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My head is pounding and my memory is foggy, glancing around I realise that I am in my bed; wearing only a tank top and my panties, I have no idea how I got home, let alone getting undressed. There is a weight on my chest; an arm loosely slung across it; belonging to a half naked Dani, "Oh god I didn't did I?" I mutter pausing in an attempt to regain my memory. She had looked amazing, and I was clearly extremely drunk. Could it be possible that we had once again blurred the boundaries between just friends and something more? A knock sounds on my bedroom door, shit if my parents see Dani in my bed; in only her bra and boxers I am dead.
"Tori?" a voice questions from the other side,
"Andre?" now I am totally confused, he pushes the door open and enters my room wearing only a white vest top and some boxer shorts.
"Jesus Christ how many half naked friends slept in my house last night?" I exclaim.
Andre seems somewhat confused before noticing Dani next to me,
"Jeeze girl I thought she was just a friend" he smirks and I throw a pillow at him, "calm it Tori I'm not trying to put a downer on things, I wish I could say I had woken up next to an incredibly hot chick."
"Not to be rude Andre, but why are you in my house?" I sigh; my head feels like it is going to burst.
"Well you see I'm not too sure on that one myself" he replies "all I know is that I woke up in a bath tub, wearing only this, oh and there were various other objects with me too" he trails off
"Various other objects?"
"Errm well yes, a kitchen pan, a spatula and Rex too be precise" he states
What on earth is going on? How much did I drink last night?
"So what's going on with you and Dani then? Did you sleep with her last night?"
"No she didn't" Dani replies, causing us both to jump; neither of us had noticed her wake up, "She tried to though" Dani adds causing my face to flush scarlet.
"I tried too? What is that supposed to mean?" I blurt out in a rush, not even attempting to hide my embarrassment.
"It means that after I pretty much carried you home, and you had finally finished crying about having kissed both Jade and Beck; you decided that you might as well top off your night with me" she laughs, "but me being the concerned friend that I am put you to bed instead and went to look after Andre and Trina before going to sleep myself. The last time I saw Trina she was asleep on the couch downstairs by the way."
"You kissed Jade?" Andre exclaims
"I kissed Beck?" I mutter at the same time, and with that memories start to flood back.
I had followed Jade, winding up in Cat's bedroom, she had kissed me 'now I've told you' she had gasped between kisses, it took you a moment to realise what she was saying, that this was her answering your question. You were the 'guy' she had left Beck for. Fireworks of joy seemed to explode in your stomach. Jade likes you, how can I possibly be this lucky? The heat of the moment seemed to intensify when Jade realised you were returning her kiss, deepening it even, feeling her moan against your lips sends shivers down your body. The alcohol in your system makes you feel bold, and in this situation you certainly know what you want; so you graze your hand down her body, leaving the other one on the back of her head, and you begin to caress her inner thigh. Her response however is disastrous, she pulls off of you in an instant and recoils away, your eyes lock one last time and then she is gone.
It took you all of about two minutes to decide to go after her, but with the sheer volume of people in the house it soon became apparent that this was a lost cause. In one last attempt to find her; you pushed your way to the back garden preying she had gone to get air. But no, the girl seemed to have vanished completely.
"Tori?" a broken voice questioned from the darkness,
"Beck?" you respond, and his figure staggers towards you, it's clear that he has been crying. "Hey, what's the matter?" you ask genuinely concerned.
"I love her so much" he sobs, and a wave of guilt jolts through your body.
"Oh Beck" is all you can manage holding back your own tears; having now realised the extent of betrayal surrounding you. You pull him into a hug not knowing how else to comfort him, his lips crash into yours and your body seems to respond before your mind has even realised what is happening. It can't have lasted more than thirty seconds before you became fully aware of the situation and pushed him away.
"Beck I can't" you state, shaking.
"Tori, did I do something wrong?" he questions in his still broken voice.
"No Beck I did. I shouldn't have kissed you back. See the thing is- well I'm gay Beck." Even you are amazed you have said it. The shock across his face worries you; but you can't deal with that right now. Stumbling back into the party you find Dani and Andre and make it clear that you need to leave, you can barely contain the emotionally ridden sobs which are raking through your body.
"Oh my god!" I groan into my hands "I can't believe that actually happened, how do I get myself into these sort of things?" I can feel the tears in the back of my eyes threatening to reappear as I recount the previous night's events to Andre.
"Tori" Dani sighs pulling me into a hug, "I think you cried enough last night babe, besides it's not like you initiated either of these kisses, your clearly just too damn adorable for your own good" she smiles down at me. Sitting on the other side of me Andre also puts his arm around me,
"Tori all you can do is talk to them, and Dani's right, they kissed you."
"I guess you're both right" I mumble "on the plus side, neither of them knows about the other" I say perking up slightly. "Now guys I love you both to pieces but would you mind getting dressed? There is far too much flesh on show right now." The both chuckle and agree.
So the only thing I can do now is to talk to them both. I need to check if Beck is ok, he is my friend after all even if his actions have left things fairly awkward between us. The only question really is whether I should broach the subject of Jade. 'I love her so much' he had said, is there any chance at all that he would accept the idea of me and Jade? A nagging voice in the back of my head is telling me it's too soon.
Jade kissed me, Jade pretty much told me that she had left Beck because she wants to be with me. Regardless of anything else this fact elates me, the idea that someone as breathtakingly beautiful as he could feel that way about me; it amazes me. Then again why did she leave? Was it just a drunken mistake? Why can things never just be simple? I figure it is going to take me much longer to figure out what to say to her; maybe I'll talk to Beck first.