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Bella's POV

I sighed happily as I awoke, reminiscing about the time I spent with Edward yesterday. It was quite an eventful day, to have Tanya talk to me; more like encouraging me to pursue my feelings for Edward. I was confused at first, but apparently something happened between them, something that shattered their relationship. For some unknown reason I was bursting out with joy on the inside when I heard that. Then I realised the small sad smiles Tanya was giving me. The break up obviously took a toll on her.

Tanya had told me every little detail there was to know about Edward, her kind, gentle tone, her bright sly smile. It was clear that she was still deeply in love with him.

My heart raced when I saw him come towards our table. Strange... I couldn't help notice the sad glances they shot each other, when she was heading out.

As I spent the day with Edward, I got to know him much better. It was so strange when I realised how much stuff about him I knew.

"Bella get up! We're going dog sledding today! Isn't it exciting?!" Rose was jumping on my bed.

"Yes but..." I didn't get to finish my sentence before she cut me off.

"Put these on, it'll be cold... especially in the evening."

"Evening?" I was confused... I was hoping I could catch up with Edward today.

"Yeah, didn't I mention this was a full day trip?"

"Bella, just today... one day, can you please do something fun with me?" She was making her puppy dog eyes... damn I really need to train myself to be immune to them.

"Fine"

"Don't be such a grinch, it'll be fun. I promise." she winked and left.

Soon I found myself in my ultimate comfort clothes, all rugged up in my overly sized jumpers and my ugg boots, ready to head off. I was really hoping I could get a glance of Edward before we left. I sounded so pathetic... I was like a teenage girl with a massive crush who didn't know what to do... wait that describes me perfectly right now... Damn.

But there was no such luck. I spent the rest of the day being pulled around by huskies in the glaciers. The white snowy background reflected its beauty as the sun hung high in the sky. The day ended quite fast, I was hoping there would be more. It was nice to have a day with Jaz and Rose, I didn't realise how much fun it was, but I'm never going to admit that to Rose.

We ordered late dinner in our rooms, and watched reruns of gossip girl. I wasn't a massive fan, but seeing as Rose was I decided to watch with. Jasper seemed to slip away at some point in between season two and three, no doubt to pay a visit to Alice. There were several times when I contemplated going to Edward's room, but with my lack of confidence and low self esteem, I was too much of a coward to do so.

Rose fell asleep on the couch, as I slowly headed back to my room. I heard a small knock on my door. My heart immediately raced, I had a great feeling that Edward might be at the door.

Flinging it open, my heart dropped. It was Emmett with a small bouquet of yellow lilies, he stood there nervously and giving me a small smile.

"Hey there Bellsy!" He picked me up and spun me around.

"Emmett! put me down! and be quiet Rose just dosed off."

"Oh..." he almost dropped me, when he stood up straight and became all civil again. I giggled a little widely seeing his goofy smile.

"Oh, Bella" this is for you, Emmett held up a small bouquet of white orchids. As I accepted the flowers, I gave him a small kiss on cheek and felt him stiffen. I turned around to see a fuming Rose standing in the doorway.

"Rose! Em was just..." She turned around and fled to her bedroom.

Emmett stood there speechless.

"Don't worry about it Em, give me the flowers and I'll consult her."

He silently nodded and handed me the bouquet. I got to her closed door and slowly opened it to see a puffy eyed Rose.

"Rose honey, it was not what you saw. Emmett just stopped by to give you this bouquet of flowers. Along with the ones Edward sent 'through' Emmett."

Realisation flashed through her eyes.

"Oh my god... I'm so sorry, Bella I knew you wouldn't do anything like that. I'm sorry!" She was rambling on.

I quieted her down. "Rose, it's fine. I know you were half asleep, but you did give Em quite a bit of a scare. I think you owe him an apology tomorrow." I passed her the flowers.

She examined the flowers and softly said. "I'm just scared. His is just the most caring and loving guy. I don't know if I deserve him..." She trailed off.

"Rose, you listen carefully, you deserved the best guy there is. You are a beautiful, caring and generous girl. Emmett would be a fool not to be completely smitten about you."

She smiled at me with teary eyes.

"Bella, Edward would be a fool not to be completely smitten about you."

I smiled brightly "Love you Rose."

She sleepily mumbled "loveya too" and with that I slipped into a deep slumber.

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