Lisa and Rags are the best.
January 25th, 2008
Edward's behavior has been confusing, and I seriously don't like it. I'm supposed to be patient, like he asked me to, but I can't be stupid, and that's what he seems he wants me to be. Or worse, maybe he thinks I'm stupid.
He's on and off whenever he likes, and I don't have a say on the matter. I'm getting tired of it and even more frustrated than usual.
Alice sees that I'm depressed, but she doesn't ask anything or even offer to help. It seems as if our friendship is dead to her; it just… sank down, exactly like the Titanic. I wish I had the guts to confront her and tell her that she's being unfair to me, but I don't know anymore if she's the one who's wrong or if it's me.
I hate loving people so much. If I kept my distance, I wouldn't be hurting like I am right now.
B.S.
I'm sorry that everyone is hating on Edward right now, but it's completely necessary. Besides, we all deal with tons of jerks during our lives, so it's not a big surprise that Edward is acting like this. Be patient, please.