Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry. i am so sorry that it took me this freaking long to get this uploaded, i just couldnt get the sweet romantic/ smut balance thing to work in my favour so hopefully i didnt completely ruin the story with this chapter. there is no realy smut so i am sorry for everyone who was expecting it but it wouldnt really have worked with this story considering how tame it is but there is 'implied'. god that sounds lame but please read it and tell me what you think i would love to know
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Kurt had been sitting in Jeff's room for a fair while now, explaining everything to Nick and Jeff about Kurt and Blaine's fight. Jeff had been listening attentively for the most part while Nick had blatantly been ignoring Kurt and kept trying to distract Jeff. Kurt was starting to feel like he was intruding on Nick and Jeff's reunion but Jeff kept assuring him that it was fine but Nick wasn't so polite. Jeff tried his best to ignore Nick's advances as he would start kissing his neck or start to run his hands over Jeff's torso. At the start Jeff started out by swatting Nick's hand away or pushing him back but Jeff found it easier to just ignore Nick an eventually he would stop. Kurt was just summing up his story when he saw Nick sitting against the headboard with his arms crossed with a huge pout on his face but there was a faint hint of a smile as he looked at Kurt. Jeff's smile wasn't as subtle as Nick's and rolled his eyes as Kurt finished recounting his evening.
"So that's about it, I mean I have given Blaine everything he wanted today and then he turns around and does this shit to me" Kurt said hastily as he sat on the end of the bed and crossed his arms as he leant against the bed post. Kurt watched as Jeff and Nick exchanged an amused look then smiled at Kurt.
"Do you want to or can I?" Jeff asked curiously.
"Together" Nick said simply.
"Aw that's so romantic" Jeff cooed, Kurt was too confused to realise what was happening before he felt a pillow slam into the left side of his head.
"Ow! What the fu-"Kurt was cut off by another slam to the other side of his head. Jeff and Nick we were now towering over Kurt and repetitively hitting him with various pillows in their hands.
"Stop! Stop it!" Kurt yelled, after a few more blows to the head Jeff and Nick finally relented. Kurt sat up from being pinned down by the blows of the pillow and tried to straighten up his clothes to no avail. Kurt huffed and looked back to see Nick and Jeff looking between happy and proud of themselves.
"What was that for? You messed up my hair, do you know how long that took for me to perfect it this morning?" Kurt asked as a hand flew to his hair trying to smooth down the mess that the pair had created.
"Kurt, Kurt, Kurt you really are stupid aren't you?" Nick asked knowingly.
"I resent that, I'm not stupid" Kurt said defensively.
"You are" Jeff agreed.
"How so?" Kurt asked curiously, giving up on the monstrosity that his hair had become.
"You realise what you have done to Blaine don't you? He is not a machine, he can't be on the go all the time" Nick told.
"I know that he is not a machine that is why I wanted to stay in tonight and not do anything. Well not nothing but, you know" Kurt said blushing slightly.
"Kurt you interrupted Jeff and I who were about to do it so I think all modesty has flown out the window at this point" Nick told, Kurt blushed a little self consciously and turned away from Nick.
"He's right Kurt-"
"I'm always right"
"Oh course you are" Jeff said condescendingly as he patted Nick on the head, Kurt smiled when he saw Nick roll his eyes.
"Kurt you do understand what you have done to Blaine don't you?" Jeff asked suddenly serious.
"I haven't done anything to Blaine because he is so freaking absorbed by sports that he wouldn't notice me even if I was walking around the dorm room naked" Kurt said exasperatedly.
"Ew, now that is a scary thought" Nick said cheekily.
"Shut up" Kurt snapped petulantly.
"Hey the only guy I want to see naked is Jeff and I would very much appreciate it if you left so I can pursue it. Look at him sitting there, exuding pure sex; he is so excruciatingly hot" Nick said matter-of-factly.
"For the love of god, Nick would you please shut the fuck up" Jeff said embarrassedly.
