A/N: I'm sorry I'm such a lousy updater. Problem is, I usually get out of school at 3:00, but today I got out at 5:00, and I had homework, and then I kinda sorta fell asleep *She admits sheepishly* But whatever! The chapter is up, and yes I know this is definately not my best chapter, but I haven't really been feeling great for the past week or so. THE NEXT CHAPTERS WILL BE BETTER THOUGH! I PROMISE :P

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Glee, Kurt Hummel, Blaine Anderson, Burt Hummel, or anyone else from the show. If I did, there'd be a lot more Klaine on the show, which would ultimately end up in a lot of smut... HBO IS HERE FOR A REASON! I think Ryan Murphy should transfer Glee from Fox to HBO so that we could have lots and lots of smutiness :D Well... That's how I see it :P Anyways, starts off steamy. Have fuuun ;]

"Blaine." Kurt moaned as Blaine sucked gently on his pale neck, making Kurt writhe beneath him.

"Mmm?" The vibrations from Blaine's response made Kurt shiver. Blaine rested his hand on Kurt's thigh, slowly moving it higher. Kurt, oblivious to Blaine's intentions, grabbed the back of Blaine's head, pulling him in for a hard, fierce kiss. Blaine's hand finally rested on the obvious bulge in Kurt's jeans, rubbing him gently. Kurt yelped in surprise, pulling Blaine's hand away immediately.

"Too fast, Blaine," Kurt murmured while Blaine continued to suck on his collarbone. Blaine pulled away, causing Kurt to whine at the loss of his magical mouth.

"Its okay, baby. I've got you, just relax." Blaine started kissing him slowly, allowing Kurt to relax in his arms before resting his hand on Kurt's bulge again. Kurt's eyes flew open, and he pulled away from the kiss, his brow furrowing.

"Blaine, please. I-I'm not ready for... for that yet... Can we please just... stick to making out? It's really nice..." Kurt stammered, flushing. Blaine sighed in frustration.

"Babe, what's wrong? Come on, just relax." Blaine said, leaning back in to kiss Kurt's neck. Kurt made a noise of discontent and pushed Blaine away.

"Blaine, I've never done this before. I want my first time to be special and- and romantic. Please, can't you just wait? Wait until I'm ready. Please? I really, really want you to be the guy I lose my virginity to, but I'm not ready for s-sex yet. I want you to plan it, and for it to be a complete surprise to me. Like maybe first we could go to dinner and a show in Columbus or something, and we'd get a hotel room because it'd be too late to be driving home. We'd snuggle up in the bed, just... basking in each other's warmth, maybe kissing a little, but not too much that it would ruin the mood. We'd take it slow, because we have all night. Maybe there'd be some scented candles a-and roses, and it would be one big cliché where there'd be no talking before or after, just breathy little whispers of 'I love you' during. You'd prepare me, slowly so that you can make sure I'm not in any pain. And then finally, finally, when I'm all stretched out for you, you'd enter me, so slowly, as if you think I'm some sort of porcelain doll that would crack at any given moment. We wouldn't be fucking, we would be making love, and it would be perfect and special and beautiful and romantic. I-I mean I know it can't happen, but a diva can dream right?" By the end of Kurt's little speech, both Kurt and Blaine were misty-eyed.

Kurt was right. His first time should he magical. Like something out of a fairytale. His first time shouldn't be taken by some random guy in a bar that kicks him out of his apartment the morning after. His first time shouldn't be like Blaine's.

His train of thought was interrupted when he heard Kurt hiccup. He looked up at Kurt, only to see one single tear trail down his porcelain face.

"Baby, why are you crying?" Blaine asked, concern etched all over his face. Kurt sniffled, his nose wrinkling slightly.

"I-I'm sorry… I realize I've been crying a lot, but um… I-I think w-we can have," He stammered, bringing his voice down to a whispered, "s-sex. I-I know how much you want it..." Blaine didn't know what to do. Of course he wanted to just rip Kurt's clothes off and take him right then and there, but he also thought back to how terrible he felt after his first time, where he was sitting on a curb outside of some random neighborhood, outside of some random stranger's house, his ass sore, and his head pounding. He had found out soon after that he had been at a gay bar with his friends, when the guy that had taken Blaine's virginity kept handing him drink after drink after drink. Blaine was so drunk he couldn't think straight. The stranger had taken Blaine to his apartment, and had sex with him. His parents were devastated to say the least. Of course his father was only upset because of how much attention this would grab, but his mother actually cared about him. She was always the one to calm his father down when Blaine came home late from a bar or from a late night fuck. She never cared that Blaine was gay. He was her baby boy, and she loved him with all her heart. His father, on the other hand, absolutely despised his being gay. He was always making crude comments, and always yelling at Blaine. But worst of all, he beat him. Only when he was drunk enough of course, but Blaine couldn't help but feel like his father got drunk just so he could have some sort of reason for his actions. Blaine had gotten used to it though. It may sound terrible and stupid, but Blaine was sort of thankful for his father. If it weren't for him, he wouldn't have transferred to McKinley, and he wouldn't have met Kurt.

Kurt. That brought him back to the situation at hand.

Kurt wanted to have sex.

Like, now.

"Baby, I-I don't think we should just yet. You're right. Your first time should be perfect, and I am nothing if not determined." Blaine said with a wink. Kurt laughed lightly, wiping his tears. Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt, loving how they fit together perfectly.

"So… taking it slow?" Kurt asked timidly against Blaine's chest. Blaine smiled down at Kurt.

"Taking it slow." He replied, kissing Kurt's forehead.

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