What the Hell
POV
"Shh, she is sleeping don't wake her up, she had been up sense two in the morning trying to finish a big project." I wanted Yuki to sleep as long as she could, the twins help, but they were stuck in thought, and they seemed like zombies. It was then that Yuki started talking in her sleep. I wouldn't have cared until she started to cry. I wish I knew what she was dreaming about.
Regular dream POV (*&^%$
I felt my heart flutter today was the day that I would confess to a boy, I just hopped he doesn't reject me. Haruhi said that I shouldn't go for him because he was rich. I heard a woman in my head saying "You don't have time for boys, stay in school learn more, don't go." I felt I should listen to the voice, but who ever listens to their voice.
I was almost to the meeting site when I saw the girl I saved from some thugs awhile back.
"Kiki, over here, how have you been?" She looked at me then at her friends and then came over to me. At first I thought she was going to greet me, but then she just pushed me and walked away, she turned around halfway down the path she was walking and gave me angry eyes. "Don't come here again, filth." I knew it would happen, it always happens, I save them and they hurt me. Each time it felt like they would be different maybe.
I noticed two boys sitting on the water fountain. They looked content just those two alone, and I didn't want to bother them, but I really had to get to the maze.
"Ano, excuse me I was wondering where the maze is located, do you know?" They looked at me and smirked, I didn't like the smirk and I defiantly didn't like the way they looked at me.
"We can tell you," they said in unison I just looked at them and continued on walking. "Hey wait," they were now walking after me. "Nope I don't wanna, if you aren't going to tell me then don't waste my time I have to get there and get back." They seemed surprised that I just ignored them, but they didn't follow me.
TIME SKIP (*&^%$#
I waited for awhile for the person that gave me the letter in the mail. It said come to the campus Ouran and meets me at the maze. I wanted Haruhi to come so she could see if she wanted to go to this school later on.
I saw a girl come out from behind a building and thought she was running to me, but instead she ran into me. I saw tears going down her face and then I wrapped my arms around her.
"I'm sorry for whatever happened, don't cry whatever happened had just made you a stronger person, learn from this and have the courage to do it again someday." She stayed there for a while and then after five minutes she looked at me, she gasped and touched my hair, then traced my eyes.
"Wow you are very beautiful, are they real?" She asked I laughed and held my sides, I didn't know that having natural silver hair and amethyst eyes were foreign here.
"Yes, I am sorry do they scare you? I can put contacts in." I reached for my bag and was about to pull out the contacts when I felt her grab my arm. "No don't I like them they are pretty, I could get lost in them." I laughed again and I heard some footsteps. The girl was laughing at me for making a weird face.
The footsteps had grown louder and I looked over to see, a boy that was at the fountain. I saw someone move in the bush and placed it as my imagination. The girl was now frowning and got up, I looked at her and then went to grab her hand when she slapped it away, I sighed and stood up as well, the boy was clearly not coming and I knew I was going to get hurt again.
"Hey aren't you that girl that we rejected, we expected you to be off crying your eyes out somewhere not here laughing with this." I looked at the boy with the red hair and then at the girl, her eyes seemed to glaze over and she seemed to be dazed. I moved to touch her again, but she slapped me away.
"I don't know why you always come here, every girl you save from the thugs on the streets don't really care that you save them from near death/ rape experiences." I felt my cheeks heat up and my eyes water, this girl I had made smile and yet, and yet she regards me as a disliked person. I have probably saved over half the girls that go here.
She then ran away and didn't look back. I felt that barrier that I had put up, slowly getting stronger and, I think that I needed to go back now. I was about to leave when I felt a hand grab mine. I looked and saw both the boys from the fountain, I thought only one of them were standing there.
"You are just like us, you want to have friends, yet you don't want friends." I looked at them and then at the ground. "Silly boys, I can't be like you guys, I don't have a twin to protect me. Actually I don't have anyone to protect me. You two are lucky to have each other." I was going to walk away, but they wouldn't let go.
"We can protect you." I looked at them and then saw a shine in their eyes; at first I thought it was a trick. "You will dump me the first chance you get, so I don't believe you." They gripped me harder this time.
"Stay with us, we can protect you." I didn't know why, but I really wanted to stay, and that barrier that I had just put up was slowly crashing with each moment I stayed with them.
