hey guy, so the other day i got a review from tweeti-preeti asking me if this story was going somewhere. hopefully this chapter gives everyone a idea of where its going. i think there will be maybe 3-4 more chapters before the story ends but im not quite sure. but i re uploaded my one shot after doing some adjustments to it and i am also writing a one shot based on the song 'not over you' by Gavin Degraw. plus i have another multi chapter fic getting uploaded either tonight or tomorrow depending how fast i can finish the first chapter.
so hopefully you like this chapter, it was kind of hard for me to write. i was just getting into my groove of writting it when my dad rang me and told me that our 14 year old dog that i have had forever died from a heart attack, so that kind of put a damper on things so i couldnt really get into the mood i needed to write this chapter and then my nan has been put into hospital and she is really sick so everything is going to shit lately. but writing is helping. [probably shouldnt bore you with my trivial matters lol]
so any way please tell me what you think of the chapter and happy reading :p
"No Kurt" Blaine said tiredly as he started looking through his duffle bag for the pyjamas he packed.
"Why not it's a good movie" Kurt said defensively as he clutched at the DVD of Grease in his hands hugging it to his chest.
"Because I have watched it with you countless times before and I want to watch something different" Blaine said as he laid his dark grey slim fit cotton shirt on Kurt's bed and started to unbutton his trench coat.
"It hasn't been that many times" Kurt replied defensively, Blaine quirked an eyebrow and looked at Kurt.
"Well it has been 14 times so I count that to be a lot" Blaine replied as he shrugged off his trench coat and laid it on Kurt's bed.
"You counted?" Kurt asked curiously as he looked up at Blaine. Kurt was sitting on the floor next to his TV cabinet looking through his DVD's, looking for one he and Blaine could watch; but it wasn't going too well. Kurt had suggested an ample amount of DVD's to watch but Blaine had rejected them all and Kurt wasn't really interested in watching another action thriller movie that was complete with guns and fast cars.
"Well what do you suggest we watch then if you have such a strong hatred to a classic such as Grease" Kurt said pointedly as he continued to look through his vast collection of DVD's that were arranged alphabetically in the cabinet.
"Fast and the Furious" Blaine said simply as he took his scarf off and threw it in his duffle bag.
"No" Kurt stated.
"Fast and the Furious 2 then" Blaine said archly, Kurt looked up at Blaine and frowned.
"3?" Blaine asked hopefully.
"No" Kurt said more firmly this time, but it didn't deter Blaine from asking to watch the fourth one.
"No movies involving cars or violence" Kurt said exasperatedly.
"So asking to watch Fast and the Furious 5 is out of the question then?" Blaine asked playfully, Kurt groaned tiredly and laid down on his back before slinging his arm over his eyes to avoid the light.
"Do I really need to give you an answer?" Kurt asked through tight lips, he heard Blaine chuckling to himself.
"No" Blaine said in an amused tone.
"You can watch as many action sequence movies with Wes but I refuse to take part" Kurt said matter-of-factly.
"Fine but as long as it's not a musical, I'm sorry but I think you have made me sit through at least 50 of them and I don't think I could watch another one for a while" Blaine stated, Kurt smirked to himself proudly.
"Don't lie and besides you like about 20 of them" Kurt said before taking his arm off over his eyes and came to a cross legged position on the floor.
"Yes I did but I know you will be singing the songs from the movie for the next 2 days straight if we watch a musical besides it would probably allure Rachel down here if she heard us watching Funny Girl or something" Blaine said as he started packing his clothes into his duffle bag. Kurt bit his lip trying to hide his smile because he knew Blaine was right.
"Fine let's just settle on a movie that we both won't enjoy" Kurt said as he gave Blaine a sly smile, Blaine just rolled his eyes and started to change into his pyjamas.
"Hmm" Kurt mused before looking through his DVDs and settling on 'The Devil Wears Prada'.
"What?" Blaine asked curiously as he sat down on Kurt's bed and got into a comfy half seated half lying down position against the mountain of pillows, waiting for Kurt to join him.
