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Me: *grins waving excitedly at camera* Hey everyone! It's your Niomi! It's great to be back and doing the show with my brand new story! The sequel to Confessions Risk it All!

Audience: Dying Blue Rose.

Me: *roll eyes* The title was sorta hard to chose but I did it! Soooo…for all who waited so long for the story thank you! After many reviews of wanting the story to continue I have finished the first chapter to Dying Blue Rose!

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I sighed walking to the kitchen. My temper was on edge and I could feel the annoying headache that was coming on.

'Jesus what is wrong with me!?' I screamed mentally.

I turned the corner and saw Edward holding his head in his hand. He looked up as I walked in and I sighed.

"Sorry," I mumbled, reaching in the fridge for some water.

"Charlie gone?" I asked, remembering the strict grounding Izzy was on.

Bella nodded.

"He left for a while," she said.

I looked at the paper Bella was holding.

"What's that?" I asked. She handed it to me and then glared some at Edward.

"Acceptance papers. To many colleges," she said frustrated. She looked at me and smiled some.

"It's just a lot of trouble going into college," she said. I nodded looking in my water.

"I bet. Sounds like going to Alaska with your other family and living forever is a lot of trouble Izzy," I said sarcastically.

She sighed and Edward crossed his arms.

"You still haven't seen Jacob," Edward stated with a nod. I glared at him.

"Don't read my mind without permission," I said with my hands on my hips. He looked at me before looking at Bella.

"I didn't have to read your mind," he said.

I blinked and felt an embarrassed blush come on my face.

"Oh. Sorry Edward," I said quickly. Bella put a hand on my shoulder.

"Maybe you should go see him. It's been over a month now," she said. I looked at her and could clearly see she was hiding something.

"You haven't seen him either. I mean you're his best friend," I said.

"You're his girlfriend," she resorted. I nodded in agreement and crossed my arms.

"True but you haven't seen him for over two months," I said, trying to make her falter.

It worked.

She looked down for a brief second before looking at Edward.

"I have different reasons. My connections with people aren't the best they could be," she explained.

I rolled my eyes.

"You're connection with Ed Boy and the other Cullens is the reason he's avoiding you. I understand that. But that doesn't mean you should avoid him. You can still talk to him. Make him listen to you," I said, looking at her.

She frowned and Edward gave me a look.

"You should take your own advice Schyler. I still don't think it's safe for you to be spending so much time with both families of course, but it sounds like you need to speak with Jacob more than anyone. Regardless of what excuses you create," he explained.

I crossed my arms and looked off to the side. I hated when he gave me that older brother look and tone.

I looked back at him and was about to say something when I got a phone call.

I pulled my cell phone from my pocket and flipped it, holding it to my ear.

"Hello?" I asked trying not to sound irritated.

I heard some laughing before Katie started talking.

"Hi Sky. It sounds like you haven't had much with your stress," she said with a smile in her voice. I rolled my eyes and waved some walking outside.

"I was just coming to see you. I really need a break from here," I said, walking to my black Charger parked in the front of Charlie's house.

Katie sighed.

"I wish you could come but I'm not there. I'm forced to go on some blind date with my mom. It's stupid but I have to go," she said.

I smiled getting in the car and starting it.

"It's cool. I'll just find something else to do," I said with a small shrug.

I heard her tusk.

"Sky you need to go shopping or something. I can tell stress when I hear it," she said with a firm voice.

I could imagine her nodding.

I pulled out of the lot and headed for the highway.

"I think I'll just drive. That always clears my mind," I said. Katie sighed again.

"Schyler I'm your best friend. There's something wrong. Tell me," she said a little sad.

I felt bad. Katie was right. Since the time we met, we became best friends. Closer than me and Tiara. I think it was just because we understood each other.

She lost her dad at a young age and it hit her as hard as it hit me when I lost my mom. So we knew what it was like.

"I'm fine. It's just with everything that's been going on, I can't seem to find a good place to clear my mind," I said, shaking my head.

