There I am. I'm with Joey, not AJ or Walker or Eric. Joey. The guy who hurt me the most is the one I feel I'm with. Heaven is with Joey Richter. I'm 21 and have gorgeous blond hair that flows down, and my eyes are so brown they're almost black. My chest is larger and I'm a whole lot skinnier. I'm who I've always wanted to be… with Joey Richter.
Of all the people I'm in heaven with Joey Richter. Is this all that heaven is? Eternal solitude with the man you once loved on earth?
I've never been so happy. Joey is just holding me. That's it. We're sitting in a park surrounded by trees and flowers and birds are singing in the trees. A guitar is in front of me and Joey is guiding my hands along the strings allowing the notes to blend with the bird's song. I never want to leave.
Wait a minute, this isn't Joey. Joey is still alive on earth. He's a living, breathing man who isn't here with me now, when I most need him, he's not here. Joey's going to live on. He's going to forget that selfish thirteen year old fan girl who loved him. He's going to ignore the fact I gave my life to save his own. He's going to forget.
Joey's gonna find another woman his own age and love her more than he ever loved me. He's going to raise a family and be a wonderful father. And when he dies, he's going to spend eternity with his love, the one that loved him. He's not going to spend it with me.
I let myself fall. I don't know where I'm headed, I'm simply falling… falling… falling…
If it's taking me to heII then so be it. Hopefully there I can forget my long lost love.
Falling… falling… falling… falling… beep… beep… beep… wait a minute…
"Joey?"
"Sarah!"