"I thought you loved it when I told the truth" Nick said, highly amused by Jeff's discomfort.
"I do but that is different, you don't just voice your fantasies to random people" Jeff explained.
"Thanks" Kurt said sarcastically.
"Shut up, you know what I mean; besides we are getting way off track. Kurt you need to understand something about guys ok?" Jeff started; Kurt eyed him sceptically but let him continue.
"I am a guy but continue".
"As many people think that guys are completely complicate and don't get me wrong, they can be. Isn't that right Nick?" Jeff asked, Nick rolled his eyes and pretended to ignore him.
"But there is one simple thing that you must remember, they all need their 'Me' time" Jeff told.
"Yes but Blaine has had his 'Me' time all this week, am I really that selfish to ask him to spend one night with me?" Kurt asked curiously.
"Of course not but I assume that you spent all afternoon with him yesterday and all of last night together and this morning and all day together and now you are getting cranky because he wanted to watch the game?" Jeff asked, Nick leant over and deftly whacked Kurt on the back of the head.
"Ow" Kurt said as he rubbed the back of his head as he glared at a far too proud looking Nick.
"Now Kurt you are starting to sound like a whiny little bitch 'oh woe is me, Blaine isn't making out with me; I have to go tell everyone my problems instead of talking to Blaine about it" Nick told.
"Like how you are becoming a whiny little bitch and telling me how annoyed you are because Jeff won't even kiss you right now" Kurt challenged.
"Please I do not whine, I just explain my annoyance in a very proper way" Nick replied.
"Uh huh" Kurt said disbelieving.
"Kurt-"Jeff was Kurt off when Kurt's phone started to ring.
"One sec" Kurt said as he clicked the answer button on his phone.
"What Wes?" Kurt asked
"Where are you?" Wes asked abruptly.
"Jeff's room why-"the line went dead, Kurt just shrugged and put his phone back in his pocket.
"Sorry where were we?" Kurt asked politely.
"What I was saying Kurt is that you should have talked to Blaine first and maybe considered that he wanted to relax for a while be he did something a little more, strenuous" Jeff said airily.
"What happened to all modesty flying out the window?" Kurt asked curiously.
"Do you want my amazing advice or do you want to keep wallowing in your own self pity?" Jeff asked harshly.
"Fine please enlighten me with your brilliant advice" Kurt told.
"Well Kurt" Jeff begun, Kurt saw the bored look return back to Nick's face and sighed when he saw Nick start to kiss Jeff's neck and shoulder's again. Kurt had to give Jeff some credit though; he was trying extremely hard to ignore Nick.
"Uh, what I was saying is" Jeff tried to say as Nick's hand started to roam over the exposed skin of Jeff's torso, Jeff looked away and tried to focus hard on Kurt's face.
"You were giving me advice" Kurt reminded.
"Yes advice, Kurt I think you should go back to Blaine's room and talk to him about it. He probably has had enough 'Me' time and would want to talk to you any way" Jeff said, his voice becoming slightly breathless by the end of the conversation.
"I think I understand now what you are trying to explain" Kurt said earnestly.
"Took you long enough" Nick muttered before he bit down on Jeff's collarbone.
"Dude seriously can you stop?" Jeff asked as he tried to pry Nick away from his collarbone.
"Did you really just call him 'dude'?" Kurt asked amusedly.
"I know he has the most affectionate names for me" Nick said sarcastically.
"Oh and to answer your question, no I can't stop" Nick said as he started to kiss just under Jeff's earlobe.
"I swear I should just punch him in the balls that would stop him" Jeff said exasperatedly, a little smile on his face as he started to think about it.
"You would never do that you love them too much" Nick told.
"True" Jeff agreed.
"Guys, i'm right here and I don't really want to talk about Nick's balls" Kurt reminded.
"I do" Nick muttered under his breath.
"Fine, but Kurt I really think that you should go talk to Blaine now" Jeff said earnestly.