I heard Katie mumble something, signaling she was listening.

"I hear ya. How about we meet up somewhere later today? We barely get anytime together anymore," she said getting sad again.

I nodded sighing.

"I know. I've just been busy. And with the Jacob situation…I don't have time for all the fun anymore," I said shaking my head.

"Well then I'll kidnap you! Or we can run away! Just you and me for two whole days! We can be back by Sunday! If we go today we can spend Saturday and Sunday anywhere," she said happily.

I bit my lip.

"I don't know I have-"

"Come on Schyler! You need it! It would be so much fun. We wouldn't even have to tell anyone! Just disappear. Isn't that what Jacob did to you? Edward and Bella did it too didn't they?" she asked.

I nodded looking to the side.

"Yeah," I said quietly. She smiled through the other end.

"It'll be fine Sky. You are happy when you're with me. How about Seattle!? We've never been there!" she said getting excited.

I rolled my eyes but smiled with a nod.

"Okay. That works. We can head out there this afternoon. I have to do some things first," I replied.

I could hear here grin.

"Okay! Can't wait! I'll call you and we can meet at the diner! Remember it's our secret," she said. I nodded.

"Alright."

"Okay well don't speed too much and don't get pulled over okay? See you later bye," she said hanging up.

I put the phone down and not even a moment later Alice called.

"You guys just love to bug me," I stated as an answer.

"Well hi Schyler," Alice said sarcastically. I ran my fingers through my hair turning towards the forest.

"Sorry Alice. I'm not in the best of moods," I said, parking at the clearing.

"I can tell. Anyways what are you doing in the middle of the forests?" she asked annoyed. I groaned, banging my head on the steering wheel.

"I just came for some hiking!" I said. She sighed.

"Well be careful. If I see a vision I won't even call. I'll send Esme out there and she won't be happy that you went there at all let alone by yourself. Carlisle won't be happy either Schyler and you know that," she said in warning.

I nodded getting out.

"I know, I know. I already thought about that. I'll apologize to Mo-oh err I mean Esme later. I promise. Just don't snitch on me Alice," I said.

I heard Alice yell for Edward before hanging up. I growled annoyed before stomping into the forest.

I walked through the forest with ease. Remembering exactly where I was going. I had my hands on the pockets of my red Mickey Mouse jacket. The jacket was unzipped some showing my white tank top underneath.

My faded out jeans were a little dirty at the bottom as my red and white Nikes walked over grass and moss.

I played with the golden locket, out of bad habit, as I appeared at the sight I wanted to be at.

My brown eyes scanned over the cliff I had fallen off of before looking at the calm water.

I sighed and walked forwards some more until I arrived at the log I always leaned against. I jumped over it and sat on the ground, not caring if my butt got a little dirty.

I crossed my ankles with my legs stretched out and looked at the water.

I felt a trickle on my nose and went cross eyed before looking up. More sprinkles fell on me but it wasn't anything hard.

I ignored it and looked back out at the water.

I always came out here when I needed to do some thinking. It was me and Jacob's meeting place when we weren't allowed to see each other.

I felt my black hair start getting wetter and new the rain was getting heavy. I closed my eyes and smiled.

The rain felt good on my dark caramel colored skin. It cooled it down considerably.

I started thinking about what I was going to do. Finals were coming up and I wasn't prepared at all. My job is normal enough but we are getting more and more things in because schools almost out.

I sighed and felt my locket.

But most of all Jacob wasn't there. At all. Bella was right. It's been over a month with no sign of him at all.

I tried ignoring it but it was just tearing me up more and more on the inside.

I stopped and opened my eyes, staring dully at the water.

I wondered if he was even caring how this all affected me. The whole time I didn't even cry about it because I tried to pretend it wasn't happening.

I would close my eyes and pretend it was a bad dream. That's how I got by. Now it was getting worse.

A full month without a word from him? It was starting to affect me.

I bit my lip, closing my eyes, and pulled my knees to my chest.