"Nothing just deciding something" Kurt said simply as he put the DVD in the player.
"And that would be?" Blaine asked.
"Oh just if you look better shirtless or if you look better in that shirt which makes you look unfairly amazing right now" Kurt said as he smirked back at Blaine before turning back to pick up the remote on top of the TV.
"Is that so?" Blaine asked impishly "and what's the verdict?"
"Oh I think it's a tie, but that shirt clings to you in the most distracting way" Kurt said approvingly as he walked towards his bed, Blaine smiled faintly then looked up at Kurt.
"Hey Kurt can we talk about something?" Blaine asked carefully, Kurt gave Blaine a worried look as he sat on the end of the bed.
"Should I be worried?" Kurt asked seriously, Blaine shook his head and smiled.
"No, it's nothing scary. Come here" Blaine said as he opened his arms and gestured for Kurt to come closer, Kurt crawled over to Blaine and lay down next to him. Blaine pulled the blanket up then started to run his fingers through Kurt's hair.
"Screw the talk" Kurt said as he moved closer to Blaine and went to kiss him, Blaine pulled back a little and gave Kurt a stern look. Kurt looked at Blaine with a confused expression and felt a little hurt by the rejection.
"Did I do something wrong?" Kurt asked quietly and looked away from Blaine, Blaine eyes widen; he quickly cupped Kurt's cheek and tilted Kurt's head up to look at him.
"No, no, no, you didn't do anything wrong I just wanted to talk first" Blaine quickly assured as he threaded his fingers through Kurt's hair again and offered him a small smile. Kurt smiled weakly and looked at Blaine sadly.
"Ok let's start this again" Blaine said with a little sigh.
"Kurt there is an issue that I would like to discuss; can we please have a civilised conversation about it?" Blaine asked in very polite tone, Kurt rolled his eyes and gave Blaine a sarcastic smile.
"Yes Blaine, we may" Kurt said copy Blaine's tone.
"Thank you" Blaine said proudly and smiled awkwardly at Kurt.
"I'm not really sure how to start this but here it goes. Tonight I have noticed that you are being a little more... affectionate than usual" Kurt narrowed his eyes fiercely at Blaine "which isn't a bad thing believe it's great and I really like it" Blaine said rapidly when he saw Kurt's face, Kurt still looked a bit skeptically but refined his glare.
"It's just when you have kissed me tonight all I can think about is your dad" Blaine stated, Kurt returned to his previous glare and swatted Blaine's hand away from his hair. Kurt sat up and crossed his arms tightly over his chest. Blaine just looked at Kurt with a confused expression and slowly came to a seated position against the pillows.
"What?" Blaine asked quizzically, Kurt intensified his glare even more.
"What do you mean what? That is disgusting! So you're saying that every time I have been close to you tonight, all that is running through your mind is my flannel and baseball cap wearing, Mellencamp listening, mechanic working dad" Kurt shouted as he continued to glare at Blaine.
"No that's n-"
"What exactly is it about me that reminds you of my dad? Please enlighten me" Kurt challenged.
"Nothing reminds m-"
"Is it the way I am dressed tonight? I know that sweat pants aren't the most flattering thing to wear but I never could've imagined that it would remind you of my dad. Or is it the way my hair is? Huh? Is that it?" Kurt asked pointedly.
"Kurt please let me explain" Blaine pleaded.
"You seriously think that you can have a good explanation of why out of all things you could be thinking about when you kiss me is my dad. Correct me if I am wrong but I would have just thought maybe you would be thinking about me. But who knows, maybe I'm wrong" Kurt said sarcastically, Blaine ran his hand through his hair and growled.
"Oh my god can you just shut up for two seconds and let me explain?" Blaine asked angrily, Kurt huffed and tightened his arms around his chest but remained silent.
"Thank you, now what I was trying to say to you before, before you freaked out" Kurt intensified his glare but didn't say anything.
