IITS ch47
A/n: Deep Breath...
EPOV
Eventually Bella fell asleep and I just laid there and listened to her breath. She would let out a little whimper or say something incoherent so I tightened my arms around her.
I knew that I wouldn't sleep tonight because I wanted to memorize everything about tonight in my brain for when she was gone.
After all that she'd told me tonight I knew that her being back in Forks was what she needed, hopefully. I also felt like I needed to talk to Bella about getting some counselling. She'd carried all this hurt and pain around for far to long and it was crushing her spirit. Those idiots that had married her had no idea what an amazing woman she was. How they could throw her away was beyond me, I've never met a more beautiful woman, inside and out, in all of my life.
I kissed her forehead and closed my eyes to hold in my tears. I could see our lives spread out before me. How we'd live a happy life as a family while raising Kendall. I already saw her as my own daughter, and I could easily see Bella as my wife.
I prayed that her life would find peace once she was home and surrounded by the comforts of her former life. She'd be able to visit her dad's grave as often as she'd like, she'd have her close friends nearby to spend her time with and Kendall would definitely keep her on her toes.
I knew that I'd never truly be able to let Bella or Kendall go. We could still talk on the phone, email, text and skype, right?
I hoped and prayed that she wouldn't want to completely leave me behind. I didn't know if my heart could survive that.
A/n: Me thinks Lonerward has is his own issues to muddle through...don't you?
See ya soon, Kyla