I squeezed them shut, trying to hold the tears back, but they blended in with the pouring rain.

I opened them and let out a small sob. I looked at the water as my hands shook.

I put my head in my hands and sobbed again feeling like my heart was in my throat.

All the stress was really getting to me.

I sighed with a sniff and laughed some.

"This is sad," I said out loud.

I sighed before nodding.

'I have to talk to someone about this. I need some answers,' I thought standing. I dusted the back of myself off until it was clean and headed for the car.

I got to it and found myself soaked to the bone. I started the car, turning the heat on full blast, before starting for the Cullen house.

When I got there I wanted to leave.

I parked in the front and walked up to the door.

My hood was up but it wasn't like it was gonna help. I was already wet. My bangs stuck to the sides of my face and forehead as I got to the door.

I didn't bother knocking. Although my scent would be messed up by the rain, someone would know I was here.

I stood there for a moment before the door opened. Esme looked at me confused

"Schyler?"

I nodded some.

"Yeah. I need to talk about something," I said. She blinked surprised.

"Alice, Jasper, Rosalie, and Emmet are hunting. And I think Edward is with Bella," she said.

Carlisle appeared next to her.

"Are you here to talk to them?" he asked smiling.

I shook my head.

"It's okay. Can I just talk to you two?" I asked. Esme smiled and let me in.

Esme's caramel colored hair was down around her shoulders and framed around her face. She had on a dark purple shirt was v-neck showing her silver necklace. She had on dark jeans and some purple flats to match.

I walked in and took my shoes off instantly and smiled looking at the house. It always made me feel welcome coming here.

I wasn't a vampire but I felt at home here anyways.

Esme walked in front of me looked me over.

I laughed nervously.

"I-I can explain I swear," I said as Carlisle stood next to her.

He had on a dark blue sweater and a scarf with some light colored dress pants and black dress shoes.

"Did you walk here?" he asked suspiciously. I blinked before shaking my head.

"Well no," I said honestly. Esme frowned at me and I sighed knowing I was going to get a lecture.

"Schyler were you in the forests?" Carlisle asked slowly.

I sighed looking away.

"I know," I said crossing my arms. Esme put a hand on her hip turning into the protective-mother-mode.

"We've told you about walking alone in the forest and different areas. It's dangerous. I'll grab you the extra clothes you brought here and you're going to change," she stated.

"But Mom-!"

"Schyler don't argue with Esme," Carlisle stated leading me to the couch.

"Is there a reason you were in the forests?" he asked curiously. I shook my head as Esme came back with two towels and some clothes.

She grabbed me gently and we appeared in the bathroom. She handed me my bag of clothes before shutting the door walking out.

I sighed softly putting the leather jacket and hat on the counter.

I changed into some black skinny jeans and a long sleeved white v-neck shirt. I put on my locket and some bracelets before drying my hair. It was curly at the ends and fell over my shoulders.

My bangs fell on the sides of my face and over my forehead.

I threw the towel in the hamper before going downstairs.

I walked into the kitchen and sat at the table on the bar stool. I put my jacket next to the phone and put my white golf hat on top of it.

My phone was set next to me and Esme walked to stand next to Carlisle who was cooking food.

Most likely for Bella.

"Are you going to stay with Bella for dinner?" Carlisle asked looking at me. I shook my head smiling slightly.

"No. I'm going to eat with Katie," I said with a small shrug. He nodded some before going back to cooking.

"You get sick easily Schyler. You should take it easy," Esme said. Carlisle nodded in agreement, glancing up at me.

"You're going to get sick again and then I'll have to take care of you for another week," he said. I nodded some.

"I know," I said quietly.

Esme stopped cutting potatoes and looked at me from across the table.

"Schyler what's bothering you?" she asked worriedly. I pulled on my sleeves so they covered my hands and bit my lip some.

"Oh well…it's nothing really," I said looking at the window that was letting the sun. I saw Esme's hand start sparkling before she glanced at Carlisle.