"I can't, you know I can't you have social status to keep up." It was then that they let go, they let go and I felt cold and alone again. I turned and started to walk when I felt arms encircle around me.
I wanted to cry, why do they keep trying? I felt the tears slowly come down. "We want to protect you. We always hear of a silver haired girl in our class and how she protects others, we want to protect her." I felt my heart flutter.
"Then are you the guys that sent this letter to me?" I pulled out the orange and blue note; it held two stamps and two different hand writings.
They moved away and then laughed, they laughed so hard, I wanted to cry and walk away, but I stood my ground. "I'm sorry, but I have to go now, my sister is waiting for me, she gets worried sometimes." I turned and walked away. "HAHA We never wants to protect a lowly girl with nothing to offer." They were holding each other and laughing. The barrier was very strong now and, they continued to laugh, and I felt broken I had let them in for a few seconds and they already broke my world. Before I could get fully away from them I felt my ears and tail pop out.
"Oh, no, not now, I can't go there like this." I heard the laughter stop and then their footsteps.
"This girl is weird," "Um you said it Kaoru," "I wonder who is weirder her or the dumb war lord."
I tried to hide my ears and tail in the coat and hat that I brought with me, but they were taken away from me. "Such cheap clothing, why did you even come here, why, you knew that coming here would crush you, then why did you come?" I looked at them both tears in my eyes and confessed.
"I thought that I could at least make friends with the persons that I rescued, but I can see now, I see now why that can never happen, I am too different." I ran and ran and didn't look at all where I was going, I was so busy running that I soon bumped into someone, my ears twitched and my tail swished.
I heard a gasp and I was about to run away when I felt the person glomp me.
"Takashi look she is cute right, look at her ears they are cute, would you like to hold Usa-Chan, hey don't cry, it will be okay." I looked to see a little blonde boy and a very tall man. The boy looked amazed at me and kept a hold of me not letting go.
"Takashi, let's eat cake with her, she has the prettiest eyes." The boy just nodded and carried us both, at first I struggled and was trying to get free, key word trying, it was then that I felt hands scratching my ears. I purred and they giggled.
"Ano, I am sorry, but I have to go, I am needed at home." The man stopped and put me down, it was then the little boy talked.
"Okay, but next time you come, find us and we will eat cake." I shook my head and he looked sad. "I am afraid we won't see each other after this. So this is good bye, but I will give you this, for a commemoration of our meeting." I gave him a piece of paper and one to the man they both took it.
Now that I thought about it I left one for those two twins too. I was almost out when a blonde boy started talking nonsense to me about club activities and stuff; I looked at him and then laughed.
"I'm sorry did I say something funny?" I moved and wiped the tears away from my eyes. "No, no, but you are actually the fifth person to talk to me today and, well not be mean at first." He looked at me and then at the place where I came from. "So you met Hunni and Mori, they are nice, but I have been trying to get these twins to join and I think today is the day. He kept going on and on, I didn't mind, and I liked that he acted not to notice my ears.
We had stopped talking and I was starting to get up. "Oh, are you leaving?" I looked at him and then at the ground. "Yeah I was supposed to leave awhile ago-"
"How dare she talk to him?"
"She is a lowly commoner"
"Why did she even come here?"
"I heard about her, she's the one that saves the girls from near horrible experiences." I kept my head low and gave him that paper that I gave the others.
"Thank you, but I really have to go now, here you can give this one to whomever you like, and I gave one to the twins and those other two you were telling me about." He stood up and kissed my hand and I left with a soft good bye. I had given all of the friend papers away and hoped that they kept them.
"YUKI, YUKI, YU- there you are, wow this campus is huge, come on I wanted to go and talk to the head master." I didn't think that Haruhi would come looking for me, she made it clear that she didn't like me, she was still holding my hand as we made it to the office, her eyes were gleaming with excitement.
"Oh, excuse me, but those uniforms you wear do not belong here, are you lost?" I looked to see a boy with black hair and glasses; he seemed like one of those calm collected types that only want anything to do with something as long as it interested him.
"No we were just looking around, we won't touch anything, everything is expensive here I am sure of that. We must be on our way now, excuse us." We made it to the principal's office when Haruhi, turned back the way we came.
"What are you doing Haruhi? I thought you wanted to see the principal." She kept walking and then we were at the gates in a blink of an eye.