"Yeah I know, but what do I say?" Kurt asked curiously.
"Words in the form of a sentence, Jeeze Kurt he is your boyfriend. I would have thought you would have an idea on how to talk to him by now. What has it been 2 months or something?" Nick asked before going back to ravishing Jeff's neck, Jeff was grasping tightly at his bed spread.
"10 and a half" Kurt stated.
"Wow 10 and a half, Jeeze Jeff and here I thought our 2 years and 5 months was a long time but look at them go" Nick said sarcastically.
"It's been 2 years and 7 months moron" Jeff told as he pushed Nick back off his neck again and tried to move away.
"You sure?" Nick asked, there was 3 timid knocks on the door. Jeff got out of Nick's grasp and made his way to the door.
"It has" Jeff said as he opened the door; Kurt noted Jeff was a little disappointed.
"Ha ha Nick got in trouble" Kurt sing songed, Nick laughed sarcastically before punching Kurt's arm.
"Ow, that was uncalled for" Kurt snapped as he rubbed his tender arm.
"No, what was uncalled for was you coming to Jeff's room on the night of my return" Nick retorted.
"Are you ever going to let this go?" Kurt asked tiredly.
"Kurt, Blaine's here" Jeff said quietly.
"Oh hi Blaine" Nick said excitedly as he jumped up from the bed.
"Hey Nick, what are you doing here?" Blaine asked confusedly.
"What I can't visit my boyfriend?" Nick asked defensively as he hoisted Kurt off the bed and dragged him towards the door.
"You can but I thought you were in London" Blaine explained.
"Well I took this thing called a plane and flew through the air and magically landed in Westerville. Any more personally invasive questions you would like to ask?" Nick asked threateningly.
"Um no that's ok, can I just talk to Kurt?" Blaine asked quietly.
"Sure!" Nick said as he pushed Kurt into Blaine and out the door.
"Hi" Kurt said awkwardly as he straightened himself up so he wasn't leaning on Blaine. Kurt heard the door slam shut behind them then a loud crash against the door.
"Are they ok in there, I think we should help them" Blaine said as he reached for the door knob before Kurt stopped him.
"I think we would probably be helping them more if we left and didn't disturb them" Kurt said as he heard a loud moan from inside the room. Blaine looked confused before his eyes widened almost comically.
"Are they?" Blaine asked incredulously.
"Like Bugs and Lola" Kurt said nonchalantly, Blaine just looked at him in confusion.
"Because they are bunnies" Kurt told which Blaine only looked more confused.
"They will be going at it like rabbits Blaine" Kurt said almost sarcastically, to prove Kurt's point further there was another loud crash from inside the room and what sounded like clothes being thrown against a wall.
"Oh, really?" Blaine asked quizzically.
"Look can we please go somewhere where I can't hear moans from Nick and Jeff?" Kurt asked impatiently, Kurt shuddered when he heard another loud groan from inside the room; Blaine quickly nodded and took Kurt's hand before they speedily jogged away from the room towards Blaine's. They rounded the corner and Blaine looked down at their intertwined hands and quickly let go.
"Why'd you do that?" Kurt asked sounding a little hurt, Blaine walked up to his door and opened it before ushering Kurt in.
"I know that when your angry at me you don't like to be touched, so" Blaine said as he gestured to them, Kurt sat down on Blaine's bed and watched as Blaine shut the door.
"Yeah, about before" Kurt started awkwardly, Kurt looked up and noticed Blaine was still standing by the door.
"Come here" Kurt said sweetly as he motioned Blaine to join him, Blaine obliged and sat on the other end of the bed and looked at Kurt.
"I was out of line before-"
"No I was-"
"Let me speak, you didn't do anything wrong" Kurt said through a laugh, Blaine always apologised even if it wasn't his fault. Kurt leant over and lightly took Blaine's hand in his.
"I know you hate shopping and I should have respected that you might not have been up to it before" Kurt said earnestly.
"You make me sound old" Blaine joked.
