Heyy guys :)

Sorry I didn't upload yesterday, I am actually really ill at the moment.

I wasn't going to upload today either because today has been really hard for me; its the first fathers day I have experienced since my dad passed away last year.

But I guess that I thought it would take my mind off of things.

So make an upset and ill me happy by reviewing please :)

Disclaimer: I do not own Victoriouse of the South of Nowhere quotes embedded within this.

The walk to my house flew past us and before I knew it I had opened my front door and Tori had dragged me to my room. Damn she doesn't waste any time I think to myself ad her kisses deepen and she begins to tug at my clothing. I let he think that she has control for a few seconds longer and she pulls my shirt off, as she is unbuttoning my jeans however I seize her by her hips, spin her around and fire her onto my bed. A look of shock rushes across her face and I meet it with a smirk as I climb on top of her; straddling her. I plant long drawn out; clumsy kisses on her lips, I need this so much. My nails claw at her skin as I pull her clothes from her body.

My arms wrap around her back as I undo her bra, my lips leading a trail of kisses down her jaw and neck nipping her with my teeth the entire way. As her bra tumbles off and her breasts are left exposed I hear myself sharply intake breath. No matter how many times I see her flawless body I am always left amazed. My mouth quickly finds her nipple and as I begin to suck on it my hand finds her other breast and begins to caress it. Hearing her moan softly spurs me on and my hand pulls away from her breast to start undoing her jeans. As my hand brushes against her inner thing as I pull down her jeans I hear her breathing increase, I begin a trail of kisses up her legs as I work my way back to her panties, upon reaching them I tear them off.

Wasting no time I move further up with my kisses and open up her outer lips with my tongue allowing it to graze her clit, a low moan escapes her as she bucks her hips up. And idea formulates in my mind and I pull away.

"Sit on my face Tor." I command, causing her eyes to widen in shock.

"W-what?" she gasps

"You heard me I growl" before reversing our positions and pulling her on top of me.

With one of her legs either side of my head I once again push open her outer lips with my tongue, as I do so she begins to rock her hips in time with my tongue. Whilst I feel that I have power as I am the one giving her pleasure it is also apparent that she also holds an element of dominance as she currently has control over her thrusts. As she begins to pick up speed I grab hold of her hips and slow her thrusts down; reasserting my dominance, as I rock her in time with my tongue she begins to whimper and it is not long before her moans begin to gain volume and her body begins to shake. Her sweet juices leak down into my mouth and I lap them up before allowing her to roll off of me and collapse beside me on my bed breathless.

After a few minutes of heavy breathing Tori's breath returns to a somewhat more normal less ragged state. As soon as she is able to; she keenly jumps to return the favour. Her hands seem to have multiplied touching me in so many places seemingly at the same time. She doesn't even waste time removing my clothes; instead her hand pushes its way inside of my jeans and panties and begins pumping. Her fingers curve upwards into me curling inside me repeatedly hitting my g-spot. My body gives way to any previous element of dominance it held and I begin to whimper under her every touch. Hearing this spurs her on causing her to push deeper, long drawn out moans begin to escape my body and her name repeatedly tumbles out of my lips. Pulling up she silences me with a kiss.

As both of us lay on my bed our bodies entwined it was almost as if the world had stopped spinning for a moment; for us. The moment, as close to perfect as any could be, our breath steadying in time with each others, I can feel her heartbeat on my skin. Love is laced heavily on the air.

But as with every perfect moment there is always a contrasting one to follow. The sound of a door shutting downstairs tells me that my father is home. And in according with such I feel it is appropriate that Tori and I at least get dressed. Throwing her clothes at her I begin pulling my shirt back on and re-buttoning my jeans.

"I know I said that I didn't want to tell anyone else Tor, but maybe I will make an exception for my father. He so rarely pays any attention to my life that I feel the need to fill him in every few months. And for once I do not have to worry about someone's reaction; because I already know he will hate it, as he hates everything else in my life." As I stop speaking I realise just how much I have said, which causes me to smile shyly at her. I wait patiently as she drags on the last of her clothes; and when she is finished I grab hold of her hand and drag her down stairs behind me.

"Jade" my father's cold voice sounded upon noticing my arrival, then upon noticing Tori behind me he added "and this is?"

"Dad" I respond in the same icy tone; the tone in which we have become so accustomed to addressing each other in. "This is Tori. She is my girlfriend." I blurt out, almost challenging him, and as I do so I feel Tori's hand squeeze mine.

"Girlfriend?" he questions raising his eyebrows, and upon noticing the nod I give in return a deep sigh escapes his body. "First the piercings, then your tattoo, and now you decide to be gay? Do you really spend your time thinking up ways to aggravate me Jade?" he grunts sounding caught somewhere between bored and frustrated.

"Decided? What, you think I woke up one morning and decided to myself "how am I really going to piss off my dad today? Oh wait, I think I'll decide to be gay." I blurt out, pure rage flowing through me.

"Jade-" my father tries to interject.

"Just stop!" I scream "Don't you think I already know how much easier my life would be if I lived by your rules? But look I can't that isn't me! I can't be the daughter that you want and I'm tired of feeling guilty for embarrassing you and inconveniencing you, and, I just don't know how anymore dad."

"Jade I just want you to be normal, and in turn to be happy."

"I am happy, and I am just fine with myself the way I am. It just really sucks so much that you cannot accept me for me!"

"I have to go." My father blurts grabbing his keys and heading for the front door.

"Of course you do dad!" I scream after him, "as soon as anything gets to 'real' you turn around and run away. Something I always used to do as well. But not anymore! Things won't just go away if you ignore them!" the latter part of my sentence is not heard by him as he has already left; but I needed to voice it. Because I also needed to hear it. Eventually people will know about Tori and I. I can run away for as long as I wish to but eventually everyone is going to find out. I might not be quite ready yet but I know I need to prepare myself.