TIME SKIP*&^%$#
I had to go back and get my coat and hat, I didn't want to especially since I told a blonde boy that we probably wouldn't see each other again. I made sure I looked different, I put on some make up and some, brown contacts in, I didn't change my hair, I kept it the way it was, I looked in the mirror to see a person that didn't look like they belong.
I made it to the campus and went to look for the coat; a lot of people stopped me and complemented me about how pretty I looked. I made to the maze, and saw the blonde boy that was talking about clubs and the twins.
"You're reasoning, we also told you no random guessing." They asked I looked to see him all confident and happy, he went on about being individuals and then I popped out.
"Ano, excuse me my sister said she left her jacket near a maze can you guys help me?" They looked at me and then at my hair, this went on for awhile.
"You don't have to, but if you see it, it has a black and pink hat that goes . . . Ah, what are you doing?" It was the blonde guy that was by me touching my head, and playing with my hair.
"Does your sister have purple eyes, and cat ears?" I acted like they weren't supposed to know about that. "You saw them, oh dear, no wonder she didn't want to come back." I felt something being draped over me and something else covering my head. I looked to see the pink and black hat and the brown coat.
"We were going to give it back to her we really wanted to have her in our world." I looked at them and felt the pieces of friend paper in my pocket.
"Oh," I pulled it out and looked at it. "This is for you two, I think, when my sister meets someone and talks to them more than an hour she usually gives them to the people." The twins looked snobbishly at the paper, but took it anyways.
"Shouldn't you be with your sister now?" I looked at the time and ran back to the gate. It was then that I heard the clock tower go off, I saw Haruhi standing at the gate again, but this time she didn't see me, when I walked up to her. There was this soft music playing and it sounded, very important.
"You should wake up now Yuki," I heard the voice, say they were shaking me lightly, before I woke up I saw the boys that were by the fountain, they were at a familiar door they seemed to hesitate the other looked at the other and counted off, they opened the door and we were blinded by the bright light.
It was then that my eyes slowly opened to see everyone there; I felt a piece of paper in my hand and looked to see that it was a color of a black rose. It had words written sloppily on it and two people holding hands.
"Hey what's that you are holding?" I looked to see Haruhi grab the paper and read it.
"Friendship paper,"
Then she continued
"Dear holder of this paper, we are now friends, I am glad, I don't have many friends and would hope that this will be an acceptance of our friendship,
Love Yuki Fukjioka.
I didn't know why and I didn't know where it came from, but I liked it.
"Hey I have one of those too." I looked to see Hunni pull out a pink one that had a bunny drawn on it.
"Oh, me too," I looked at Tamaki and he pulled out a white one with a crown on it.
"I wonder why we have one two?" I looked at the twins and saw they had blue and orange ones.
"Well in all matter of speaking I have one too." Kyoya took out the navy blue one and showed it to us all.
"I remember these." Haruhi pulled out a red one
"Ah, I have mine." Mori had a purple one and held it up.
"Yuki, these were from you when we were younger weren't they?" I looked at Haruhi, and then at all of them.
"It was when I got a letter from someone on this campus, saying they wanted to meet me by the maze, come to think about it, I never met the person I was supposed to, I was trying to get away from someone, I don't really remember much about it though." They all looked at me and smiled.
"So, Tamaki isn't the real founder of the host club?" I looked at the twins and gave a confused look. "What are you talking about, of course he is, isn't he, he brought you all together."
"Actually Yuki-Chan, we all met after we got these slips of papers. The reason we made the host club was to find the one that gave us these." I felt this fluttering feeling and then my cheeks heat up.
"Yuki I remember before you left you made these and when I asked who they were for you said, "The future host club members" doesn't that sound familiar?" I felt a small smile come along
Yuki where are you going?
To meet someone at the campus, they sent me an invitation,
Be careful, wait why do you have papers with you?
Oh to meet the future host club members.
"That was the day we opened the door to the host club."
TIME SKIP (*&^%$# !
I was reading the book Cinderella and Kaoru was reading it with me; he seemed to be deep in thought.
"AH HAHAHAHA," I looked over to see Renge and she was in a very revealing uniform, she started to go on about uki-doi memorial. I didn't really care until she mentioned something that the president was trying to get people to object to.
"So it is settled we will be having an event, and will be posted in the newspaper as Halloweens special scare contest." Everyone cheered and I was sitting reading the book not caring.