"Even though I am older then you" Kurt mused "but regardless I was wrong to try and make you do something that you didn't want to do".
"Kurt" Blaine laughed quietly "it's not something that I didn't want to do, it's just it would have been nice for you to watch the game with me" Blaine said earnestly as he looked down at their interlocked fingers, toying with Kurt's long delicate fingers and smiling subtly. Kurt looked down as well and smiled gently.
"I know but it's just if I watch the game it's usually with Finn or dad and it's not usually an enjoyable past time since I really don't understand what is happening and I know if I tried distracting you, you would get cranky like you usually do-"
"I don't get cranky" Blaine said defensively.
"Just keep telling yourself that" Kurt said condescendingly, Blaine just rolled his eyes and smiled at Kurt. Kurt looked up and smiled when he met Blaine's eyes. Kurt sat there playing with Blaine's hands for a little while, sitting there in a comfortable silence. All the residual angry melting away as he gazed into Blaine's honey brown eyes. Feeling for the first time that week that everything was ok just because he was there with Blaine; Kurt let out a quiet laugh and shook his head a little.
"What?" Blaine asked with quiet curiosity.
"Nothing, just reflecting on this week" Kurt told.
"Yeah, it's been pretty crazy hasn't it?" Blaine said in thought.
"Its better now" Kurt said earnestly as he lightly traced Blaine's hand with his fingers, feeling the roughness of Blaine's knuckles but the softness of his palm.
"So are we good?" Blaine asked unsurely.
"I think so, if you weren't so clueless then there wouldn't have been anything to fight about" Kurt said teasingly.
"Hey you knew I was clueless from the first time you met me" Blaine said proudly.
"I know, what was I thinking falling for you. Stupid love at first sight" Kurt said with mock annoyance.
"Hopefully you still love me" Blaine asked coyly.
"I fell in love with you from the first glance and I will still be in love with you with my last" Kurt said truthfully.
"I feel like I should say something that will ruin the moment but that was really sweet" Blaine amusedly.
"I know, I'm that awesome" Kurt said lightly, Blaine rolled his eyes.
"Sure you are, hey did you want to watch a movie or something. There is a stack of movies I haven't watched yet an-"Kurt crawled over to Blaine and silenced him with a kiss.
"I don't want to watch a movie; I think we have wasted enough time don't you?" Kurt asked; Blaine nodded vigorously.
"Oh so now you understand my intentions?" Kurt asked exasperatedly.
"Shut up and kiss me" Blaine ordered through a laugh, Kurt tilted his head up and kissed Blaine gently on the lips. Kurt leant back against the pillows at the top of his bed and pulled Blaine with him so he was lying on top of Kurt. Kurt placed his hand on the back of Blaine's neck and tugged him down closer to him. Kurt's hand slowly made its way into the back of Blaine's hair, loving the softness of Blaine's gel free curls. Kurt started to laugh quietly against Blaine's lips and Blaine pulled away.
"Everything ok?" Blaine asked curiously.
"Yeah everything is fine" Kurt said as he lifted his head up to capture Blaine's lips. Kurt tangled his hand in Blaine's hair again and couldn't help but start laughing again; Blaine leant out of the kiss again and kind of looked annoyed.
"Ok so I know kissing me is a pleasurable experience but I never thought it was laughable, is it really that bad?" Blaine asked quizzically, Kurt giggled and shook his head.
"No it's really good, I was just. Do you remember the first time you didn't gel your hair down?" Kurt asked amusedly, Blaine rolled his eyes at Kurt and didn't look at him.
"Yeah that was a mistake that day" Blaine said regretfully which made Kurt laugh even more.
"Come on it wasn't that bad" Kurt tried to say convincingly even though he was laughing.
"Oh it was, I think that is where the whole Frodo thing started" Blaine said shaking his head slightly.
"Hey at least I got to discover that you could actually look like a teenager instead of Gene Kelly... which isn't necessarily a bad thing" Kurt said impishly.
