Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha or any of the characters from Inuyasha but I do own Keiko and Mitomi so HA!

Alright well here's the actual chapter 4 and oh I wanna thank my new beta Wolf-Inu-Yasha38 for helping me with this chapter.

So anyways the next chapter tada!

Broken memories

Sesshomaru sat at his office, towel still wrapped around his damp body, his eyes narrowed in frustration. The phone had been ringing for the past 6 minutes…wasn't anyone home? Didn't they know what an answering device was?

Sesshomaru grunted as the voicemail picked up and Mitomi's all to bubbly and high pitched voiced filled his left ear. Somehow though as Mitomi's voice droned on he couldn't help but feel a little disappointed when Rin didn't pick up.

'Rin…Rin, Rin, Rin ' Sesshomaru tossed the three letter name back and forth in his mind fast at first then slow, he loved the way it sounded. Rin, it had a certain ring to it. 'Sara, Leiko, Ley, Mitomi…' Sesshomaru listed the names of all the women he had slept with recently that he could remember and none of their names quite rang like Rin's.

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Beep… Beep… Beep…Beep Rin rolled over on her back, moaning when she realized she was lying on cold hard wood floor.

"Ouch" moving her fingers slowly in front of her face she did a mental evaluation 'Nope nothings broken' Rin turned her hand over to see a huge purple yellowish bruise forming on the side of her hand all the way up her elbow 'Just a lot of bruising'

Beep…Beep rolling her eyes upward Rin scrunched her face up in aggravation. The answering machine had been the thing to finally wake her from her coma like state. Sighing to herself she slowly sat up "What time is it?" Rin's eyes widened when a sudden pain shot through her stomach and ribs.

Crying out to herself she fell back down with a thud. She inwardly groaned, 'K baka note to self, no more rum and PINK pills bad, bad, bad, very bad combination'

The hard tapping of heels on tile alerted Rin to the possibility that she might not be alone. Turning her head to the right Rin saw her mother standing in the kitchen stuffed in her Armonie swayed suit and a set of dulce and cabana heels. Right hand on her hip and the other holding what looked like vodka in, a wine glass? Oh god did her mother need lessons on proper booze etiquette.

Mitomi looked down to see her daughter finally conscious and no longer laying face down crumpled on the landing to their stairwell. Clenching her jaw so tight she thought for a brief second to let up and count to ten before speaking. "Rin"

It was just one word but with that one word Rin new all of a sudden she had done something to seriously piss her mother off. Mitomi in all her collagen and blonde highlighted glory, was no one to mess with even with her bubbly bitchy air headed attitude.

"Mom" Rin stared bored indifferent eyes upward at her mother. Mitomi's hazel eyes narrowed "There was a message on the answering device Rin"

Rin huffed sitting up slowly to face her mom 'Jeeze she says my name like I'm the fucking bubonic plague or something' "Your point?"

Mitomi's gaze narrowed "Why didn't you answer the phoneRin?!"

Rin grasped the edge of the stairwell pulling herself up slowly while dusting off her sweats. "Oh gee mom I don't know, hmm maybe it was because I was… oh how do you put this. Unconscious on the fucking floor!" Rin glared at her mother "And if you took your head out of that aerobic ass of yours and weren't so damn self infatuated, you would give a shit!"

Mitomi laughed dryly "Give a shit? Give a shit! I'll tell you what I give a shit about Rin. I give a shit about weather or not my boss calls Sunday afternoon requesting my company for the day. I expect for the phone to be picked up but instead is left hanging, having to be reduced to leaving a message that is never answered, while all the while my lazy daughter is here at home sitting on her fat ass! That's what I give a shit about Rin"

Rin clenched the side railing till her knuckles were white, purple eyes stared at her mother with incredulous rage. "Are you fucking PMSing you dumb bitch, all you have to do is pick up the fucking phone and call your boss back. Like the good little whore you are!"

Mitomi threw the glass at Rin and watched as it smashed into the wall right next to her face.

