Disclaimer; ;P I wish that I was Stephaine Meyer, which means I can own Twilight and have Edward for myself!

Author's note:

I AM SOOO SOOO SORRY THAT I HAVE NOT POSTED FOR AGES! (even though it's only been a week or so, but I was really busy and I kinda broke my wrist... I'm a klutz)

Breaking Dawn is coming out! soo excited!

So now, to my new fellow readers, followers, reviewers and favouriters here is the next mind blowing chapter...dun Dun DUN! jks i don't think it'll literally blow your mind.

Without further ado... chapter 10!

Edward's POV

I caught a glimpse of a shadow slip through the doors. I sighed, it must have been Alice looking for me or something. I stare back at my watch, it only read seven am.

I was dreading having to see Tanya for the next week. It felt as if my future had just gone black. Like the nights when the moon refused to shine. I thought back to what Tanya had said, the words had haunted. As I sat next to the piano, a melody began to flow through my fingers and before I knew it, my subconscious mind had composed a lullaby. A lullaby that was suppose to be played to a child when they couldn't get sleep and one in which is a source of comfort, a way to descibe home.

It was then when my fingers halted to a stop and my body started to shake uncontrollably. I could feel the cracked walls of my heart break free with the remorse and pain of having lost a child. The visions of little bronze haired girls running around in broad daylight, under the sun and in the backyard had completely been stripped from me.

At first I could see that picture with much clarity, but now that things have turned upside down, nothing made any sense anymore. As my mind wondered off back into the vision, I slowly realised there was a strikingly beautiful brunette with a bronze haired girl resting on her hip, the brunette had an arm protectively wrapped around the little girl. It was then when the puzzle clicked, the lightning bolt struck and the ton of bricks fell, I was falling for Isabella Swan, and falling hard.

I got up from the stool and made my way to the bar where i took a half empty bottle of Jack Daniels and went back to my room. I didn't get a wink of sleep last night even though I was completely drained. I physically could not do anything else but to just stare into the distance, God knows how long before I came to my senses and decided it would be best if I just went along and enjoyed the next week or so.

Just as I stood up to throw out the now empty bottle of liquor, Alice popped over and asked if I wanted to go out for a swim with her and Emmett. Reluctantly I said yes. I didn't want to spoil the fun of my siblings with the issues I have with my life.

As I reached the pool, I saw Bella there in a black bikini top with mini denim jeans one. She had a little v shaped frown in between her brows, she was engrossed by her book. Although personally I think Wuthering Heights was a pointless book to read, when I finished the book, there was nothing about the story that I couldn't criticise. It was one of the worst stories I've ever read.

I didn't want any tension between us so I decided swimming was the best way to cool myself off, but as I got out the pool I decided I couldn't keep away from her anymore. So slowly I approached Bella, not wanting to alert her or anything.

"Hey" I could see that she jumped a little. "I was umm... wondering if you wanted to have a drink?"

"Sure... I'll just pack up my stuff and then I'll meet you at the bar." Score 1 for me. I was a bit suspicious towards the fact why she so willingly accepted my offer. I could see there was something that is stopping her being my "friend", whatever it is I will find it out if it were the last thing I do.

She came over with a fitted black tee with a small beach bag slung across her shoulders.

She said "Edward.." at the same time I said "Bella..", it made me chuckle to see how cute she was when she blushed red at the clash.

I decided to be the gentleman to allow the lady to go first."Um... you go first"

"Okay... Edward I've been thinking, and I know I'm probably giving you whiplashes from all the different messages I'm giving you, but I do need us to be friends. I meant not need... I meant I want us to be friends and..."

I grinned with glee and put two of my finger to her lips to stop her from rambling on. I immediately stopped. My finger buzzed with warmth, and I felt her full lips. I had the sudden urge just to kiss them. I leaned in, I could feel her breath stop, her heart pounding from the close proximity.

I whispered in her ear "I'm glad we've agreed. This will be the start of a beautiful friendship. I hope to see you around. Friend."

I left her at the bar, glancing back to see that she was still quite stunned at what just happened. I didn't even know what just happened, but all I knew is that for the first time today there was something to look forward to.

Soooo whatcha all thinking?

Sorry about the Wuthering Heights... personally I love it... but this is Edward's character.

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I promise to work on the story a bit more.

Love you all

xo Cacee :)