Hello my lovelies...it's been ages, huh? :)
You maybe wondering why I never up date this story...
Explaination (aka- my excuse) is at the bottom of the story
WOO! READING! xD
I remember feeling like this part of us would never change
Anything we have known
Anything we've forgotten
In the rain, in the dark we'll lay
In the your arms in your arms I'll stay
Kina Grannis-In Your Arms
I felt nothing.
Absolutely nothing
I felt empty
Nothing was there
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
I breathed deeply, pulling the grass under my hands.
Why was he doing this? Why does he want me! Why is it me? Why must he hurt the ones near me? Why won't he stop!
"Ellie?"
I looked up at his kind yet sad smile and I broke down into more tears. He pulled me towards his body and held me together.
"I'm so, so sorry," he said, his voice cracking slightly, "I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I want it to stop. I hate seeing you like this, El, it's killing me."
I squeezed into him tighter, "Don't let me go Jake, please."
"I will never ever do that, El…never."
…
We walked all the way to Emily's and Sam's house holding hands and not saying a word to one another. I think we were both too scared to say anything…well I was…
Once we arrived at the house we noticed it was deadly silent. "Maybe they aren't here?" I wondered out loud. Jake nocked on the door and it was answered by Embry who gave me a sad smile.
Oh great, I could just tell what the other guys faces would be like…
We walked to the living room and as expected, they all gave me a pitiful, sad smile.
"Guys, it's ok," I pasted on a smile, "It's totally fine," it totally wasn't, "We'll make it through right?"
Jake squeezed my hand, "Yeah, we will."
I pulled Jake to a nearby seat and played with his hands, "So what's the plan?"
"Yeah," Jared said, "We can't just wait for something to happen or for him to pop up."
"I agree, what should we do Jake?" Quil asked the guy by my side who was deep in thought.
"I think we should increase patrols a little," Jake said finally, "We can't let him slip past us again."
Leah rolled her eyes, "Yeah, sure, let's keep defending her and risk others getting hurt, great idea, Jakey." Jake growled at Leah and she put her hands up in surrender, "Just stating the facts you know."
"We'll end him before he touches someone else," Jake snarled standing up, showing his dominance to the pack, "he won't get away with all he has done."
The pack suddenly burst into yelling and jeering on what they would do to the monster once they got him.
I moved away from the group and went for a walk to First Beach. As I was walking I heard footsteps behind me and smacked my forehead
IDIOT! The monster is out there and you decide to take a walk on your own? Smart Ellie, smart.
I slowly turned around and saw not the monster, but Jake.
"Boo," he said grinning at me, "Did you think you could leave without anyone noticing in a house full of werewolves that could hear your heart beat?"
I stuck my tongue out at him and continued my journey to the beach. I lied down on the sand looking up at the dark cloudy sky and Jake soon lied down as well and wrapped his arms around me.
"Hey" I began, "Maybe Leah's right…maybe I should give my-"
"No," Jake cut me off, "Don't say it, don't even think it."
"Jacob…"
"Ellie, I am going to protect you," he said sitting up and looking down at me, "I promised you, remember? No matter what, we'll make it through."
"But, Jake I-" and yet again he cut me off, but not with words.
He kissed me long and sweetly, holding my face with his large warm hands. When we separated lips, he continued to hold my face so I was looking up at his chocolate eyes that I loved so much.
"We will make it through," he said, "I love you so much and we'll make it through," he lied back down and held me again, "Just don't give up on me."
"I won't, I promise," I said gently, "Just…keep me in your arms."
And then the night filled the skies and the rain began to fall, but we didn't move and Jake kept his promise
He never let me go
I love that song 3 You guys neeeeeed to listen to it, ok? :)
Any way, the reason why I don't upload is because...
I really don't know why I don't :P
Maybe I don't like where it's going or I have no idea how to continue...
So, yeah! Thats my excuse..uh...the reason I mean :)
Thanks guys :D If you read this, it means you're still kinda reading the story! YAY!
Merry (delayed) Christmas and Happy New Year from me!
BRING ON 2012! xD