IITS ch27
A/n: ohhhh probably need more tissues...
BPOV
When I saw those tears in Edward's eyes and my daughters arms around his neck, it flooded my system with overwhelming emotion.
This is what I had sought with both of my marriages; a caring husband, a happy child...a family.
But, the look of longing in his eyes sent a jolt through me and I felt alive for a moment.
"Who wants ice cream?" Edward said as he pulled his face from my hand that rested on his cheek.
"Ice ceam." Kendall squealed in excitement as Edward gave a laugh. I felt my own tears prick my eyes.
While the scene before me warmed me up the look in Edward's eyes made me sad. He had been hurt, deeply. And, I desperately wanted to know what it was, but I refused to push him to tell me. Because I wasn't ready to tell him my own secrets, therefore I had no right to ask him for his.
As we turned to walk towards the ice cream machines Edward put his hand on the small of my back and I couldn't help but wish his whole arm would slide around my waist.
I was a woman afterall.
I was trapped in my head about notions of Edward and I as a couple and Kendall was our daughter, maybe another child or two in the mix...we were happy and family as we stood in front of my fathers house in Forks.
Then the guilt settled over me at the realization that it would never happen. Edward's life was here in Arizona while mine would always be back in Washington.
I sighed and Edward squeezed my arm with concern on his face.
It was a nice dream.
A/n: I love dreams...that is all;)
Two more then I have to go pick up Minime from the 'rents and play mommy for a bit.
Kyla