"Is that what I said before didn't come out right"
"Obviously" Kurt muttered, Blaine decided to ignore that and continued.
"What I meant to say is that when you kissed me, it didn't remind me of me kissing your dad because no offence but he isn't my type; I much prefer his son" Blaine said earnestly, Kurt smiled a little at that and loosened the death grip he had around his rib cage.
"What I simply meant is that it reminded me of your dad because we are in your dad's house and it wouldn't feel right if we did anything knowing that he is just upstairs. It's not that I don't want to, it's just I don't think I could betray your father's trust like that. Him letting me stay in your bed is a huge thing so I don't want that to back fire and never happen again if I somehow manage to screw it up" Blaine said earnestly as he reached for Kurt's hand, Kurt's countenance softened and he lightly held Blaine's hand.
"I still don't really understand what you are trying to say" Kurt admitted.
"I guess what I am trying to say is that it's good we are alone and all but I think it would be pushing it if we started making out" Blaine said truthfully, Kurt sighed and let go of Blaine's hand.
"Starting to realise why everyone always falls for the bad guy" Kurt muttered to himself, Blaine cracked a smile and laughed quietly.
"Why would that be?" Blaine asked curiously.
"Because they don't care what the parents think or they aren't concerned about losing their good guy image" Kurt stated.
"Yes but they are concerned about their bad boy image being tainted" Blaine replied, Kurt frowned and looked at Blaine.
"Could you and your logic please stay out of this, I'm losing the argument" Kurt said playfully, Blaine rolled his eyes and took Kurt's hand again.
"Yay holding hands, only done about 6 months of that" Kurt said sarcastically, Blaine rolled his eyes and took Kurt's other hand in his aswell.
"I know that it's not exactly what you want but can we please just abide by my rules for one night?" Blaine asked earnestly, Kurt sighed in defeat and looked Blaine in the eyes.
"Fine what are your terms?" Kurt asked hastily
"Well-"
"And I get to decide if they are fair or not" Kurt interjected.
"We'll see. Ok you aren't allowed to pin me down on the couch while your dad is in the room, again" Blaine said with a shy laugh, Kurt just shrugged.
"It was fun though" Kurt said nonchalantly.
"For you maybe, ok no running your fingers over my chest" Blaine stated, Kurt crossed his arms again and gave Blaine a disbelieving look.
"But you like when I do that" Kurt protested.
"I know I do, that's why you aren't allowed to do that" Blaine answered; Kurt smirked a little and waited for the next rule.
"No pushing yourself up against me and breathing heavy next to my ear, it's not fair when you do that because I can't concentrate" Blaine told.
"Hmm that's very... interesting to know" Kurt said to himself with a devious smile tugging at his lips.
"Kurt" Blaine warned.
"Fine I won't" Kurt said with an exasperated sigh.
"Good" Blaine stated
"Ok last rule, no tongue-"
"I refuse that rule" Kurt said quickly.
"Kurt please, it will be just as hard for me as you" Blaine said earnestly.
"That's what he said" Kurt muttered, Kurt put his head in his hands and frowned.
"Oh my god I did not just say that" Kurt said disgraced, Blaine just smiled and pried Kurt's hands off his face.
"It was funny, Wes and David would both be very proud of you" Blaine assured; Kurt rolled his eyes and looked back at Blaine.
"So what exactly am I allowed to do? Or should I go up stairs and hang out with Finn; since we would both be celibate" Kurt said sarcastically.
"Well you're not married and besides there is a lot of things we can do that is PG" Blaine answered.
"If you suggest holding hands I will hurt you" Kurt said pointedly.
"Oh I wouldn't dare, but there is always talking" Kurt scoffed and rolled his eyes "cuddling, movie watching, and the occasional kissing thrown in for good measure" Blaine said, Kurt raised an eyebrow and looked at Blaine.
"Oh so kissing is allowed now" Kurt asked sarcastically.
"It never wasn't allowed, it's just there is your definition of kissing and then there is my definition" Blaine explained, Kurt gave Blaine an intrigued look and leant back against the wall behind the bed.