"Is that so?" Blaine asked curiously.
"Yeah, I get to have a movie star look alike for a boyfriend which is an amazing thing" Kurt said as he kissed Blaine on the lips again, feeling the softness of Blaine's lips against his own. Breathing in delicious scent that was so typically Blaine, coffee and cologne; something that always made Kurt feel warm and completely at ease. Kurt tilted his head and deepened the kiss, trying to get as close as he could to Blaine. Kurt felt Blaine's hand slowly cascade down his back and quickly stopped it from going any further.
"What wro-"
"Nothing's wrong" Kurt said simply "do you remember when we had our first make out session?" Kurt asked curiously.
"You mean the train wreck extravaganza" Blaine asked lightly.
"Hey don't look at me like, you were the one who almost bit my tongue" Kurt told.
"Yeah, then I bit your lip and made it bleed" Blaine laughed "I was surprised that you even wanted to kiss me again after that".
"Well practise makes perfect, so I just figured that we needed more practise. But you could have helped me when it was bleeding" Kurt told.
"I could have but I was too scared, I thought I broke your lips or something" Blaine said seriously.
"Blaine I don't think you can break someone's lips" Kurt said amusedly.
"Yeah I know but I was still scared" Blaine said as he caressed Kurt's face and pulled him up to meet his lips again. Kurt kissed Blaine's lips for a few minutes, not rushing knowing that they had the whole night. Kurt loved the feeling of Blaine's fingers ghosting over Kurt's jaw when he kissed him, leaving a tingly sensation in its path. Kurt hummed in delight before breaking the kiss and gently kissing Blaine's forehead.
"That was weird" Blaine muttered under his breath.
"Just another memory that has sprung into my mind" Kurt said earnestly.
"Which memory would that be?" Blaine asked as he started to kiss Kurt's soft neck.
"When I found you waiting in my room after an unpleasant conversation you had with your dad" Kurt explained, Blaine's lips froze against Kurt's neck and Kurt felt Blaine lay ridged above him.
"Shit sorry, I shouldn't have brought that up" Kurt scolded himself.
"No, it's just I wasn't expecting you to say that" Blaine told.
"Sorry, I just remembered that after you came to my room you tried to force me to make out with you-"
"Oh god is that you are feeling now?" Blaine asked alarmed.
"NO! No, no that's not what I feel at all" Kurt told as he gazed up to look in Blaine's eyes.
"No you just needed to feel loved and you came to me, so I guess that was sweet. You know that you can come to me if you ever have a problem with anything, right?" Kurt asked curiously.
"Yeah, I know" Blaine said sweetly.
"Good" Kurt said as he started to kiss Blaine again. Kurt let his fingers roam over Blaine's chest, smiling against Blaine's lips; feeling blissfully happy. Kurt opened his eyes and smirked when he saw Blaine briefly looking back at him.
"Hey Blaine, remember when-"
"Kurt, I don't mean to be rude" Blaine said as he leant back to look fully at Kurt "but what is it with you revisiting memory lane?"
"I, I don't really know to be honest. I guess its just I have a lot of good memories shared with you and it just hard not to remember them when I am with you" Kurt said earnestly.
"Ok" Blaine said not really understanding.
"I think what I am trying to say is that… i'm leaving again tomorrow right?" Kurt started; Blaine gave a quick nod and looked a little sullen by the reminder.
"It's just, I have so many fantastic memories with you and if I leave again tomorrow, I wont get to have anymore experiences with you until the weekend" Kurt said sadly.
"You can come back to Westerville through the week and I can come to Lima" Blaine assured Kurt shook his head and looked away from Blaine.
"Blaine please, think about this logically" Kurt said, his voice sounding strained "with warbler practise, glee practise, me working at my dads shop and the copious amount of homework we both have you know that I can't just come to Westerville for an hour then turn back and drive to Lima. I just don't know if this is going to work anymore" Kurt said as a single tear glistened down Kurt's porcelain cheek.
