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Chapter 6.

I was on my way to one of my skin graft treatments with Mark, when everything came back to me. The reason for my pain was standing in front of me. I couldn't control the shaking that was coursing throughout my body.

Callie was standing right beside me and noticed how ridgid and tense I had become. She probably just thought that I was in pain. She didn't even question it.

I looked at Randy and she had this sort of fire in her eyes that would make anybody turn their head in fear. I quickly averted my eyes and hung my headlow as if I were being scolded by an angry parent.

The next thing i knew was I saw flaming red hair brush past my shoulder. Randy grabbed me by my back and forced a hug on to me. My knees had weekend at the point due to the pain that she was enforcing once again as well as just being near her.

I could feel it. It was hot and sticky as it slid down my back. I was bleeding.

"Arizona, oh my god are you ok?" I couldn't answer her, too much pain. My body felt as if it were going to explode. I just nodded.

"Let go of her you moron!" Callie all but screamed at Randy.

"Wha..why? Last time I checked she was still my girlfriend, not yours." Randy spat at Callie. This time I saw the fire in Callie's eyes. I grabbed her arm trying to calm her down as well as hold myself up.

"Then where the FUCK were You when this happened?" I had never seen Callie this angry before. I was amusing as well as scary.

Note to self: NEVER PISS CALLIE TORRES OFF!

Before anymore words could be said Mark came and stood beside us. He took my hand and lead me into an exam room. Callie came in a moment later.

"Arizona, I'm sorry that I said that. I should have not said any of that in front of you. She just pisses me off so much that I start to see red." She was standing in front of my holding my hands.

"It's ok. Mark please take these off of me. They itch and burn." Mark turned from where he was and came behind my back. I flinched. Why am I scared of Mark? He's never hurt me before and yet I'm getting paranoid with him standing behind me? What the hell!

"Ummm, Callie could you go get me some medical scissors please." Mark asked. Callie nodded her head and headed to grab them. About 30 seconds later Callie came back with the scissors in hand.

"Arizona, I'm sorry but I'm going to have to cut your shirt off of you. It seems that either your stitches came out or something happened." Mark guessed. I could see him nod his head to Calle, as if a silent plea to come over and look for herself.

The only thing i heard was a gasp (as to which I'm sure that it was Callies) then cutting of fabric. Most of the blood had dried, by the time that I was outside with Randy as well as being in the exam room.

Was that a scream? I know I heard one. Was that from me? Yep, yep definantly from me. Oh god, please kill me know.

"Shhhh, i know it hurts. Just a little bit more. It's ok. Deep breaths. Breath for me Arizona. Come on." Callie tried to calm me. It wasn't working. I was starting to hyperventilate. Not knowing what to do with my arms or hands, I flung them around Callie"s neck. I needed to feel something other than pain. Mark had kept going trying to remove my shirt. Even the saline solution wasn't working with trying to get my shirt off.

Callie just let me hold onto her. She placed her hands on my hips, trying not to hurt me any worse than I already was. Little did she know that just with her hands on my hips and her breathing in my ear, that she was calming me and scaring me at the same time. Yes, i already admitted that I was in love with Callie, but to what extreme I had no idea.

This with her, felt so right. Like I always belonged in her arms.

"Arizona, I don't know what you did to your back after a day, but yours scabs that you had, had peeled back as well as alot of your stitches came out." Mark stated. Since I couldn't see him I knew that his face was probably one of disappointment.

"She didn't do it Mark. It was fine this morning before we got here. It was probably when SHE hugged her, or attempted to hug her. I could kill her right now!" Callie was fuming. But still stayed in my arms. trying to calm her down, i lightly kissed her on her neck. God her skin was so soft.

That seemed to have worked cause she sighed and tightened her grip just a little.

"Who is her?" mark asked a little confused, but that didn't mean he didn't know already.

"Randy" I whispered. I started to cry again. Thank gosh they probably thought it was from the pain, ok a little of it was from the pain, but the pain of the memory that came flooding back to me was more than I could handle.

After Mark was able to get my shirt off, he motioned for Callie to leave. I wouldnt let her though.

"Ok, Markif I sat her in my lap do you think you could still do her skin graft?" It took Mark a minute to decide what he was going to do.

"Yeah that should be fine. But i do need you to put gloves and a scrub cap on." mark said, clearly understanding why Arizona didn't want to be left alone.

"Arizona, honey, I'm gonna go get my scrub cap ok I will be right back." Calile let go of the embrace and gently kissed my forehead. Then walked out the door.

"Mark?"

"Yeah, Blondie" God I loved him for trying to lighten the mood.

"Could you put something over the door window? I don't want anyone to see me like this. The only ones Iwant in here is either you, Callie, Bailey and the Chief. That's it."

"I understand. When Callie comes back I'll go and tell a nurse to make sure no one comes in except the people that you said. I promise Arizona, you are safe. Callie, Bailey and myself won't let anything happen to you, hell even the Chief. Just trust us. I know that's alot to ask right now, but you have people that truley care for you."

All I could do is laugh. Wow Mark being sweet, that's a rare sight. It was touching. I starting to cry once more. Granted they were silent tears, this time, but non the less still falling freely.

Mark laid his hand on my shoulder and kissed my forehead just like Callie had done before she left. I knew that I could trust him. That if Callie could, I could too. I needed to tell someone, anyone at this point. Ok, not so much anyone, but you got the idea.

"Mark, if I told you something do you promise me it does not go any further than this room?" I was a little skeptical, but the look in Marks eyes told me that he was a friend, a loving friend.

"You know that I won't say anything. Kinda have the confidentiality clause on your side." Oh yeah that's true.

"Randy did this." I whispered.

"Repeat that one more time, cause it sounded like you said that Randy did this to you." he said trying to decipher if it were true or not.

I couldn't say anything. He did hear me right.

"You told us you didn't remember anything. You..You...WHAT THE FUCK!" This was the point were i heavaly sobbed. he scared the crap outta me just with those little words.

"Why didn't you tell us before? We could have called the cops, she could have been arrested, Arizona, your a smart person, hell smarter than me and you didn't do anything? That was stupid, so very stupid. What were you thinking?"

He started to pace the exam room,trying to figure out what he was either going to say or do.

"Mark, i wasn't lying to you when I told you I couldn't remember. I haven't seen Randy since the night this...happened. I saw her outside and it all came flooding back to me with a vengence. Your the only one that nows. Callie dosen't know. Please Mark, you said you wouldn't say anything. Please!"

I was bawling. Afraid that if this got out people would consider me weak as well as a coward, and that I was too scandolus. That the only reason I would accuse something like this was because I was trying to end her medical carreer. all of these thoughts had flooded me ever since I looked at Randy in the hall. No, I wans't going to be the reason for someone to lose their medical carreer. Not when they worked so hard to get it in the first place.

"Fine, but if this happens again then I can't promise that I wont tell the cops." Mark stated firmly. I believed him.

Just then Callie walked back into the room. My crying started again. She gave Mark a disapproving look and sat on the bed with me. Mark handed her a pair of gloves.

Callie quickly put the gloves on and sat her legs indian style. I climbed into her lap wrapping my legs around her back. She sucked in a quick breath. Her face immediatly started to blush. I looked in her eyes trying to find something, i don't know what but at this point I would try to find anything.

"Ok lady's are you ready to start?" Mark asked. I laid my head on Callie's shoulder and she exhaled, the nodded to Mark.

"Ok, lets get started."