"Oh do tell" Kurt said with an amused expression.
"Well your definition is to kiss me until neither of us can breathe which is amazing but not very PG" Blaine explained.
"Parents have problems if they are watching their kids kiss their boyfriends anyway" Kurt muttered, Blaine smiled fondly and continued.
"And my definition is little chaste kisses that can sometimes linger for a few seconds" Blaine said as he leant over to Kurt and tried to kiss him, Kurt kept his lips in a firm line and refused to kiss Blaine back; Blaine sighed and sat back in his spot.
"But that is boring, I don't understand why you don't want to kiss me" Kurt asked petulantly.
"Well me trying to kiss you then proves that I do but I don't want to get to carried away" Blaine said softly.
"I do" Kurt said under his breath.
"Didn't you sing a song once at sectionals about not always getting what you want?" Blaine asked quizzically, Kurt sighed and gave Blaine a pained look.
"Fine, but you have to be the most cuddliest, nicest, romantic boyfriend ever tonight if I'm not allowed to use my 'definition of kissing'" Kurt stated, Blaine smirked a little and nodded.
"You act like this is easy for me and like I don't want to make out with you" Blaine told.
"It seems like it so I just assumed it was" Kurt said nonchalantly with a little shrug.
"It's not, I really want to; I just respect your dad too much to do something that wouldn't please him" Blaine answered; Kurt sighed and picked up the remote.
"Are we done talking now?" Kurt asked impatiently, Blaine rolled his eyes and nodded.
"Yes, now if I go to kiss you again will you kiss me back?" Blaine asked.
"No" Kurt said not very convincingly.
"Oh playing hard to get?" Blaine asked playfully.
"No" Kurt said as he leant towards Blaine and lightly kissed his lips.
"Did I break any rules?" Kurt asked sarcastically.
"No" Blaine said and kissed Kurt again.
"Maybe I should break some rules" Kurt said playfully.
"Maybe I'll go hang out with Finn and your dad and watch baseball" Blaine challenged archly; Kurt froze and gave Blaine an innocent smile.
"I'll be good" Kurt said quickly, Blaine smiled and pulled Kurt closer to himself.
"Thought so" Blaine said to himself, Kurt turned towards the TV and pressed play on the remote. Blaine wrapped his strong arms around Kurt's midsection and pulled him against him then rested his chin on Kurt's shoulder. Kurt snuggled up against Blaine and rested his head on a pillow.
"Still cranky?" Blaine whispered in Kurt's ear.
"Mildly" Kurt answered'; Blaine chuckled quietly and kissed Kurt on the cheek.
"Wow spooning and a kiss on the cheek Blaine, isn't that too adventurous?" Kurt asked sardonically.
"Shh I am trying to watch the movie" Blaine reminded in an amused tone; Kurt sighed angrily and slammed his head into the pillow. Kurt heard Blaine laughing in the background but pointedly ignored him. 'Suddenly I see' sounded into the room and the movie began to play, Kurt was mildly happy with himself about getting Blaine to watch a movie about fashion with him. Kurt smiled to himself when a shirtless, tired looking Adrian Grenier came onto the screen. Kurt may or may not have had an ulterior motive to watching this movie beside the fashion side of it.
"Kurt?" Blaine asked curiously, Kurt snapped out of his thought and turned his face to look at Blaine's.
"I'm sorry what were you saying" Kurt asked casually, hoping he didn't get caught.
"Were you staring at him? I only asked because I asked you if that was the guy from entourage and you wouldn't answer me" Blaine clarified; Kurt turned his attention back to the screen before he answered.
"Maybe just a tiny bit but you can't really blame me" Kurt said coolly.
"Oh really and why would that be?" Blaine asked he wasn't angry just a bit curiously.
"Well he reminds me of someone I like" Kurt said nonchalantly, Kurt smiled when he felt Blaine tense at the sentence.
"Blaine calm down, do you want me to explain what I mean?" Kurt asked.
