Disclaimer, in my dreams Edward Cullen will be my man, but in reality Stephanie Meyer owns every part of Twilight

Author's Note:

Sorry I haven't been posting as regularly, I've been back at school... so my posts in the future might take a few days or so.

So far I've had one favourite who then unfavourite :( and two followers... but still ABSOLUTELY NO REVIEWS HAVE BEEN POSTED!

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Edward's POV

Today was the day that the ship leaves, I don't want to admit it, but I'm actually quite excited. My parent left Alice, Em and I to unpack in our rooms while they went out to the deck to grab a drink. Even though I had unpacked in about half an hour, Alice and Em still managed to get there before I did.

As I was scanning around the deck, taking in the setting I saw the most beautiful girl sitting by the bar. As she looked up our eyes met, I couldn't help but stare at her. Her chocolate brown eyes piercing right through me, and held me there making me feel like a blind man who suddenly could see again. When we broke our connect I saw her laughing with the blonde next to her, a shot of anger passed through me, this feeling was so raw and new to me, I couldn't place my finger on it. All I wanted was to be the blonde there and listen to her laugh all day, the sound of her laughter was like the chime of twinkling bells going off.

I was off daydreaming about ways to make the dark haired beauty laugh when the blonde approached our table, he seemed like a very outgoing character.

"Hey my name is Jasper Hale, how is everyone doing today?"

He was a very polite guy and all, but it seems that he had his attention all on Alice. It made feel a bit sick, not that because Alice is my younger sister, its just they were stating to make goo goo eyes at each other.

"Hi Jasper, my name is Edward Cullen and this my sister Alice and my brother Emmett."

Just as I finished introducting us, I realized that the beautiful brunette had disappeared. I caught sight of the wooden door facing the front of the ship slowly swing shut, I had this massive urge to just run up and chase after the girl. It seemed that Emmett and Alice was making good conversation with Jasper, so I decided to make my exit.

"Guys, I'll be back."

I didn't wait for their answer and dased off through the door. I got to a long narrow passage where I saw the brunette figure walking down the hall. I saw that she started lightly jogging, but I wanted to talk to her, well at least introduce myself to her. I am quite a fast runner so I caught up to her in no time, but as soon as I did she tripped over some thing and was going about to make full frontal contact. My first reaction was to catch her, my arms molded into her waist, it felt so right to have them there. There was heat radiating of my arms and the brunette slowly looked up into my eyes once more. She started to flush pink, it was like a red rose in the snow, delicate and perfect. How I would die to see her blush again.

"Umm... Thanks...umm... For catching me."

"You're welcome. My name is Edward, nice to meet you." I blurted it out without even thinking.

I stuck out my hand for her to shake, and when she shook my hand and a large spark shot right through my had like an electric shock. The spark made me let go immediately.

"Well my name is Isabella, but please call me Bella." Her voice sounded soft and heart warming.

Beautiful name for a beautiful girl

"Nice to meet you Bella, well I guess I'll see you around."

"Yeah, seeya."

As I was walking back down the hall I couldn't contain the massive grin I had on my face, but before I was able to reach the door my phone buzzed. I knew the caller would be Tanya. She was the only one on this planet who would call me at least twenty times a day.

"Babe, how come you haven't called me today? Do you wanna go hang out at the mall?"

"No, Tanya don't you remember that I'm on a cruise with my family. I was telling you about it yesterday."

"Oh yeah right, well I miss you so much and I wish I was with you right now."

I sighed "Yeah me too."

"Well babe I gotta go loveya!"

Before I could respond she hung up. Tanya and I haven't got to the stage where we said 'I Love You' in the exact words, it was always like a bypass word like seeya. For us it always felt natural... until now.

I couldn't get my mind off Bella, she seemed like a great girl, and I was fighting off a strong urge to kiss her. It seems so wrong for me to even be thinking about it. I have a girlfriend!

As I marched back to my room, I collapsed on my bed with fustration. I didn't know what to do, my emotions are going crazy and my self control has gone out the window. What am I going to do? I had to get into my tux for the captain welcoming party.

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