AN: Some Jasper and Bella time. No interruptions. No crazy Alice. This is the day after the Fair.

Chapter thirty four: You and Me

Jasper, February, 2011…

She gripped my hair tightly, moaning as I grazed my lips down her jaw on the way to her lovely neck. Her head was thrown back giving me better access to her collarbone which I greedily nipped and sucked at.

I had gotten us upstairs with Bella, nibbling on the shell of my ear, and with unbelievable focus. She wanted to forget Alice and everything that was said and I couldn't agree more. We needed this.

I slammed Bella into the wall while pushing my bedroom door open. She giggled against my ear and I smacked her ass and moved us inside. She moaned and bit down on my ear and I stopped to kiss her.

My intention was to get her on the bed and have my way with her, but Bella had other plans. She wanted to keep this playful and the ball in her court. She pulled away, giggled at me and jumped out of my arms.

"What are you up to?" She didn't answer and I couldn't keep my eyes off of her naked ass as she sauntered over to the bed, got in, pulled herself to the middle of it; leaning back on her elbows with her legs crossed, hiding where I wanted to be the most right now, and crooking her finger at me with a sultry look in her eyes as she openly eyed my equally naked body.

I loved her like this; naked, beautiful and happy. What more could I ask for?

I climbed in too. Bella's gaze made me tremble in their intensity as I crawled to her like a willing servant. And I was. I was willing to do whatever it took to make her happy.

"I'm not up to anything besides wanting to be with you," she finally stated when I hovered over her before she pulled me down on top of her and into a kiss. She continued to giggle against my lips until my hands started trailing down her thighs and dipped between them, finding her wet folds and pushing a single digit inside of her. She gasped then, moaned, and closed her eyes while lifting her hips to begin moving with me. I pulled the finger out under Bella's intense gaze and tasted her essence.

"Sweeter than honey, darlin'," I told her. She moaned and bit into that bottom lip of hers and then pulled me into a kiss. My finger dipped inside her depths again and she arched into my touch.

Pulling away from her tempting lips, I watched as she moved with my ministrations. I added another digit and another, commanding her not to come. She nodded and bit down on that lip, moaning and clawing at the sheets.

"Jasper…" she gasped and circled her hips. My cock was so hard. I wanted her, but I wanted her to come first.

"Not yet."

Her porcelain skin shone in the moonlight. She looked gorgeous, laying before me, lost in rapture while I worked her sweet little pussy. She pushed back against the pillows, clamping her eyes shut and begging me to let her come. I knew she was close and I wanted her to fall. She was clenching around my fingers and my body was pleading with me to let her clench around something else.

Not yet.

Her eyes snapped open and she stared at me ferociously. "Jasper…please…"

"No." I moved in close, nipping her ear and letting her grab my shoulder and squeeze tight. "I want you to come on my fingers, Bella. I want lick up everything you have to offer. Do that for me, baby. Come for me."

Her hold tightened and her body froze as she said my name and came for me. She collapsed back, taking me with her. "That's a good girl," I whispered, kissing that spot just below her ear and then nipped my way down to her collarbone.

"Ahh…Jasper," Bella moaned, falling back to the bed with a heady sigh and I followed, making sure she was watching me as I pulled my fingers from her and lick them.

Her chocolate eyes were impossibly black as she eyed my move. She bit that flesh of temptation again and then voiced her need, "I want you."

"How do you want me?"

"I want to do whatever you like." She was placing the ball in my court. I wondered if she knew what she was doing? I had to be sure. "Are you sure about that?"

She sat up and looked at me seriously. "I love all of you. I want you…all of you."

I smiled because I would give her anything. "You've got me, darlin'. All of me." I loved that my girl was willing to be sexually open with me.

"Good," she smiled and pulled me into a kiss that reminded me that my cock was hard and screaming for a release.

I abruptly pulled away from her and saw her eyes darken with lust. She loved the roughness. Good.

"What do you want to do?" she asked and I was cheering internally at the vixen lying in front of me asking that question with her legs spread wide, with me between her thighs. She was no longer the timid girl that came here last December. That girl was gone, and in her place, was a magnificent woman who I was madly in love with.