"It's not optional if you explain" Blaine told, Kurt giggled to himself before he continued.
"Blaine think rationally why I might be looking at him" Kurt said painfully slow after 10 seconds Blaine still hadn't answered, Kurt sighed and turned his face to look at Blaine.
"Blaine look at him-"
"I'd rather not" Blaine muttered, Kurt ignored him and proceeded to explain.
"He has gorgeous curly brown hair, he has slightly pointed eyebrows, amazing smile, he looks cute when he has just woken up like in the opening scene, he has a great body; do I really need to continue or have you figured out who I am talking about by now?" Kurt asked playfully, Blaine was silent for a couple of seconds before answering.
"Is it Thad?" Blaine asked seriously.
"No you idiot, how would I know what Thad looks like when he wakes up?" Kurt asked quizzically.
"Who is it then?" Blaine asked impatiently, Kurt rolled his eyes and sighed sadly.
"And people think you're smart" Kurt said under his breath.
"Kurt tell me who it is" Blaine ordered, Kurt had to restrain a laugh as he looked at Blaine's alarmed face.
"Blaine I'll say it again but slower. Amazing smile, gorgeous curly brown hair, slightly pointed eyebrows. Any of this ring a bell?" Kurt said painfully slow, Blaine's face contorted in thought and began to ponder, Kurt groaned exasperatedly at Blaine.
"It's you Blaine, he reminds me of you. Excuse me for trying to give you a compliment" Kurt huffed and turned back to the TV.
"Oh you're trying to be cute" Blaine cooed as he hugged Kurt closer to him.
"Don't, mad at you" Kurt said petulantly looked back at the screen to be greeted by a hideous, poly blend blue cardigan that should be burned and never produced.
"You were trying to be cute" Blaine cooed again, Kurt rolled his eyes and glared at the TV.
"Don't worry it will never happen again" Kurt told, which Blaine responded by kissing Kurt's cheek and making disgustingly loud kissing noises.
"Yuck, gross" Kurt said as he wiped the saliva off his cheek and tried to swat Blaine away.
"Don't ever do that again, the saliva is probably well into my pores by now" Kurt said as he continued to rub it away, Blaine just laughed and nuzzled his face against Kurt's cheek.
"You love me" Blaine said as he kissed Kurt's cheek again and rested his head against Kurt's.
"Yes I do, that is probably the only reason I put up with you" Kurt said as he gave up on cleaning his face, knowing Blaine would probably just do it again.
"Let's just watch the movie, I don't really want slobber all over my face again" Kurt said pointedly.
"Dogs slobber, I was being compassionate and I managed to keep it PG; aren't I amazing?" Blaine asked playfully, Kurt shook his head and looked back at the screen.
"So many other words that come to my mind that aren't either compassionate or amazing" Kurt quipped, Blaine chuckled and kissed Kurt's cheek again before looking back at the screen and getting back into a comfy position. Kurt sighed and rested his head back on the pillow. This was not exactly how Kurt planned his night to go, but staying down in his room and making out with Blaine without his dad coming down and asking what they were doing, now seemed a little far-fetched to Kurt.
"Hey Blaine?" Kurt asked quietly.
"Yeah?" Blaine whispered sleepily. By now the movie was long over. Kurt had vociferated about Adrian Grenier being hotter than Simon Baker while Blaine couldn't understand why Kurt thought Adrian Grenier could even compare with Simon Baker. In the end they decided that each other were hotter than either of the actors and left it that.
Now Kurt and Blaine were starting to drift to sleep, Kurt was resting his head over Blaine's heart and had his hand sprawled on Blaine's chest. Blaine was subconsciously playing with Kurt's hair with one hand and had his other hand behind his head.
"I was just wondering, could I ask you a question?" Kurt asked through a yawn, Blaine smiled down at Kurt faintly and closed his eyes.
"Kurt you don't need to ask permission but ask away" Blaine said as he tried to suppress a yawn, it was around 1:30am and neither of them wanted to fall asleep just yet even though they were both exhausted.
