IITS ch42

A/n: Um...yea...go read...

Friday Night – Five days 'til the move

BPOV

I went and bought a new red dress. I never splurge but tonight was different and I wanted it to be special.

I went to the salon and got my hair cut and styled before I headed home to do my makeup and get dressed.

I was nervous.

Truth be told, I was terrified. I hadn't been with a man in almost four years and this was Edward. My sweet, adorable, kind and extremely gorgeous Edward.

Just as I slipped my shoes on the doorbell rang. I took a deep breath and one last look in the mirror. Thankfully Renee and Kendall were gone for the evening so I didn't have to deal with my mother and her judgemental comments or looks.

I steadied my hand as I pulled open the door where the sight of Edward took my breath away.

He stood there in black slacks, a pale green shirt with a silver tie around his neck. His hair was freshly tousled and his black glasses framed those gorgeous green eyes. But...that smile...that fucking smile about did me in.

"Hello beautiful." He said in a whisper.

"Hi handsome." I replied as I finally took a breath.

He held out his hand so I slipped mine into his as he led me to the car.

"You truly look amazing tonight, Bella." He said as his hand rested on my lower back when he opened the car door for me.

"Thank you." I said with a blush flaming my cheeks I sat down in the passenger seat.

"Breath, Bella, just breath." I reminded myself as he walked around the car to get in.

He got in and smiled at me before he took my hand, "Do you mind? I just feel this overwhelming need to be as close to you as possible tonight."

I smiled and shook my head, "I don't mind...and I feel the same way." I thread my fingers through his and gave a small squeeze.

He released my hand for a second so he could start the car but then immediately took mine back in his as he backed out of the driveway.

"I hope you don't mind but I made a reservation for us at that fancy italian place we talked about the other day."

"Sure, that sounds good." I said as I felt the warmth from his hand spread throughout my body.

We talked a little about what we'd done all day and it seemed we were both avoided the topic of my move. It felt natural and light just to be with him this way. But, a swirl of frustration and tension swooshed around us, too.

This was definitely going to be harder than I thought.

But, I loved Edward and owed it to him to show him just how much.

A/n: What is our Sadella cooking up? (taps chin) I'll never tell;)

See ya soon!

Kyla