I wanted to say things to her that will awaken the monster in me, because even he was in agreement that Bella was it for us. I pushed her back down and straddled her. I stared at her, long and hard; watching her tits move up and down with each breath she took.

"What I want is to taste you, darlin'," I told her while she panted, "I want to lick and suck your pussy until you're coming on my tongue. Nothing will ever taste as good as you, will it, baby?"

She smiled and cocked a brow at me. She liked this. She was comfortable with me being like this, and I was happy.

"No, just like how I know that nothing will taste as good as you," she said and I nearly come right then and there.

My lips crashed on hers. But Bella had other ideas. She pushed me away and jumped up. I laid back in amusement and lust with my hands behind my head and let her straddle me with a naughty smirk. She licked her lips and my dick jumped against her. She giggled and took my hard cock in hand, rising up a little and using my length to circle her wet core with her eyes closed. It was the most beautiful thing I have ever saw. I was the luckiest fucker on the planet.

"You feel so good."

I moaned at her words and she opened her eyes, letting go of me while smiling coyly and moving away. But I didn't dare move, because Bella had more planned.

She crawled further down my body, settling on my legs and taking my cock in hand again, pumping it. My eyes closed at their violation until I felt her warm little mouth enveloping my dick.

"Oh fuck!" she giggled and then moaned, sending vibrations straight to my balls. My hands quickly moved from behind my head to her. I gripped her hair, guiding her movements. Her head bobbed up and down my length and I was lost to the world around me; all that mattered was Bella's mouth on me.

"Baby…ugh…" she moaned around me, making my balls tighten. "Bella…ugh…" Her mouth was heaven. "Yes, baby, just like that," I moaned out incoherently. "Suck me…uhh!" I kept a good grip on her, moving her hair out of the way so I could see her mouth devour my cock.

But Bella had more in store and I nearly had a heart attack when she deep throated me. "Uh fuck, Bella!"

She reached for my free hand, grasping it. And I moaned when she stilled and allowed me to fuck her mouth. This woman beyond words. I knew I should be more concerned if I was hurting her, but it felt so damn good and Bella was moaning wantonly around me. It was too much. Between Bella's moans, the sight of my cock being swallowed by her and then she fucking winked at me, I was gone. And I came down her throat.

I collapsed against my bed in exhaustion, shock and excitement. Bella licked me clean and I was on cloud nine. This was unreal. I wasn't this lucky. Bella was something out of my deepest dreams.

"You're a dream," I said breathlessly.

"You're my fantasy," she said from her place with her head on my thigh.

I ran a hand through her hair and she glanced up at me with a lazy grin. "You did that." It was statement of amazement. I wanted things but I just didn't voice them because I was afraid Bella would never go for it. There were dark places that James took her while he entrapped her in that horrid life and I didn't want to do anything to fuck up her progress.

She smiled shyly and blushed. "You liked it?"

I had to laugh. "I loved it."

She sat up and sighed. Aside from our lack of clothing, I didn't feel desire when I looked at her now. I mean, I did and I always would but Bella looked like she wanted to say something.

"I didn't want to do things like that with you; suck your dick and have you think about why I was good or bad at it."

"You didn't want me to judge you."

"No," she whispered.

"I don't."

"Please, don't just say that."

I sat up with her; running my hands up and down her shoulders. "I'm not lying, Bella." She was looking deep into my eyes; searching for my doubt. But I meant every word. "They're things I want us to do, but I've been beating the thought because I wasn't sure you'd be comfortable with it."

That naughty smirk was back on her face. "Things like what I just did." She crawled closer and I wrapped her in my arms.

"Exactly like what you just did."

We laughed and fell back on the bed in each other's arms.

It was nice to be alone. It was nice to have her to myself. It was amazing to wake up and make love to her; to use my body to show her how much I loved her. To watch her give herself over to the passion between us.

We laid there, catching our breath afterward and staring up at the ceiling. "I loved that. I love being this close to you," she said, ending the silence.

"I love it too. I wish it was something we could do often."

"We'll find the time."

We fell asleep again. This time I dreamed of her; my beautiful girl out in a meadow in the midst of blossoming flowers. I was sitting on a bench, looking on as she danced around; the sunlight making her luminescent.

"She was always so beautiful," he said and I turned to see the guy from the pictures. He smiled at me and then looked back out at Bella. His eyes happy as he watched her.