"I just wanted to ask why you think so highly of my dad. I know he is amazing to me and everything but I don't understand why you have such a high respect for him" Kurt said as he snuggled closer to Blaine, Blaine was a little taken off guard by the question because he really didn't know how to answer it.
"Well" Blaine started through a yawn "I guess it's because of the relationship he has with you mostly"
"What do you mean?" Kurt mumbled as he pressed himself closer to Blaine and nuzzled his head on Blaine's chest into a comfier position. Blaine removed his hand from behind his head and wrapped his arm around Kurt.
"Well you know the situation that I have with my dad" Blaine said offhandedly, Kurt sighed but didn't look up at Blaine.
"No, not really" Kurt confessed, Blaine squeezed Kurt a little closer to him and kissed his temple.
"I promise I'll tell you more one day, I just don't really like talking about him all that much" Blaine said quietly.
"But you talk to him on the phone a fair bit though don't you?" Kurt asked nonchalantly as he tried to fight off an impending yawn. Blaine just shrugged and turned his head on the pillow towards Kurt.
"I only really talk to him when he rings me but that is only when he wants something from me" Blaine explained, Kurt sighed sadly.
"That's not right" Kurt told.
"I know, but that is why I like your dad so much. He is willing to have a conversation with me about sport or something with out wanting anything in return. I guess that is sort of why I was afraid of him first off; it was so foreign to me and it scared me quite a bit. You have no idea how lucky you are to have Burt as your dad" Blaine said earnestly, Kurt huffed out a little laugh and snuggled closer to Blaine.
"What?" Blaine asked quietly, Kurt just smiled to himself.
"Nothing it's just that is the first time you have referred to dad as Burt and not Mr Hummel" Kurt said in a slightly amused tone.
"I suppose I am slowly learning" Blaine said through a yawn.
"But just don't ever take him for granted ok? He is an amazing father and I wish I was as lucky as you to have a father like that" Blaine said earnestly, Kurt sighed contently as he listened to Blaine.
"I don't take him for granted. Since his heart attack at the start of the year, I didn't actually realise how much he did for me. So now I try and help him out as much as possible by taking an extra shift at the garage, doing chores around the house or driving him to doctor's appointments when he needs to go to them or just anything that might be to stressful for him to. It's not fair for him to have to do it all by himself" Kurt said.
"But Carole and Finn help out don't they?" Blaine asked curiously.
"Carole does, she makes my dad happy so I guess I can't really judge her" Kurt said nonchalantly, Blaine looked down a Kurt a little worried.
"You don't really like her do you?" Blaine asked cautiously, Kurt moved a little uncomfortably and gazed up at Blaine.
"It's not that I don't like, don't get me wrong she is a very nice person and all but..."
"But she's not your mum" Blaine finished; Kurt took a deep breath and hid his face against Blaine's chest and nodded.
"Hey, it's ok, I'm sorry" Blaine cooed as he rubbed Kurt's back reassuringly, Kurt shook his head and looked up at Blaine with a blank expression.
"I'm ok; I just miss her a lot" Kurt admitted, Blaine smiled faintly and kissed Kurt's forehead softly. Kurt hummed in response and then rested his head back on Blaine's chest.
"That just brought the mood down quite a bit" Kurt thought out loud with a shy laugh, Blaine just shrugged.
"Ah let's change the topic" Kurt said abruptly.
"How is everyone at Dalton, are they missing me like crazy?" Kurt asked playfully, Blaine laughed a little before responding.
"Well there was one student who missed you exceedingly much" Blaine said coolly.
"I knew Jeff would miss me, he is probably having a conniption by now" Kurt responded, a flash of confusion crossed over Blaine's face.
"I was talking about me" Blaine stated
"Oh" Kurt laughed embarrassedly, before he realised what Blaine said.
"I missed you too" Kurt said as he leant up and kissed Blaine softly on the lips. Blaine cupped Kurt's cheek, deepening the kiss and Kurt pulled back and gave Blaine a sardonic smile; Blaine gave Kurt a confused smile in return.
