IITS ch44

A/n: You're listening to the song, right? It's perfect...Just fucking perfect for what's about to happen.

Now, RUN...Read...*watches the dust behind you all*

BPOV

He's in love with me, too.

His lips were soft and forceful. I couldn't help but let my thoughts swim around in my head as he pulled me closer, his tongue stroked my bottom lips requesting it's entrance into my mouth.

That kiss was the kiss to end all kisses...and I couldn't get close enough to him, could feel enough of him around me.

We flew across the room until my back hit the wall, our lips never left the others as the passion between us exploded.

When we finally pulled back to breath, I knew it was my chance.

"Make love to me, Edward. I have to feel you, I have to know that you are real...and have a piece of you to take with me when I leave." I said as the tears welled in my eyes.

"Oh Bella..." his moaned before he picked me up, his lips crashed to mine again, and he carried me to his bedroom.

Once we got to his room, he laid me on the bed as he stood beside it and pulled off his tie.

"Are you sure?" His voice uncertain as he looked down on me.

"Yes," I said and boldly pulled the side tie to my dress and let it fall open to reveal my red and black bra and thong.

"Bella...my beautiful Bella." He said as he crawled over to lie next to me. He pulled me into his arms and kissed me again. His hands touched my body leaving a trail of fire with every piece of skin he covered.

"I had to show you how much you mean to me...to show you that I will always love you, no matter how far apart from you I'll be." I whispered as his lips caressed my neck and his hand palmed my breast.

"Baby...baby...baby...you didn't need to do this to show me those things. I already feel all of that from you, I have from the moment I realized that I was falling in love with you." His eyes came up to bore into mine.

"I know that you are doing the right thing for you and Kendall, but Bella, I'll always love you...only you. And, I just want you to be happy. I'm willing to just let you go and love you in my heart from here because I know that you will finally be at peace." He stroked my face with his thumbs as he spoke and I could see the sincerity in his eyes.

I felt the tear fall from my eye as he leaned down to kiss me, deep and slow but with all the love he felt for me.

It didn't take long until we were completely naked and he was cradled between my legs.

I was on fire for him as we looked at one another while he lined himself up but then pulled back.

"Shit, Bella, I don't have any protection." His eyes wide and fearful.

I pulled him too me, "I'm clean and we're covered, I can't have children, Edward."

He looked at me with a deep sadness on his face, "Bella?" His confusion over what I'd just said and me having a daughter.

"I'll tell you about it later...okay. Just please...please don't stop what you were doing. I need you, Edward. So much...please?" I almost sounded desperate as I begged him not to stop. I needed him to claim me, make me his in all ways.

"Bella, I love you." He said as he peppered my face with small kisses before his lips found mine and he started to push into me.

"I love you too, Edward." I whispered as he pushed deep inside of me and stilled.

We both gasped and our eyes locked.

A perfect fit...it all felt simply perfect.

A/N: Let out that breath you've been holding...your faces are turning blue...

Hold on lovelies...just continue to hold the fuck on...

see ya soon, Kyla