Chapter Thirty-nine;

"Um, do you want to turn on your stomach?" Sirius asked.

Severus tilted his eyes towards him. "N-no. Why? Do I have too?" He asked, Sirius could see a bit of panic in his eyes.

"No! You don't. I mean… some say it's more comfortable, but you're fine like this." Sirius said, smiling down at him.

"O-oh" Severus stuttered.

"Just relax, okay?" Sirius catechized, moving his hand down between the two. He could tell Severus' body was stiffening by the feeling of Sirius' hand snaking down. "You have to trust me… just relax" Sirius murmured as he began kissing Severus' neck. Severus gave a quick nod and Sirius pulled back, pushing his middle finger in slowly, Severus whimpered quietly and then turned his head to the side, moving his hips up. Sirius held his hips in place and smirked, slowly moving the finger in and out, watching Severus' chest as he couldn't see his face because he was hiding behind his hair and waiting for his breathing to calm down – when it did, Sirius slowly added in another finger, moving them together and by the time he was on three, Severus was mumbling something.

Sirius quirked his eyebrow and leaned up against him, placing a kiss to his neck, trying to listen to what Severus was saying. "Asp- del, 'Oon- w" and so on and so forth. Sirius paused in his movements.

"What the hell are you saying?" He asked, lifting up and turning Severus' head to face him.

"I-… I'm reciting Potion ingredients, shut up!" Severus yelled, glaring and then turning away to hide behind his hair again.

Sirius laughed aloud, rolling his eyes. "Only you, Severus, only you…" He muttered, going back to his taste and pushing his fingers in all the way until he hit the spot he wanted.

Severus let out something in between a moan and groan, gripping the sheets. "Wh-what…"

"Welcome to your prostate, love" Sirius murmured, smirking and nipping at his neck before moving his fingers to nudge against it.

Severus – who was now writhing under Sirius, moaned and moved his hips, but Sirius was having none of that, as he was the one in control of the situation. He held Severus' hips and finally pulled his fingers out. Severus whimpered at the lost and gave Sirius a glare; Sirius smiled in response and picked up the half-empty bottle once again to pour the liquid into his hand. Severus watched through his droopy eyelids.

Sirius reached his hand down in between the two once again and took ahold of his prick to rub the liquid on, his breathing accelerating. "Okay, Ready?" He asked once again, moving one of Severus' legs to hook around his waist and the other to hang over his shoulder. Severus nodded his head, gripping the bed. Sirius leaned his body forward, positioning himself and slowly pushing into Severus, placing a kiss to Severus' earlobe and whispering words of love to relax him as he moved.

Severus reached a hand up to run through Sirius' hair and then grip it tightly, his chest stopped moving and he gasped for air. Sirius stopped as he had just made it a little bit more than halfway in. "Sev… shh. Just relax; you have to breath, love, okay?" He whispered, pulling his hips away a little and kissing Severus' neck, Severus relaxed and slowly began to breath in and out. Sirius smiled against his neck and began pushing forth again, gripping the sheets until his knuckles were white. "So… tight…" He murmured, biting his lip as hard as he could to draw a bit of blood to keep from thrusting in hard or fast.

Sirius released a calming breathe and took a quick glance at Severus, whom seemed to be lost in his own world, trying to move his hips but Sirius still holding them in place. Sirius smirked and pulled his hips back just to thrust back in and begin move in a slow rhythm, Severus' legs tightening around him to pull him closer as he moaned and gripped at Sirius' hair again. "Fuck-…" Sirius whispered, taking hold of both of Severus' hands and pinning them to the bed above his head and quickening up his thrusts.

Severus moaned loudly, thrashing as much as he could on the bed. "S-siri…" He stuttered, closing his eyes tightly and trying to control his breathing. "Harder…" He managed to whisper.

Sirius smirked and began attacking at Severus' neck, kissing, nipping, and licking. "I love you" He murmured against his neck, nuzzling it and thrusting into Severus a bit harder.

Sirius groaned, he knew before they started that he wasn't going to last long – as it had been a few months since he started dating Severus, and even before then he hadn't had sex in a while. He figured he lasted longer than he originally thought. Sirius pushed himself up to hover over Severus, who was now gripping the pillow his head laid on, moaning incoherent words, not even aware Sirius was watching him.

Sirius took ahold of Severus' hips and moved his hips to aim his thrusts, trying to find the little spot that would make Severus go crazy. When he finally hit it, Severus gasped and widened his eyes, leaning his body up a little. Sirius smirked and began to drive into Severus as hard as he could, as the potion they had used as lubrication had a small pain numbing hit to it. Severus pulled Sirius down to lean against him, scratching at his back as he moaned his name over and over again and then finally he gasped in a breathe, Sirius could feel his body tensing up and then he felt a warm thick liquid coating his chest. Sirius smirked for a mere second before Severus unintentionally tightened up – which made Sirius gasp and thrust in once more before his orgasm was pulled from him. He bit his lip and his whole body stiffened as he slowly rode it out.

When Sirius finished, he managed to hold himself up long enough to slow his heavy breathing down before pulling out of Severus and lying next to him. Sirius got a goofy grin on his face as he stared at the ceiling, going through their relationship in his head. When he looked beside him, Severus was completely out of it, fast asleep. Sirius pulled him into his arms and rested Severus' head on his chest, running his hand through his hair and resting his head on his other hand, watching his boyfriend – or fiancé – sleep.

At that moment in time, Sirius figured his life could not have been more perfect.