TIME SKIP*&^%$#
Hikaru and Kaoru were leading us to the club room; I was still into the book and wasn't going to put it down soon.
"What are you four doing? Hurry up get dressed, we are busy today." I looked up to see them all dressed as vampires, I shrugged and continued reading.
"We aren't going to be back here until Halloween is over, so I think you can deal without us, she ran to the carriage and didn't look back even after, she lost her glass slipper . . . Why would she leave her slipper behind?" The others seemed interested in the book I was reading.
"Yuki, you have read that book millions of times and you still can't figure out why she left her slipper." Haruhi had drawn me out of the book enough for me to look at her. "Haruhi, it's a book that is meant to be read and nobody reads books like this anymore. I miss them." I moved and walked out of the room. The twins soon followed after they had aggravated Tamaki.
TIME SKIP*&^%$#
I was finally on the last page, I was paying attention to the things going on around me, and I did notice the twins' hands on my upper thigh going higher and the squealing girls.
"Oh what if they go higher than that?"
"How come he isn't paying attention to them?"
"What if they just take him right here?"
There was a chorus of screams and Renge yelling Moe. I blushed and looked at the twins, they seemed to pause and look at me, and they had this face that I couldn't describe.
"Hikaru, Kaoru, you always play with me like this, and then you go after Haruhi, I want you to take my body and play with it however you want." I was smirking now and they looked like they were about to die.
"AHHHHHH, I can't believe he said that," There was an over load and it was hard to get the girls to calm down.
I went back to the last page and was glad that they were only playing with me, if they really got into my pants they would be disappointed about something that was missing.
My hand moved instinctively to my lower belly and for some reason I wanted to cry. The only ones who knew about this were Kyoya and I.
Flash back*&^%$#
"Kyoya you bastard, why did you get me involved in that?" He smirked and then was in front of me, the man that was in here was knocked out, and not waking up any time soon.
"Who was that man that you were letting touches you so freely?" I felt shocked, embarrassed, and ashamed.
"How did you see? I thought we were alone, he said . . ." I was cut off with a kiss and him shoving me against the door. "You are lucky it was only me that saw, why didn't you fight him off?" I felt like crying, why didn't he stop him if he was going to be this mad.
"Because, man was to strong I hoped someone would come and save me, but I see now that I can never be saved." I walked out leaving a surprised Kyoya.
END OF FLASHBACK (*&^%$#
Yes I did regret that I gave up my virginity to that man, he hadn't tried to contact me this whole time in this world, I talked to the Faythe and he said that, Auron, the man's name, wasn't in love with me like he used to be. I cried that night and didn't come to school the next day.
I noticed that Haruhi was gone and then the twins were soon after that. Probably, talking to the nyctophobian outside maybe, I will go and meet out there with them. I got up and was about to go when Renge stopped me. She handed me something and I opened it to find it was the blue and red ring.
"I found it yesterday by the water fountain and thought you were missing it." I thanked her and didn't stop when the twins were calling my name. Haruhi seemed to get it and was distracting the twins.
I went out and went to the maze; I waited till I didn't see anybody and went in. I had memorized it from the last time we had to find Haruhi and Tamaki. I was now almost to the center and stopped where I was, I sat down in the grass and started to dig. I didn't know how long I was there, but I know I was there long enough for the hole to be deep. I put the ring in the hole and buried the ring.
"There now you won't ever return to me. If you didn't want to be together, why did you propose to me?" I felt a tear escape, I remembered the last days in my world, and I was glad that I did, but then, the love I felt, wasn't there, when he came to free me.
TIME SKIP*&^%$#
We were now at the school and I was so excited, I couldn't wait I was going to scare everyone so bad.
Hikaru and Kaoru had picked Haruhi and I up. Haruhi and the chairman were such party poopers; they didn't dress up or anything. The twins did whistle at the costume I had on though.
"Yuki, looking good, model it for us." I looked at them and somehow I ended up on a run way. I was walking and getting into it they even played music and took pictures. I laughed and hopped off. "Okay, okay come on we still have to pick up cry baby chairman."
TIME SKIP (*&^%$#
I felt so happy, the last time I spent Halloween with people I cared about was when Auron, Jecht, and Braska, were in my world.
"I'm so scared, why can't I just go home?" I looked over and saw the chairman whining, I sighed and placed my hand on his shoulder and started to comfort him.
