Wow O.O It has been a while….I'm not even gonna…yeah college and..yeah I'm a bad person I know..

Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN JAK AND DAXTER THE GAME/SERIES AND/OR IT'S CHARACTERS. ONLY MY OWL PLOT AND CHARACTERS ARE MINE.

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There was so much happening at the same time I could hardly focus long enough to know what exactly it was that was happening. Adriel's grip upon my hips brought me back to the present- my lidded eyes staring up at the ceiling over his shoulder and I arched my back hard against him at the full feeling in my being. Soon it was gone before I was full again. Over and over.

The world around us began to fade to black again just like before and the many other times I was sent over the edge by the man above me. I could feel it happening again. We were going into our own world. Our own mind. In the form of ecstasy we were actually being bonded once more like he was inside my head all over again. I could hear him in my ear breathing things to me, one hand mixed in my hair spread out on the pillow while the other one had a bruising hold on my hip. The moment came when I couldn't hold it back anymore and I whimpered his name in warning, my nails dragging down his back once more as my legs locked around his waist and there it was.

The feeling washed over us both and he pressed his forehead to mine with a bitten back groan. I knew nothing else but him. Us. Everything went to black and silence met my ears, our heartbeats in sync. Soon I was coming down from the high my body was sent on and I kissed him back weakly when his lips fell to mine. My mind was so fuzzy and my body was buzzing that I didn't even feel him move but he did. He was beside me on the bed when I came to once again, and I turned my head to see him gazing at me. His teal-green were the softest I'd ever seen them, his bangs damply sticking to his forehead and his brand peaked out softly from behind. I suddenly couldn't see why I'd do anything without him. How I had never seen him before with this natural feeling of...loving him.

He stared at me with a faint blink and it instantly dawned on me he could hear my thoughts and I shut my eyes pressing my lips thin. When I opened them again he was sitting up against his arm some, the other arm wrapping around my slim form once more to pull me against him and he nodded.

"I love you." I felt my heart flutter some at that- my already flushed face turning darker and I thought it before I even meant to and suddenly his features grew embarrassed as he looked down softly with a small boyish smile. It made me break into a grin at this seeing him embarrassed and I sat up quickly to kiss him, holding his face in both of my hands. I could feel him fall into the kiss willingly, inhaling deeply and our world faded again though I pulled away before we could get sucked in again.

I laid back against the pillows once more and he did so next to me and for a long time we just stayed like that. His arm was so tight around me I didn't know if I even had the choice to get up, but frankly my legs were too meshed to even think of walking.

A tiny yawn escaped me and I felt my green were heavy. God what time was it? At the thought I sat up and looked at the propped communicator that blinked the time. It was nearly daybreak. I laid back with a huff and my eyes were wide.

"We were up the entire rest of the night," I breathed confused. My hand ran through my hair and I felt how damp it was. Sweat. I looked at Adriel who was already sleeping. It made me roll my eyes annoyed but he simply shifted.

"Still awake."

I tsked at this though laid beside him willingly on my side, facing him. This opened new doors for me. A whole lot. There was so much I hadn't understood before and now it was like I didn't even care that I didn't understand it. It was so shocking to me how I felt at ease when Adriel walked right back into my life. And now after all of that as I stared at him with his eyes shut and his breathing even I could feel myself smiling once more. An actual smile. One I almost always had on my face back at the island with Keira, Jak and Daxter. But this was so much more. It held so much more meaning. My jade softened for the male before me as I reached up, stroking my pointer finger on his nose though he didn't even flinch. He was indeed fast asleep and to be honest, I was getting there.

I could feel my eyes droop more and more but I fought to stay awake for the simple fact that I didn't want him to be gone when I woke up. I didn't want this to be a sick dream I was having or a nightmare that would have a plot twist at the end of it. I was begging he stayed. I didn't want him to leave. As alone as I was….as alone as I made myself, to have someone be there that pain grew inside and that fear came alive that I'd never be free.

I felt Adriel move causing me to blink my heavy lids open but he shifted on his side, pulling me to his torso and I didn't hesitate to curl into his chest before instantly submerging myself into an unconscious state.

I blinked my eyes open slowly- and I was sitting on the floor. My legs hurt- and I felt sore. I was sitting up, my legs cast to the side with my hands on the other side for support. There was a large drop of blood before me- and as I continued to focus boots came into vision, soon pants and up until I saw the back of a spear, bloodstained and pierced through a chest.

"Adriel, no," I breathed quickly. I looked back up blurrily as Adriel's his hands fell limp at his sides and his mouthed opened in an exhale. He was standing before me- I didn't know where I was, or what was happening. Everything was so blurry and quickly. In the air my mind swirled as laughter rang in my ears and I stood instinctively when Adriel's knees buckled. "No!"

I collapsed to the side, catching him messily and saw him lift a shaky hand on a large pole in his chest- afraid to touch it. I realized he was bleeding, bad. I heard Adriel wheeze my name softly, staring at the ground in shock and the spear disappeared with the snap of someone's fingers, leaving a gaping hole in my protectors chest as he laid in my arms.

Adriel's teal-green blinked at me repeatedly in pain as tears trickled down his face and I shook my head. I could feel the blood running through my fingers as I gripped his chest, the sound of footsteps coming over, but I didn't pay any mind. Adriel's breathing changed to labored and he had blood coming from his mouth.

"K-Kida…I'm hurt."

The heat from the sun against my bare legs climbed up the sheets through the holes of the cloth over my window. I was jolted from my dream, but this time not from fear or tearing myself out. It was like it was another memory- but not from the past. It was confusing but as fast as it was in my brain it faded until I could barely remember what it was in the first place.

