A/N: Thank you guys for the reviews. Hmmm lets see if any of you corrected correctly. I really am enjoying writing this story. Hopefully my next one will be a happy one. Guess we all have to wait and see. Anyways here is the next chapter. Enjoy.

Arizona's POV

"Arizona...Arizona is..."

"Mark do not and I repeat, DO NOT finish that statement" I said as I started to stir from Calliope's arms. I don't even remember that I fell asleep. Even though, that was one of the best sleeping experiances that I have had in a long time.

My whole body is sore, but my mind feels like a little of the haze that it has been in for a while has cleared a little.

"You know?" Mark asked. How could I forget, I was there when It happened. I was there when all everyone in the room did was laugh when it was happening. I was the one that was put on display for the whole world to see. So yeah I know

"Yes, I know" I couldn't look at Callie for fear of what she would think of me now that I am in this situation. A situation that I did not want, but a situation that I don"t know if I could take away. Every doctor that you go to claims that you have options. Yes, I must agree you do have an option, but are you willing to go through with those options, are you willing to give something up that has become apart of you for a little while. These so called options are hard to figure out. I don't care who you are. These are the worst that anyone could go through.

"Can someone please tell me what's going on? I feel as if you guys are keeping something from me. Your not dying are you?" How in the HELL am I suppose to explain this to her.

"I promise I will tell you , just not right now please. I'm still trying to get my head around it as it is." Callie just nodded her head and squeezed my hand in understanding.

I very easily and stifley extracted myself out of the bed. Mark on my side in an instant. I grabbed his hand and lead him out the door. It's not that I didn't want Callie to know, It's just I need a little while to think about it myself.

"Mark, please don't say anything to anyone right now. But I need a favor." After explaining what I needed and when, Mark agreed and left to do as I asked. Since, technically i'm not suppose to be walking or even moving right this minute. I slowly and I mean slowly walk (like at a snail's pace) back to the room that Callie and I are sharing. Since Callie woke up, I demanded that I be put in the same room as her that way I would be able to keep my own eyes on her to make sure that she was fine. I guess it's more for my bebifit than anyone elses, but I don't care. I got her in this situation and I plan on sticking to her like glue, till I know she is healed and dosn't want me around anymore.

I walked through the door to find Callie sleeping. I slowly lowered myself to cuddle into her side. Only in her arms have I felt the most safe. Marks came in second. But. Callie's definantly safe. Callie wrapped her arms round me and I felt as if I melted into her.

"Are you going to tell me or do you still need a little time?" She asked. I sat their for a few minutes thinking if I should tell he now or wait.

Their suddenly was a knock at the door. Mark entered with a wheel chair.

"Let's go blondie, people to see and people for me to do" I couldn't help the giggle that came from me. Even though this was a rough situation you had to give him credit for trying to lighten the mood a little.

"Mark, you are suck a perv. Is that all you think about?" Callie asked. Mark seemed to think about his answer

"Nope, dont think I do." He stated matter of factly. Which earned a loud laugh from me. I sat up slowly and turned around to face Callie. I bent down and kissed her on the cheek.

"I'll be back. Get some sleep. I'll explain I promise" she nodded her head and with Marks help I got in the wheel chair. Right before we were out the door Callie all but hollard

"Mark, take care of her, she's pretty special to me." She was looking at me the whole time.

"No problem Torres. I've got this" with that we walked out the door. I was thinking so hard that I wasn't paying attention to the fact that we were outside the room.

"Mark, you told her what happened didn't you?" I asked out of curiosity. Mark came in front of the wheel chair and bent down so that we were face to face. He had the most serious face that I have ever seen him have. It almost made me want to laugh to a certain degree. Cause come one Mark, serious?

"Yeah, I did. It will be ok Arizona. I know right now seems like life is tormenting you and you feel as if your in a black hole that just keeps going on and on. But, their are people here that care about you and that are willing to be thier every step of the way. I know we had a rough start and I'm sorry for that. But I am here now. I am here for you whenever you need me. I don't plan on leaving. I'm going to get on your nerves at times, but that's just me showing that I care. We are a family and I don't intend to lose a piece of that family."

I was stuck speachless. It's usually me that makes the speaches, but I have to give him credit that was on hellofa speech. Not being able to think of something to say I flung my arms around his shoulders and started to cry.

"Hey, none of that. What do you say we go and getcha looked at?" I just nodded.

We walked in and found the place empty. I looked at Mark who had a slight grin on his face and shrugged his shoulder. He helped me onto the table for the examination then left. I love Mark to death, but I love him even more for leaving.

The door opened to the examine room which startled me and I jumped off the table and landed on the floor. Needless to say I was once again in the fetal position. I was waiting and waiting, but nothing happened. A hand wasrubbing my back to try and comfort me. Trying to ease me out of my shock. The voice was soothing as well as the tender touch to my back.

"Arizona, it's ok. I'm not going to hurt you. It's ok." after about ten minutes, I uncurled myself to look at her.

"I didn't mean to scare you sweetie. How bout we get you up off the floor and get started?Hmm?" I couldnt speak. She still looks the same as the day that she left.

"Addison" was all I said till I hugged her to me for dear life.