Bubbles started coming to the surface of the lake from where Spencer and chase were struggling to swim up. Before anybody could react Derek Morgan jumped in the lake and started looking for Spencer.

Suddenly he saw chase who was trying to carry Spencer's limp body to the surface but he was too weak. He hurried and hooked his arms around Spencer's waist and took chase's shoulder and pulled them up.

He reached the surface and let go off chase, Prentiss pulled chase out of the lake and cuffed him. "You're under arrest."

Morgan put his other arm under Spencer's knees and held him above the surface. As soon as he brought Spencer to the surface he noticed a bloody hole on his pale neck. He felt guilty first he hit Spencer and now the bullet he fired was logged in his body threatening to take his life. If something happens to Spencer he's going to kill himself. Even thinking about life without Spencer made him sick.

When he put Spencer on the ground Hotch quickly came over and put his head on Spencer's chest.

"He's not breathing"

Morgan didn't hesitate and put his mouth on Spencer's and pinched his nose and breathed life into his body and Hotch started doing compressions on Spencer's fragile chest. Spencer's body was cold as ice and this made Hotch hopeful. Hotch kept doing compressions while Morgan kept stroking Spencer's face and begging him to wake up. Hotch could feel Spencer's ribs cracking under his hands. Morgan breathed in his mouth again and started crying once he realized his friend was really dying and he couldn't stop himself from thinking that he killed his friend who he was madly in love with but refused to accept, and did his best to hide .

Suddenly Spencer started coughing and gasping loudly as the blood started flowing in his veins again. The nasty wound on his neck started bleeding. He was struggling to breathe but every time he inhaled he swallowed more blood instead of getting air in his lungs. He started coughing and spitting blood on Morgan who now was holding him tightly in his arms trying to take away the pain. Hotch quickly ripped his shirt off and put it on Spencer's neck to stop the bleeding. When the ambulance arrived Spencer was barely conscious. One of the paramedic patted Morgan on the shoulder.

"Sir, can you put him on the stretcher? He's losing blood we should take him to a hospital or we'll loose him." Morgan was staring at Spencer without blinking the paramedic tried to pull Spencer out of his grip but he held him tighter like his life depended on him. The paramedic who was taking Spencer's vital faced his partner. "His blood pressure is too low he's hypothermic and he is barely breathing with a lung full of blood and water he needs immediate blood transfusion or..." Hotch screamed morgan's name and begged him to do what he's told but Derek was in another world thinking what's happening why of all people this should happen to Spencer why did he do this to Spencer he was roughly pulled back into real world by Hotch's slap "what's wrong whit you morgan are you trying to kill him?"

Derek followed the paramedic and slowly put Spencer on the stretcher .Spencer slowly opened his eyes Derek took Spencer's cold hand between his hands and kissed his fingers. "I'm sorry; I don't know what's wrong with me, I deserve to die for all I did, but I swear I will do anything make it right." Spencer took the oxygen mask off and started talking with a raspy voice . "None of this is your fault I was like a selfish, immature…"he started coughing up blood. Spencer gave him a weak smile before the paramedic put the oxygen mask on his mouth.

"Are you coming with us?"Morgan hopped in the back of the awaiting ambulance without saying a word. He started stroking Spencer's wet hair when he suddenly noticed Spencer's lips were turning blue. Suddenly the machines connected to Spencer started beeping and Spencer lost consciousness.

"o2 stats are dropping we should intubate him." the other paramedic pulled Spencer's head back to insert the tube. When the tube reached the correct place Spencer's chest started going up and down mechanically .Spencer weakly squeezed Morgan's hand. Morgan squeezed back. Spencer woke up again.

"Spencer look at me." Spencer blinked trying to focus on Derek's face.

"we're gonna be there in 5 minutes." Driver announced.

"It's gonna be alright." Spencer shook his head and machines started beeping erratically. "Spencer, I … I love you ." But Spencer was unconscious before hearing the 3 Decisive words he was waiting to hear all this time. Paramedics started hovering over Spencer and moments later one of them started shouting.

"He's in V-tach get the paddles."

A/N: should I continue? Please review.