sweating. I looked down to see a pillow clenched in between my legs. I threw it off the bed and ran a hand through my hair.

I guess there's no denying it anymore...

I'm attracted to Randy and the thought of being with him excites me and it scares me.

But I can't tell him, he can't ever know because it's not right.

But he wants me too, he told me so himself.

What am I going to do?

Some dream, right?

Yes I know some of you probably wanted me to finish it, but sorry, gotta leave everyone including Rowan wanting more!

Should she tell Randy how she feels?

Review and let me know!