Jesus, I suck, I know.
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This story will be finished probably before New Year's Eve.
November 29th, 2011
I'm tired and I haven't slept in days. I haven't written anything lately, and that makes me more frustrated than anything else that's been going on.
One: I'm tired of seeing Edward all the time. It bothers me too much, and he doesn't seem to get it. Besides, I know he's been talking about me to Jake, which is really bad. I don't want this guy to ask questions about me or even dare to say my name. But that's not really how things work, is it?
Kate all of a sudden likes Jacob. I'm not even sure why, but who am I to keep them from doing anything? I just don't want to see her getting hurt, like I know it will happen. Jake is not exactly the one that you bring to your parents, if that makes any sense. He's the one you had fun with one time at a party. So I'm a little bit worried.
I've been also fighting a lot with my father, which is more than natural, if you ask me. He didn't think that cheating on Sue and eventually being left by her would just affect him, did he? We were all a family before this. A weird, new family, but we were still very close to each other. Now, we spend our weekends having dinner with Sue and her kids, and babysitting my father during the week, since he doesn't even know how to turn on the oven. It's exhausting, and something I'm certainly not ready for.
And Thanksgiving must have been the most boring one so far. I cooked, so the food wasn't great, and we were quiet the whole meal. Not really something I want to remember.
Oh, and university is kicking my ass, as it's been said.
I'm hoping I last until Christmas.
Bella