"You want to talk about whores!" Mitomi's shouts escaladed into shrieks "Let's talk about you Rin and how you can't keep those damned legs of yours shut!"

Run shook violently holding onto the banister now for support, "Well I guess I learned from the best now didn't I mother!"

Mitomi screamed, closing the distance between them fast. She raised her right hand and in one fluid movement smacked Rin clear across the face digging her nails in as she did so. "Don't you dare disrespect me when you're the reason why were in this mess in the first place!"

Rin's head had snapped back breathing heavily she turned to face her mother taking a step closer till their noses were almost touching. She lowered her voice too a whisper hate dripping from every word, "Gee, well I guess l learned that from you to. Home wrecker." Rin shoved her mom to the side and ran as fast as her legs would carry her upstairs.

Mitomi lost her balance and fell on the broken glass that was currently residing on the floor, she screeched back as Rin made her way up the stairs "Its your fault I'm divorced, you're the reason why MY daughters dead!" Mitomi wouldn't stop as she continued yelling at Rin.

Slamming the door on her mothers screaming, Rin watched as her vision blurred with tears. Grabbing the first thing she could put her hands on Rin threw a wooden box at the wall watching in satisfaction as it crashed into the wall breaking into pieces. Loving the way the noise sounded Rin picked up another object and threw it, then another and another…

Down stairs Mitomi picked herself up from the floor checking to see if any glass had cut her. No marks, thank God. Brushing herself off shakily she picked up her purse from the kitchen and a black bag from her closet. Stepping into her shoes Mitomi threw the bag into the back of her car.

'Little fucking bitch thinks she can just talk to me like that, I'll show her' were Mitomi's thoughts as she started up the car, picking up her cell she dialed,

it was time for Rin's past and herself to get reacquainted.

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Rin lay in the after math of her partial break down, her breathing heavy. The thoughts swam around in her head mercilessly. Turning her head to the side Rin sat up slowly hating how every bone in her body ached and yet loved it. The way it was such a bitter sweet happiness to know she could cause harm to herself without being locked away in some mental institution were they drugged the living shit out of you.

Moving to the side Rin felt something soft brush past her hand. Jumping slightly at the shock Rin turned her head and reached out pulling the silken fabric from under the shattered wooden box.

'What's this?' Examining it further Rin realized it was a silk fan.

'Hmm its red, you know this looks a lot like…' Rin dropped the fan her hands shaking "Keiko" her twin sister's name died on her lips.

(Flashback)

"Rin-Chan what do you think of this dress?" Rin looked up from her book.

"Kawai Keiko-Chan"

"Really? You think so chibi? You don't think the red is too much?"

Rin sat up from her bed crossing through the bathroom that joined the two sisters rooms, "Nope but you need an accessory."

Keiko stared at Rin eyes inquisitive as she vanished into her room returning with something wrapped in a black cloth. "Rin-Chan what's that?"

Rin smiled mischievously "Something sexy Keiko."

Unwrapping the material revealed a bright blood red silk fan with black wood finishing the handles. Unfolding the item Rin held it up for inspection.

"Oh wow chibi it's beautiful! How did you ever get it, can I really borrow it? Would you really trust me with it!"

Rin laughed, "Hai Keiko-Chan I do. Besides that dress is perfect for it."

Keiko embraced Rin excitedly, "Arigato, Arigato Rin-Chan!"

(End Flashback)

Little had Rin known that the blood that would mar her sisters beautiful face later that night, would also match perfectly, with the dress.

"If I had never given her that fucking fan then Keiko would still be here today and I would be the one six feet under and rotting." Watching as a single lone tear slipped from her cheek onto the fan Rin picked the painful memory up from the floor and clutched it to her chest.

Sitting against the window sill , RIn listened to the rain once again beat steadily yet furiously against her window, listening as it lolled her to sleep.

A/N: Alright you guys there ya go just as I promised, oh and just an FYI Every name I pick for added characters, except for Rins mom, has a meaning to it that fits with the character.

Keiko : The beloved or Adored one.

Anyways review and lemme know what you think.

Till next time

Smooches

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