Thank you, once again - and I don't think it'll ever be enough - Lisa and Rags.
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January 11th, 2008
I've talked to Edward, and he doesn't seem so weird anymore, even if he doesn't want anyone to see us together. I would be offended, but I don't really want that either. People in Forks – and, well, in any other small town – gossip too much. They would involve Emmett and then Rosalie, and then someone would say at the end that Edward broke up with Rosalie because of me. And while I wish that was true, it's not, so we're keeping ourselves in check at the moment.
The making out doesn't stop, and I'm glad. Edward is a really good kisser, and he smells so good it hurts. Also, we've talked a lot more. He's smart, funny and so freaking perfect that sometimes I wonder what he really sees in me.
I'm just afraid of what everyone else will think of us when they find out.
Also, Alice is not as mad at me as she was, but she's not the same. It feels like she disconnected herself from our friendship, and that seriously hurts me. I didn't do anything, so why is she acting so bizarrely?
I miss my best friend.
B.S.