"We can't be breaking your rules Blaine" Kurt said sarcastically, Blaine pouted a little before settling back against his pillow.
"I hate my rules" Blaine muttered, Kurt giggled quietly.
"You made them and I tried to protest if you remember" Kurt told which only made Blaine sigh.
"Yes but that is because we are in your house-"
"With my dad, rules, respect, something about something, blah, blah, blah" Kurt said with an eye roll.
"Exactly" Blaine said with a cheeky grin.
"Why exactly did you have to make those rules? You don't even want to follow them" Kurt told, Blaine sighed and looked down at Kurt resting on his chest.
"Because I am trying to be responsible" Blaine said matter-of-factly, Kurt scowled and growled quietly.
"I hate responsible Blaine" Kurt stated, Blaine just chuckled to himself and rubbed Kurt's back softly.
"Promise me something?" Kurt asked.
"Depends what it is" Blaine said through a yawn.
"Tomorrow when we get back to Dalton, we get to have your dorm room all to ourselves" Kurt said impishly.
"Well Wes currently lives there too" Blaine reminded, Kurt rolled his eyes.
"Well I'll lock him out" Kurt stated, Blaine just laughed.
"So after you have locked Wes out what will we do in my dorm room?" Blaine asked playfully, Kurt just shrugged.
"Whatever I want" Kurt told archly, Blaine raised an eyebrow in response.
"Do I get a choice?" Blaine laughed; Kurt looked up at Blaine and smiled.
"No" Kurt said simply before resting his head back on Blaine's chest.
"Possessive" Blaine said through a cough, Kurt looked up at Blaine and tried to fight a smile.
"Allergies" Blaine said as he cleared his throat, Kurt rolled his eyes.
"That is a complete lie" Kurt said but smiled and nuzzled his head back on Blaine's chest. Blaine smiled to himself hugged Kurt closer to him; they stayed quiet for a few minutes. Kurt could hear the steady rhythm of Blaine's heart beating and enjoyed sleeping back in Blaine's arms. Kurt sighed sadly to himself.
"I miss Dalton" Kurt whispered, Blaine wasn't sure if he heard Kurt correctly but rubbed Kurt's back reassuringly.
"Really, why? I thought you loved being back at McKinley and being back with the new directions. You seemed so elated when you finally got to go back" Blaine said quietly, a little concerned for Kurt.
"I was, but now all the haze of excitement has lifted and now it's just back to the way it was before" Kurt said despondently, Blaine frowned.
"Karofsky isn't bothering you again is he? Because you have to tell the principal or coach-"
"No, no he isn't, it's just. I don't know it's stupid; I shouldn't have bought it up. Night Blaine" Kurt said as he turned away from Blaine and scooted to the other side of the bed.
"Kurt, first off; if you were going to sleep you aren't sleeping all the way over there so come back here" Blaine said as he tugged at Kurt's singlet and pulled him back. Kurt sighed and went back to his previous spot.
"And second of all, it's not stupid. If you want to talk, I'm always here to listen. I don't want you to ever feel like you can't talk to me" Blaine said earnestly, Kurt turned his head and looked up at Blaine with pure adoration.
"Can we forget the rules for about ten seconds so I can kiss you properly because you are so amazing?" Kurt asked, Blaine just rolled his eyes.
"Five seconds" Blaine said teasingly.
"Better than nothing" Kurt mumbled before leaning up and kissing Blaine passionately on the lips. Blaine tensed a little at first but then relaxed into it and kissed Kurt back. Blaine tangled his hand into the back of Kurt's hair and pulled him closer. Kurt laughed against Blaine's lips and leant out slowly; Blaine frowned at Kurt and pouted a little.
"But I'm not done" Blaine protested, Kurt just giggled and kissed Blaine quickly.
"I know" Kurt said as he leant his forehead against Blaine's.
