A/N: hey everyone! sorry I'm late with posting this. it's ind of a shore chapter, but it's a very important one. the chapters are going to be getting longer when the events start getting more interesting. anyways i'd like to thank my beta for putting up with me and my razy ideas since kindergarten! you rule!! oh and standard disclaimer applies. enjoy the chapter!!
Chapter Four: Behind the Scenes
Sakura was moody for the rest of the day. She didn't like losing one bit. She especially didn't losing to someone like Sasuke and his group of friends. It just really pissed her off and her friends knew to steer clear from her when she was this moody.
At the end of the school day, it began to rain pretty heavily. Instead of accepting a ride home from Ino, she decided to walk in the rain. For some reason walking in the rain helped clear her head some. It also calmed her down a little bit when she got really angry. But today, she decided to stay out there a little bit longer. After all, it wasn't like her mom would mind much, but her dad…well that was a different story.
It now had been three hours since Sakura started wandering outside. Soaking wet from the rain, as well as cold, she found her way back to her house and snuck in. If her dad caught her, she would be dead and that was something that she didn't want to happen…
"Where the hell were you?"
But it did.
"Dad, I was just taking a walk after school."
"Did I say you could?"
"…"
"Well answer me you BITCH!!" her father screeched as he slapped her in the face.
"No."
"No WHAT?!"
"No sir you didn't give me permission."
"That's right. And. If. You. Ever. Do. That. Again. You'll. Get. Worse. Than. This. Understand?"!!" he yelled as he kicked her with every word.
"Yes sir," she replied with a straight face.
"Good, now get the hell out of my sight you whore!!"
Sakura ran up the stairs, giving her mom the "Look what your husband did to me," look and ran into her bathroom where she picked up her razor. She tore off her hand glove and began to cut herself.
'This is the sixth time this month that I've had to do this. Why does Dad have to be so upset with me?' thought Sakura.
'I know what you mean. It seems like no matter what we do, we'll never be able to fight back against him,' said Inner-Sakura.
'Well at least cutting ourselves takes our mind off of the pain he caused us. But sometimes I just wish Mom would stop being afraid of him and stick up for me and herself. But no, Mom claims to love him. How can she fucking love a man that's abusing her only child?!'
'I don't know. But we might want to clean this up.'
'Yeah, you're right. We don't want Dad smelling the blood. He might crack my skull open if he saw this.'
Sakura quickly ran cool water on the razor and her skin. This was her routine after cutting herself. This was how life was behind the scenes and no one was going to find out anytime soon. Not even Ino, Tenten, and Hinata.
A/N: okay so now you know what's up with Sakura. It's only going to get more interesting after this. Want to know more? Than I suggest that you review! I WANT A LOT OF THEM!! So if you are going to favorite this story and/or add it to your alerts, the least you can do is leae me some reviews. I like that you like the story so far, but i need to know what you think so that my writing can get even better. So REVIEW!!