"You're Garrett."

"You're kinda stating the obvious, Jasper."

"I know," I chuckled and turned my attention to Bella, noticing that she wasn't alone anymore. A little girl was with her and they were spinning and laughing while they played amidst the flowers.

I didn't look at him when I said it, but I felt like it needed to be said. "You loved her, didn't you?"

"More than anything," he said. "And yes, it is hard to see her with you, but hey, what can I do? So I focus on watching over her, and she's happy, Jasper."

"And that's enough for you?"

"Yes. You're everything to her. She loves you more than anything she's ever known before," he explained, "and that makes me happy. I showed her the way it was supposed to be, Jasper. Finish the job and don't let that beast win."

"James?"

He nodded. "Neither of them. Stay alive…for her," he paused and looked out at Bella and the little girl and then he turned back to me and nodded in their direction. "For them."

I looked at him in shock and inquiry. "What do you mean 'them'?"

Garrett chuckled and stared out at Bella and the little girl. "You two will have your hands full. Just love her, Jasper. It's all Bella will ever need. Just love her."

"Love me…"

Someone was on top of me. Bella. God, she felt so good. I glided my hands up her thighs while she rode me to guide her movements.

Opening my eyes to her, I smiled at the sight of my beautiful girl on top of me, her hands digging into my shoulders while she sought her high. "Love me…"

"I do," I whispered as she sped up.

"I'm there!"

I was too. And sat up, wrapped her tight in my arms and whispering in her ear while thrusting up into her. "Then fly with me, darlin'."

We fell over the edge, moaning one another's name. "I love you," I whispered while Bella shook in my arms.

"I love you too," she uttered back before bursting into tears and I held her as she cried.

~~abt~~

Daybreak brought out another round of hunger in us. We couldn't get enough of each other. The need was unimaginable. We had to have one another. It was all we wanted right now. We had slept and then made love. We had worshipped each other's body with our hands and mouths. We had hungered and sated it.

But still…we wanted more.

I was enveloped in Bella's depths. Her wet folds encompassed me as she rode me, rocking her hips in time with my guidance.

"Jasper," she moaned, her hands moving from my chest to her hair which she gripped the roots of and rocked against me.

"Bella…"

She opened her eyes and looked down at me with a smile. "A great to welcome daybreak?" she smirked.

"The best ever."

She laughed, and I took the opportunity to switch positions; throwing down her laughing body and quickly sheathed myself into her. It started off slow, but then it grew harder and faster. I hovered over her. My hands braced on either side of her head. We panted, moaned, groaned and fucked. Bella pulled me down on top of her, clawing at my back and I had her thigh in a vice grip pushing up to her chest as my cock dipped deeper.

"Oooh! Jasper!"

But it wasn't enough, I wanted more.

I stopped and pulled out. Bella looked at me; her eyes hooded but filled with questions that I couldn't address verbally. Instead, I pulled her up and spun her around, moving behind her. I bend her over, pushing her down on her forearms roughly and grabbing her hips. I thrust into her, loving the loud moan that left her. My cock felt so deep.

I fucked her. I loved this position. She was grunting and yelling in wild abandon. I was groaning and telling her how good she felt this way.

"You're tight, baby. So tight," I moaned. "That's it. Take my cock."

Her moans were my undoing. It flooded my mind and sent me in frenzy. I yanked her up by her hair. She groaned and turned her head. For a split second, I thought she was going to whisper for me to stop but she just kissed me roughly, biting my lips.

Fuck, I loved this woman. And we didn't stop until our orgasms shook the very core of us until we couldn't see straight and fell on the bed in a heap of tired limps.

I couldn't explain what we'd just experienced and Bella said I shouldn't try to. We just laid there, wrapped up in each other. My head was resting on her chest; it was my favorite place to be. I was listening to Bella's heart while her hand ran through my hair. I loved this. It was relaxing.

What I felt for this woman was deep, intense, and nothing short of spectacular. And I had to express it every chance I got because who knew I was this lucky? Bella was everything to me.

Looking up from between her breasts, I smiled at her, "I love you."

"I love you too," she whispered back and guided my head back down on her chest and resumed her ministrations. I closed my eyes in contentment and welcomed the sleep that took me.