Sorry, its been a while. So just to let you all know, I probably wont write often, and yet at times I will. It all depends on what i'm doing and if i'm busey or not. So fare warning. I hope you all like the last chapter I wrote. this chapter however enforced a mighty writer's block.

This is another reason it took so long. Well Ihope you guys like this chapter.

Chapter 16.

Callie's POV

It was black everywhere. No matter where i turned or what direction I was consumed with blackness. At first I thought my eyes were closed. I reached up with my hand to find that they were wide open. I couldn't figure out where the hell I was.

I started to walk very slowley in front of myself, not exactly sure if I would stumble over something or not. It felt like I had been walking forever, until I ran into something. I couldn't see. All I know is my nose hurt from whatever it was. Never in mylife have I been so scared. I turned to my left to cautiosly start walking in the direction of my left. Slow tantive steps.

I then again ran into a soild surface once again. i was starting to get pissed by this time, not only once did it happen but twice. I was pretty sure that my nose had to start bleeding by this point. I started in direction of my right hoping that this is the way out of my darken prison.

Nope.

Yet another wall. I couldn't control my anger and let out a hardy scream of frustration. Maybe if i keep screaming someone will hear me. I started to scream at the top of my lungs, hoping that anyone could hear me. I screamed till i couldn't any longer. My throat was burning from the abuse that I just put it through.

"You know screaming isn't going to help you. You need to calm down" came a voice from right beside me. I tensed and turned slowly. whoever this person is just came out of nowhere. I was hoping with everything that I had, that I wouldn't get mugged or even worse raped.

"I'm not going to do either of those things. Please you need to relax. Come sit" came the voice. When I finally turned fully to this person I couldn't believe my eyes. This man, had bright blue eyes that reminded me so much of Arizona's the only difference between Arizona and this man was that Arizona had blonde hair. This man had brown hair. He was quit handsome.

"Wha..What do you want from me" came the only response in my head. to say I was scared would be an under statement of the century. The only thing that I could see was him. I was still literally in the dark.

"I want to have a little talk with you Callie. That's it I promise" came this man's reply. How..Wait..Umm..

"Ho..How dou you know my name?"

"Oh, I know alot more about you than you think Callie. I know that you were born in Mexico, that you moved to Miami when you were 6 years old and grew up there until you attended med school. I know that your favorite color is navy blue, I could keep going on if you would like?" He stated. He took a seat on a bench that appeared out of nowhere. he patted the seat next to him as an invintation for me to sit next to him.

"Are you stalking me or something? Who the hell are you and what the hell do you want?" I was still scared beyond belief but I needed to know who he was. Their was something familiar about him, I just couldn't place it.

"Yes, you know me, well not personally but we do have someone in common." he gave his best sime. Dimples. OMG IT'S TIMOTHY!

"Tim..Timothy?" I had to ask, their was only one person that I knew that had dimples and that is Arizona. Timothy was Arizona's brother that died in Iraq over 4 years ago.

"Nice to finally meet you Callie. I know that this might seem as a shocker to you. So please come sit." He patted the seat next to him once more. I was speechless. Now I really am freaking out here. Am I dead/ Is this why i can see Timothy?

"Your not dead Callie. You are still vary much alive."

"Would you stop reading my thoughts, its very rude. Wait why am I saying this? If I'm alive then why are you here? Am I dreaming? What the hell is going on?" I was starting to hyperventilate.

"Callie calm down. You are alive. Right now you are stuck between two worlds. The living and the dead. Kinda like limbo. You are fighting for your life right now. I thought maybe I would come and see you. Get to know the person that just saved the life of my baby sister." He stated calmnly.

I'm in Limbo. I've only heard of such things. I can't remember how I even got here. Wait..I saved Arizona's life? Huh? So confused right now.

"I know that nothing makes since right now, but it will shortly. Callie I need for you to fight. I need for you to go back. Go back to the ones that love you. Go back to helping people. Their are alot of people that depend on you."

I couldn't help it, I laughed. I straight up laughed in his face. People needed me. If they needed me so bad then why were they always leaving. Why was it I was always alone? My family don't even talk to me anymore. They left as well. What more do I have left? Who would actually want me back down their or up their? I dont know which is which. I've been alone for so long that I can't see that anyone would even care if I were gone.

"You're wrong you know that right?" He turns his head to look in my eyes. i turned my head away from him.

"How can you say that I'm needed when all everyone ever does to me is leave? The only one that I think might be hurt would be Mark. He's truley the only one that I have. I might as well not even try." i state. I know I have alot of insecurities. But at this point since im "Fighting" for my life why not give up.

"See, that the part where you are wrong. What about Arizona, the person that you just saved. My sister. What about Bailey, The Chief. The Chief looks at you like your his daughter. Mark is your best friend. The one that held your hand through everything these last couple of years. You would brake alot of hearts if you left Callie. You may be estranged with your family, but that does not mean they don't love you. Arizona for instance, would be completly misarable without you. I know that you love her, hell if you didn't you wouldn't have saved her." He said with a smirk that looked so much like his sisters.

"Why do you keep saying that I saved her? No offence Tim, but you don't know anything. You don't know what it's like to love someone when they are in love with someone else. You don't know what it's like to get promoted at work and not be able to tell your family, hoping that they might be proud of you for once in their life. Arizona, is special. She makes me feel things I have never felt before. even for just a minute or a quick Hello, gives me butterflies that last for the rest of the day. But, I cant tell her this. i can't let her know this. I will not do anything to sacrifice the friendship that I have with her." I was pacing during my little rant. I was starting to get pissed, very pissed.

"I can't tell you what to do Callie. I can only give you advise. I can't tell you to live just because of my own selfish reasons. I can't tell you to let go because no one loves you. What I can tell you are the facts. The facts are that their are people that have had the blessing to know you and then their are the ones that haven't gotten to see the you that most people love and charish." Timothy turns his whole body towards me and grabs my hard looking straight in my eyes.

"There is someone that would be devistated if you didn't return. There is someone who would lose their daughter and their is someone that would lose a best friend. There is someone that would need your talents as a doctor that would help them walk again or even to write their name again. Callie you are great. You might not feel it, but their are people that know you are great. Greatness isn't something that you can snap your fingers and do. Greatness is something that you are born with and achieve. You have done both of those things. You were born to be great and when you put your mind to it your are great. Hell, from what I've been seeing you don't even try to be great, it just flows through you." he smiles his little dimple smile.

I let out a soft chuckle.

"I'm going to go, you have some thinking on your part. I just hope you make the right choice, no matter what you decide, where ever you go, you are still great." Timothy stands then starts to walk away. I turn my head back in front of me.

I don't know how long I stayed in that same spot just thinking. Thinking of people ones that I would leave behind, thinking or the ones that have left me behind. Thinking about the accomplishments that I have yet to make and the ones that I failed at.

I've made up my mind.

All I hear is beeping and soft murmurs of voices. My black world is starting to fade to a gray color, the a bright white. I slowly open my eyes to see the one person i was hoping to see.

Arizona.

"Calliope! Your awake!"