"Thank you Yuki, I am glad you are with us." The twins and Haruhi were discussing something and then Haruhi saw a shadow pass by. I looked and there was no one there. We heard a clank going down the steps, and saw a skull coming down.
"Oi, play by the rules team-A it is cheating to try and scare us." With that Hikaru sent skull flying back. Kaoru clapped congratulating Hikaru but then someone came out saying that hurt over and over again, we ran and I was stuck with Kaoru, Haruhi and Hikaru ran the other way and the chairman was somewhere, I don't know where, exactly, because I tripped him to make sure I could get away.
The chairman was on our heels we didn't have to worry about him.
"There that room, hurry," Kaoru grabbed my hand was had slammed the door shut after the chairman. I didn't know that I was breathing so hard till I felt Kaoru set me down.
"No, standing helps," he shook his head and laid my head on his lap. I felt so tired and out of it. I didn't realize how tired I was till I felt my eyes fall.
"Kaoru," "Hmm,"
"I don't mean to use you as a pillow, but you are very comfortable." I gripped at his shirt and felt he would go away if I didn't. "I was starting to talk jibberish and nonsense, but he didn't mind, he seemed to like the nonsense.
"Pumpkin is what the host club reminds me of, but it is a nice pumpkin, I feel it will disappear when the time is right thought." He had started to pet my hair. "Don't you'll make . . . fall sleep, mmm?"
POV CHANGE (*&^%$#
Damn we lost Kaoru Yuki and the chairman, and now I was stuck with Haruhi. I didn't mind I actually liked her, I like Yuki too, I just couldn't choose between them, I knew the boss was for Haruhi. Yuki would kill him if they went out.
"AHH," "AH Haruhi are you okay?" We were now caught in a net and having a hard time.
"Uh yeah sort of, hold still I need to cut the rope above your head." I felt my cheeks rise as she practically straddled me and had her breast in my face. I just hoped she didn't feel anything right now.
TIME SKIP/ POV CHANGE*&^%$#
Yuki was asleep and I didn't want to wake her so I took off my blazer and folded it so she could lay on it. I looked at the chairman and he was in deep thought.
"Kaoru, Yuki is actually a girl, huh?" I looked at him calmly and then back at her.
"No it's just the costume he is wearing; he says it is family tradition to dress as the opposite sex on Halloween." He seemed to buy it and didn't question.
"He talked about a ring; do you know what he meant?" I shook my head and then I heard running and my name being called. I ran to the door and before I could even open it Hikaru was right there, hugging the crap out of me.
"Hikaru, we have to be quiet, and Yuki is asleep." I looked to see Haruhi running as fast as she could towards us. She was tired out and looked ready to pass out.
I saw her stirring and she grabbed Hikaru's leg.
"Wakka, Lu is mad at you, you can hide here." She then fell asleep again and this time Hikaru picked her up.
"Alright off to the meeting room."
"I know that our worlds are getting bigger and soon the pumpkin will shatter, leaving it just a memory, I just hope that it will last long enough for us to meet more people." I looked over and saw that Yuki was clinging to Hikaru; he seemed to be nervous and not know what to do. I gave him a reassuring pat on the back and he nodded his head.
"There they are, where have you been and why did you leave you . . . Who is that?"
"Oh she is adorable,"
"Eh, she looks like Yuki,"
"(Gasp) maybe Yuki's sister"
It was then that Yuki looked at them and then at the roof, we all did and saw the weirdest thing that made us high tail it out of there, Yuki smiled and laughed not caring that Hikaru almost dropped her.
TIME SKIP(*&^%$#
"Aw I can't believe that the seniors got us, this was supposed to be our courage test." I was so disappointed, but they got a good picture of me and Hikaru, He was running around trying to protect me while I was sleeping. I laughed and he just blushed and looked away from me.
"Aw Hika-Chan I sorry, don't be mad, thank you for carrying my heavy ass." He blushed darker and laughed.
"I don't think that the pumpkin spell will ware off anytime soon." I looked to Kaoru and he was talking to himself. Haruhi and Hikaru looked at him, questioned what he said, but then he started to push them along, I knew what he was talking about.
"Kaoru, are you scared that it will wear off soon, don't think about it and when the time comes then we can grasp desperately for the pieces." He smiled and walked with me to the club room.
"At least I know that I am not the only one who knows the pumpkin will shatter."