Our kisses are frantic, our tongues colliding and battling for the upper hand. Where all previous times there has been a slow build up of intimacy, there is now such a high level of want and need. We don't even bother to move to my room, remaining instead on the couch as layers of clothes tumble to the floor. After feeling so weak a moment ago I feel the need to regain control, to possess dominance over this.

We are both stripped down to our underwear now and I have Tori pinned beneath me, our lips are still locked together and my knee has parted her legs. I push it up to her centre and begin to rub slowly; I can already feel the damp seeping through her panties. I feel her hands settle their grip in my hair, pulling it slightly as her hips begin to move in time with my leg.

I gently trace my hand down her body and pull down her panties, I hear her breathing falter slightly out of anticipation and smile into another deep kiss whilst stroking gently over her outer lips; teasing her in the very way she had me our first time; and continue to do so until she begins to whimper. Her whimpers are replaced by a sharp intake of breath and a gasp as I plunge two fingers into her and begin to pump them. I maintain a constant speed, hitting her sweet spot continuously causing her to moan out, I feel her walls begin to tighten, and knowing that she is close I pull out abruptly. She groans in frustration and seems as if she is about to protest, I silence her with a kiss.

Grabbing her by her hips I flip her so that she is on top of me and pull her up my body until she is straddling my face. My tongue flicks at her clit relentlessly as she rocks her hips gently against my face, her thighs gripping tightly either side of my head. Once again her breath becomes ragged letting me know that she is close, and as I had before I pull back again.

"Jade, p-please" she whines. In this moment, I think to myself, no one could consider me weak; I have total control.

Throwing her back onto her back I begin a trail of kisses down her body cupping her breasts and sucking her nipples on the way before continuing, my hand reaches her centre before my mouth and resumes pumping. My fingers are curling into her g-spot and my tongue is thrashing against her clit when she begins to convulse, she literally screams my name once before repeating it in moans as I begin to slow down allowing her to ride out her orgasm before lapping up the juices which are flowing freely from her body. Pulling back up I lock eyes with her "I love you Tori" I state smiling before kissing her and allowing her to taste herself.

Having the girl I love panting beneath me certainly gives me back a level of power; smirking to myself I repeated her earlier words to myself 'you are Jade West; and you are the strongest person I know never lose sight of that'. Too fucking right I thought to myself, I am not weak, and the fact that I feel it occasionally makes me human. I will not let Beck ruin things for me.

After regaining her breath Tori drew me into another long kiss and made to return the favour, but this once I didn't want her too.

"No babe. Tonight was all about you." I say smiling down at her and planting a butterfly kiss on her lips and cuddling up to her, all I want right now is to lye here with her. The love that I feel for Tori is like no other love that I have ever felt before. Every little sign of affection she shows warms my heart, but it's never enough. I'm always left yearning for more. It is as if she has set my spirit free and it has entwined itself with hers.

Time passes over us quickly without us noticing, and before we know it she has to leave. Its Sunday and she has barely been home this weekend so I can't really argue with that. But deep down my frustration is eating away at me, I just wish we could stay like this; just us. Moreover the fact that it is Sunday just reminds me that tomorrow is Monday, and in turn means that I will have to face Beck again.

"Ughh!" I groan into my hands sitting upright.

"Babe I know you prefer me naked but I really can't go home without clothes on." She replys jokingly poking her tongue out at me.

"Very funny Vega" I smirk in response.

"What's wrong then?" she asks.

"Just thinking about tomorrow, facing Beck and wondering how the others are going to act around us at school" I state flatly, seeing the frown etch in her brow I add; "Can't we just run away? Then it could be just us." I joke, "I just wish I could be with you always Tor, I love you so much." I add on a more serious note.

A smile breaks out on the Latinas face; and partially dressed girl literally jumps at me planting soft kisses all over my face, "You are adorable Jade West. And if I could be with you always I would be. I love you to, so much." Then she's off of me again quick as a flash, dragging on her remaining clothes. She smiles at me once more "If I don't go now I never will."

"So stay?" I offer in response.

She shakes her head at me and laughs slightly, "I will see you tomorrow beautiful." And with that she leaves.

But it doesn't feel like she has really left, there is still a faint taste of her in my mouth, her scent and sweat are layered on my skin. She has invaded my every pore, but it is an incredibly welcome invasion. Thoughts and images of her consume my mind.