IITS ch33

A/n: Simpleward and Simplella...as deemed by BlueEyedBrat:) LOVE IT:):):)

EPOV

The whole evening had been perfect until the end of dinner when Bella got upset about something. I had no idea what it was but when she told me that we would talk about it later my heart all but stopped.

Was I ready to tell her about my past?

I wanted to but I was afraid she'd see me as defective in some way and not want to be friends with me anymore.

Could I tell her?

I stood in the bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror before I ran a hand through my hair.

I had to get back out there so I could save her from anymore of Alice's incessant inquiries. She hadn't been to bad tonight, but I could tell it was killing her not to just completely pounce on Bella for more information.

There was a light knock on the door, "Edward, you okay bro?" Jasper asked through the wood.

"Yea," I replied as he opened the door and walked in.

"What gives? Why are you hiding out in here?" His eyes were worried, I hated that I put it there.

"I don't know, Jas...I really like her and I adore her daughter...but, they aren't staying in Phoenix. It hurts already to think about...them being gone." I said as I leaned back against the wall and put my hands down on my knees.

His hand came up to my shoulder, "Edward, I'm so proud of you for even making this far with Bella. But, dude, seriously, you need to tell her about Kate...about Mom and Dad. It might help her understand you a little better...and it might help her open up to you, too."

I knew my brother was right.

"Okay, Jasper. I'll try and talk to her." I relented and instantly regretted it.

"She truly is perfect for you. And, the fact that she has a child and you've bonded with that child...well, it's phenomenal." My brother smiled at me to show me that he was proud but it only made the hurt inside of me that much worse.

I knew they were perfect for me, but, I also knew that they weren't permanent fixtures in my life.

And I felt my heart breaking all over again at that thought.

A/n: I love me some Jasper;) As for Lonerward...my heart hurts for him too...BUT...yea...just wait;):):)

see ya soon, KYla