He blinked and looked at me.

"You can tell us Schyler," he said reassuringly.

"Where's Jacob at?" I asked quietly. I looked at both of them but their faces were controlled.

I sighed looking away and rubbed my forehead some.

"I know…I know you know where he is and you're just not telling me. But I want to know he's at least alright, you've got to understand that," I said looking at them again.

"He's at La Push still," Esme said reluctantly. I looked at her confused and Carlisle sighed putting the soup pot on the stove.

"We aren't suppose to tell her anything about them," Carlisle said looking at her. Esme frowned at him.

"She's hurting. I can't let her hurt like this," she said turning to his direction.

They both looked at me as I looked back and forth between them. Carlisle looked at Esme before looking back at me.

I knew a lie was coming.

"Schyler he's just-"

"I know…that Jacob isn't a loud to see me anymore," I started softly. Esme froze with her back to me and Carlisle stopped, putting his hands in the kitchen counter.

My hands were shaking in my lap as I spoke, looking at both of them.

"And I know that the pack is the one that told him not to see me. I heard that part myself," I continued. Esme didn't move and I watched my vision start to get blurry.

I looked down towards my hands and my bangs blocked my eyes.

Tears fell down my nose and cheeks as I spoke. The water hit my hands softly in droplets.

"But I don't understand why. I didn't do anything wrong so why did-? Why am I going through all of this pain again? I thought…I thought I was friends with all of them. So where did I mess up?" I asked as my voice broke.

"You haven't done any wrong Schyler," Esme said softly.

I grabbed my locket and held it tightly.

"I just want to hear from him. If this is the pain Bella had to go through then maybe she can understand. I…It's only been a month but I'm dying on the inside," I said looking at them.

Carlisle put a hand on my shoulder appearing next to me.

"It's alright Schyler. You will see him," he said gently. I put the heel of my hands over my eyes as wiped them off.

"I can't stand it anymore. Maybe I'm over reacting but…it's been so long without a word. And I don't even know why I'm not a loud to see him," I said quietly.

"I know dear, I know. It's just we aren't suppose to tell you what's been going on with the alliance between us. I wish I could. It hurts me to see you like this," Esme said softly.

I shook my head some and smiled.

"It's alright. I understand. I need to focus on my finals anyways," I said. I looked at them and smiled gently.

"At least I know he's alright. That's my main priority," I said relieved.

Esme and Carlisle glanced at each other.

"Schyler are you sure you're going to be alright?" Carlisle said, looking at me intensely. I nodded blinking.

"Well…yeah. I think so," I said, looking at my now calm hand. He nodded looking at my brown eyes.

"If you feel anything weird happening to you come straight to us," he instructed looking at Esme.

I nodded and blinked as my phone rang.

"Hello?"

"Hi. Are you ready to go?" Katie asked excitedly.

I looked at the clock and saw it was ten thirty.

"Yeah. I'll be in Port Angeles in about an hour or two. Promise," I said with a smile.

"Okay! I'll meet you there!" she said before hanging up.

I sighed standing and smiled apologetically.

"Sorry. I have to go," I said, putting on my black leather jacket. I didn't want to tell them or anyone I was running away with Katie to Seattle for a while.

Esme smiled hugging me.

"Okay. Come back soon," she said holding my face. I nodded smiling at her and Carlisle put a hand on my shoulder.

"Come over tomorrow for a while. Alice will get bored without you here," he said, rolling his eyes playfully.

I smiled happily, nodding, and walking towards the door, grabbing my car keys.

"Okay. I'll try," I said putting the white golf hat on my head. I tilted it some and waved at them.

"Bye," I called. Esme waved back at me with Carlisle.

"Be careful Schyler. We'll see you tomorrow alright?" Esme said as I walked out to the yard. I nodded.

"Yep."

I got in my car looking at the sky, not at all shocked to see how sunny it was right after a sad rain fall.

'Maybe this Seattle trip will be worth it,' I thought smiling some.

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