"Wes better make himself scares tomorrow" Blaine muttered, Blaine remembered then why Kurt had kissed him.
"So why are you missing Dalton? I thought you were looking forward to going back" Blaine said as he started to play with Kurt's hair. Kurt moved a little and made an uncomfortable noise.
"I was but it's just the same thing over and over again. A Rachel and Finn disaster one after another, Mike and Tina being incredibly cute together and totally in love, Santana cutting Rachel down with her vicious words, Puck pretending to be a bad ass when on the inside he is as menacing as a kitten, Mercedes complaining about missing out on another solo which should be rightfully hers, Mr. Schue and Coach Sylvester squabbling about their terrible hairstyles. The only thing that is different is the way all the jocks are treating me which is really nice, like extremely nice and it is kind of unsettling. But Dalton, it was always different. Jeff would come into class and ask me if I saw the previous night's episode of project runway and then we would spend the whole lesson gushing about it. Wes tormenting me about you and making sexual comments which were really inappropriate, David joining in with Wes but he was always extremely nice to me. Nick helped me out so much when I first arrived at Dalton, helping me get to class and showing me the way to class if I ever got lost. Then there is you, you just... I don't know. You made everything so much better than I ever thought it could be, getting me into the warblers, helping me set up dorm, helping with homework when I didn't understand, coming to my dorm to hang out just so I wouldn't get lonely, sitting next to me in class and explaining when I couldn't follow the teachers explanations and this was all before we started dating. You never had to do any of those things but you did and I was so grateful for all of it. You sat and listened to me complain when I was having a bad day and you never once told me to shut up or go away. You are so amazing Blaine and I don't think you realise that. Dalton is fantastic and you made it so much better, McKinley is great but I am starting to think that I fit in better at Dalton. People were upset when I left Dalton, at McKinley only the girls and Sam from glee really seemed to care. I'm starting to think that leaving Dalton was a huge mistake" Kurt didn't actually know when the tears started falling from his eyes but he hastily rubbed them away, the whole time Blaine just kept rubbing Kurt's back and let him talk.
"Been keeping that in for a while, huh" Blaine mused; Kurt just nodded against Blaine's chest and hugged himself closer to Blaine.
"Kurt have you just thought maybe you are missing me and it's clouding your judgement?" Blaine asked cautiously, Kurt just shrugged.
"I don't know, I do miss you a lot but I miss all the guys from Dalton" Kurt said truthfully, Kurt took a long needed deep breath and sank back against Blaine.
"Maybe I'm not sure. It's just hard readjusting back to McKinley, it's great seeing everyone again but I'm not sure if it's worth not being able to see you every day" Kurt said as he hid his face against Blaine's neck. Blaine turned towards Kurt and softly rubbed his thumb on Kurt's cheek.
"I know it's hard, believe me it was a week of hell not getting to see you until Thursday but I guess we will just have to make up for it on the weekends" Blaine assured.
"Because with your fabulous rules in place that is going to be so easy" Kurt muttered sarcastically, Blaine tried not to smile at that.
"I know but I promise I'll make it up to you tomorrow and Sunday. We'll do whatever you want" Blaine said as he smiled at Kurt, Kurt looked up at him with a hopeful smile.
"Can we go shopping?" Kurt asked coyly, Blaine let out a breathy laugh and kissed Kurt deftly on the lips.
"I'll buy you something nice" Blaine whispered, Kurt hugged his arms around Blaine's neck hugging him and kissed him on the cheek.
"Can't wait" Kurt whispered as he released himself from Blaine.
"Get some sleep, you look tired" Blaine said as he brushed a lock of hair off Kurt's face.
"You'll need sleep too if you are going shopping with me tomorrow" Kurt whispered, Blaine just nodded and wrapped his arms around Kurt's waist. Kurt placed his hand on Blaine's forearm and rested his head back on Blaine's chest.
"I love you" Kurt said as he nuzzled into Blaine.
"I love you too, get some sleep" Blaine said as he kissed Kurt's hair and slowly went to sleep.