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Planning a fake wedding can become tiring when you have a sister like mine. Alice was constantly calling, texting, or even dropping by at all hours to talk about wedding details. Take today for example, she had walked in when without knocking and caught me with Leah bent over the back of the couch as thrust in to her from behind. To say it was one of those awkward moments wouldn't even cover it. My Quilette lover had quickly made an excuse about having to go to the store and she almost walked over the door naked until I calmly reminded her that she would need clothes.

I had pulled on my jeans and glared at my sister who was still laughing. "You could have fucking called first Alice. That is what the telephone was created for. I told you that if you have something you want to talk about when it comes to the wedding you should text first. I mean really Alice Leah has basically given you control over everything and that means you don't need to ask us what we think about every little detail. If Leah trusts your judgment than so do I."

My pixie like sister scowled at me which caused her facial features to scrunch up. "You know you should be more appreciative that I offered to plan this for you. A lot of work goes in to all the little details making it perfect. The reason I ask your opinions is because I want to make sure the day is special and memorable for you, especially considering the fact that it is now a real wedding. You should be thanking me for taking all of the responsibility."

What was my sister talking about when she it was a real wedding? Did she think that Leah and I were really going to get married? Where on earth would she get an idea like that? "Alice, what are you talking about when you say this is a real wedding?"

"Well I just assumed since you were together now that you would want to make the wedding official and everything." She said with a tilt of her head and bewildered smile on her face.

My confusion continued to grow. Why would she think we were together? "You think that we are together?"

Alice nodded slowly acting as if I were mentally slow and did not understand what she was saying. "Well you guys were fucking when I came in. I mean you guys are together aren't you? I can tell that wasn't the first time you've fucked so I am assuming that you have made a routine from it. I just thought that since you guys are fucking that you were together. It made since in my head considering last I knew she wouldn't let you near her with a fifty foot pole. When I walked in and saw the two of you together I really just assumed things had changed between the two of you."

"They have changed, but that doesn't mean we are together." I replied sitting down on the couch. Did I want to marry Leah? I mean I liked her sure and the thought of her with anyone else make me want to put my fist through the wall. Still we had just started having fun together as she liked to put and I wasn't exactly sure what she felt for me. "We are having together Alice and I don't want to mess that up. I doubt that Leah is interested in having a relationship of any kind. She was the one who decided that we were simply having fun."

The tiny girl sat down in the chair across from me. "Well you like her don't you? If you do like her and she likes you why don't the two of you just get together so you do not need to worry about other people getting involved in your business? If you are just having fun as you claim then that leaves plenty of room for another man to swoop in and take her from you. You wouldn't want that to happen would you?"

"Of course I wouldn't want that to happen." I snapped before immediately feeling bad for it. "Sorry Alice I did not mean to scream at you. I really do want to be with her, but she isn't ready for commitment and if I push she will only pull away. I have to go at a pace she is comfortable with or else I will risk losing her."

"I understand that Edward I really do." Alice stated with a look of understanding on her face. "I know much Bella hurt you in the past and I also know that you don't want that to happen ago. It is one of the reasons you turned in to such a man whore in the first place. You thought that you could make it so you couldn't feel anything. You did not want to risk getting hurt again so you took what you wanted end of story. Then when you met Leah I saw you change. You started to care about someone other than just yourself. If you really care about Leah then you need to show her. I just want you to be happy Edward and if she is what makes you happy then take a risk and confess your feelings to her."

I sighed and reached under the couch cushion where I hid my weed. Lucky for me I had some left in the bag and I filled my pipe before letting the smoke fill my lungs as I took a long drag and handed it over to Alice who only ever smoked with Jasper, Leah, or myself. "I suppose that I probably should tell her the truth about the depth of my feelings for her. Since I am taking your advice you should do me a favor by easing up on all the wedding jabber. We trust you so just go with your gut feeling. Oh and in case you did not get that I wasn't politely asking."

TBC…

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