"Are you saying that you want to break up?" Blaine asked barely above a whisper, Kurt's eyes widen with alarm and shook his head hurriedly.
"God no! I want to spend more time with you and if we do that I will never get to see you, why do you?" Kurt asked.
"No, I just thought that was what you were implying" Blaine told.
"Well you brought it up" Kurt said.
"What's that suppose to mean-"
"Blaine" Kurt had to interrupt before things got out of hand.
"It doesn't mean anything, I don't want to break up and I know you don't want to break up but it's just really hard not seeing you everyday, I missed you like crazy-"
"I missed you too" Blaine chimed in.
"So what the hell do we do?" Kurt asked seriously.
"Do you want the terribly optimistic opinion or the truth?" Blaine asked.
"Optimistic then the truth" Kurt said lightly, Blaine let out a quiet chuckle and started to twirl his fingers in Kurt's hair smiling down at him.
"Well the optimist in me would say that we can get through this unscathed, that everything will just fall into place and since we are talking about this that everything will just magically fall into place" Blaine said, Kurt huffed out a sarcastic laugh.
"Exactly why that isn't the right answer and the truth? I really don't know the answer to that, all I know that it won't be easy; you know how hard it was for both of us when you left last Sunday but look at us now. We both got through it-"
"With you getting a black eye and receiving a rather nasty phone call from your dad, yeah the week was just perfect" Kurt said sarcastically, Blaine leant down and pressed a reassuring kiss to Kurt's cheek.
"But who's to say that this week won't be better? And next weekend I will get to see you again so that's a plus I guess" Blaine said.
"You guess?" Kurt asked nonplus.
"I know?" Blaine asked.
"That's better" Kurt laughed before kissing Blaine chastely.
"Blaine?" Kurt asked.
"Hmm?" Blaine replied as he methodically ran his fingers through Kurt's soft hair.
"Can we maybe talk more about this tomorrow, like I want to talk about it and everything but you know the whole, empty room thing" Kurt said gesturing to room they were in.
"Yeah, better make the most of it" Blaine said in agreement, Kurt pulled Blaine back down to meet his lips and ripped apart Blaine jacket, Kurt and Blaine broke the kiss and looked down at the jacket before smiling back at each other.
"Works well" Kurt mused, Kurt reattached his lips to Blaine's and started to slide Blaine's jacket down his arms. Kurt went to push the jacket off the bed when he felt something in the pocket. Kurt stuck his hand in the pocket and pulled out a box of condoms. Kurt eyed them before turning his confused gaze on Blaine, Blaine leant back from Kurt and down at the box in Kurt's hand.
"Oh god, I can't explain" Blaine said quickly.
"So you just carry these around, anticipating this kind of thing?" Kurt asked curiously, amusement seeping into his voice.
"Well no, I was watching the game before and then I couldn't find you so I went looking for you. So I thought you might be with Wes so I went to David's room and I knocked on the door and David thinks he is funny and he gave these to me. Kurt I don't just carry these around expecting to get action, oh god that makes me sound cheap but I'm not. I am highly respectful and I don't expect it but I guess it's good that I am prepared for these situations but but but, you never felt like jumping in and stopping me anytime soon?" Blaine asked when he saw Kurt laughing at him.
"You're cute when you ramble" Kurt assured, as he surveyed the box in his hand.
"So David huh?" Kurt mused as he continued to inspect them.
"Yeah he gave them to me" Blaine told reluctantly.
"Should probably send him a thank you card" Kurt said under his breath.
"Well" Kurt said as he smirked impishly up at Blaine.
"Well?" Blaine repeated.
"I guess there is no use letting them go to waste, as you know I don't like to be wasteful" Kurt said in a mock serious tone.
"Yes and not using these would be very wasteful" Blaine said playing along.
"So what are we waiting for?" Kurt asked quizzically.
"No fucking idea" Blaine told as he flicked off his lamp.
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