I laid there for what felt like so much longer since I was so comfortable under the sheets. So cozy and for once I was oh-so content. I scrunched my nose at a tickling feeling. As soon as it went away it happened once more and a pattern started from the bridge of my nose down to the tip. The soothing feeling made me peak an eye open and it didn't take long for my jade to adjust to the figure beside me. Still there. Still very real.

Adriel watched in amusement as I came to from my deep slumber- pulling his hand away from my face while lying on his side, arm propped under himself while he stayed sprawled out above the sheet. Casually in nothing but those damn cargo's, he seemed like he had showered and been awake for some time now. I opened both my green and stared at him for a moment before sitting up and looking over at the clock.

"Ten?" I heard my own voice and barely recognized it. I blinked repeatedly while putting my fingers to my throat. It was hoarse. I looked back at the thoroughly amused male though his look from innocence shifted to wickedness when I began to add things up. I never slept in this late. Ten in the morning already? I frowned some at the thought.

"You're a bad influence," I said instantly.

Adriel didn't seem fazed as he simply smiled at me, "Yup."

Shaking my head I stretched some and laid back again. Suddenly I didn't want to get up. I wanted to stay in my bed that was so comfortable!

"Up." I heard the chuckle beside me and flipped him the bird with a huff, rolling over so I was on my chest instead of facing him. There was a beat of silence before a whack was sent to my backside sharply causing me to jolt with a small yell.

"HEY!" I sat up glaring hotly though he was laughing wholeheartedly, holding his stomach and all. Blushing deeply I swung my bare legs over the side, rubbing my reddening ass and padded out of my room towards the bathroom.

'Jackass.'

'I knoooooowwwwwwwww.'

This was different. And oddly it was a good different. So why was something nudging at me deep down. I certainly didn't regret a damn thing. And if anything right now I was…happy.

But something was deeply off. I just couldn't tell if it were a bad thing or a good thing right now.

Even so I pushed it aside and kept it at bay as I brushed my teeth. I didn't want to think about it. I certainly didn't want to over think anything either which I had a bad habit of doing. Any other time I would have acted first and asked questions later but…I glanced my jade over at the doorway as he walked by- my toothbrush in my mouth while my other hand ran through my hair.

But right now- I wasn't going to think twice about having Adriel to myself.

Finishing up I went back into the bedroom, grabbing clothes here and there to get dressed. As he came back in I finished pulling the bandages on, looking over at him and nodding at him a bit with a raise of a brow.

"What are you going to do today?"

He smirked over at me, leaning against the doorway calmly with his pants barely on and unzipped. "Isn't that for you to decide."

I stared at him for a long time before tearing away my gaze from his happy trail and instantly yelled at myself. Since when did I become so insatiable?

"Since you realized you hadn't been made love too...ever." Raising a brow over at him again he put his hands up in defense with a shrug and glanced away.

"I'm just sayin' your thoughts are so loud," he said laughing.

I grabbed my holsters and shook my head, walking passed him calmly, "Then mute them."

"Where are you going?" I reached for my daggers and saw he followed me into the living room making me smile even as I didn't look at him.

"I'm late for something," I said grabbing my gun. As I grabbed it his hand fell over mine and I looked up quickly at his calm face.

"Why do you disappear all the time without telling me where you're going to end up?" He breathed this so quietly I didn't know if it was for me to hear and I stared up at his teal for a moment before tugging the gun from his hand and set it in the holster on my hip. Looking back up at him I shook my head.

"I'm coming back. I promise," I reassured softly. Adriel searched my eyes for a hint of false reality I'd give into but it wasn't there and soon he smiled some, nodding his head.

"Okay." Smirking I turned away and headed to the door.

"Besides, I'm a lucky, girl," I called over my shoulder. Adriel tsked from behind me.

"Stay lucky then," he mumbled. Glancing over my shoulder I threw him a kiss while walking out of the door before it shut behind me.

"He's safe with me," I sighed again. Damas gave me the same look he had been for the past hour as he spoke in the Palace.

"I do not believe you," he claimed.

Rolling my jade I folded my arms and looked to the side, "Clearly."

When I looked over at the king again he was staring at me. Pecker squawked suddenly as he flew before me causing me to glare. "Why do you *squawk* look so different?"

I flicked him hard in the nose before huffing and looking at Damas, "Look, if you want me to prove he is not a threat here, we can put him on a desert run. Arena battle- whatever you think will work."

Damas stared for a moment before sitting in his thrown, his violet eyes keen to my presence.

"You seem adamant on keeping him here," he stated suddenly. I looked away and thought about something wise to say but nothing came to me. Nothing but the truth. But I couldn't just really say I loved him and wanted him to stay because he was important to me. But then again why couldn't I? Shutting my eyes I took a deep sigh and looked at Damas again.

"I…" My jade lidded heavily before I motioned to the window softly, "Adriel and I are the last decedents of the Twin Suns…and he's my guardian."

Yeah that seems good enough.

Damas didn't speak and I realized I had been staring at the floor. As I looked up at him he was in a bit of shock making me look away again. I heard him stand and walk before he was in front of me causing me to look up quickly.

"He can stay. But because I feel it is safer with you two together rather than apart. If you trust him…then so do I," he said nodding. I almost wanted to hug him but instead sighed gratefully and shut my eyes nodding.

"Thank you, Damas." Feeling a hand on my head I looked up through my lashes at him and he was nodding.

"Yes, yes. Now go. You have a mission to attend to." At this I was confused but he simply continued on with no hesitation, walking back towards his thrown while motioning out to the city.

"Go. Find Jak and take your newcomer with you. You will all three need to go into the desert. The details with be with Kleiver."

I nodded gently and turned back towards the door- my green calm but my mind just the opposite.

Probably wasn't even worth the wait I know Dx Yeah so..college is coming but I PROMISE to update soon (:

I love you all so much- kisses and be kind to one another.!