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Confessions
Hermione's POV
I woke up the next morning to find that I had fallen asleep studying. I didn't really care if I was having a hard time in my life, I was going to keep my grades up. I got up and looked in the mirror, I lifted up my tank top that I slept in. I looked at my belly which was just growing, i smiled to myself as I ran my hand over my belly that's when Ron came in without knocking. His eyes widened as he saw how my belly was getting bigger, I blushed a deep red ''I'm sorry..." I pulled my shirt down.
''Its okay" I lied. It was not I could have been changing, he would have walked in and found me naked. "No its not Hermione, I'm sorry I'll just go so you can get ready" I smiled and nodded, as he shut the door I started to look for some clothes as soon as I found some I got into the shower. I changed in the bathroom when I go out, I couldn't stop staring at my belly in the mirror, I smiled and giggled.
Ginny's knocking on the door interrupted my laughter. I opened it up for her and there stood a wide eyed Ginny, "Hermione! Draco's Parents are here! They're talking to Dumbledore about something!" I turned pale, I didn't really know if it was about me but I was still worried. What if it was? I don't know what I would do, I had to think about it before anyone found out but this came to soon.
I ran out of the bathroom, I grabbed my school robe and put it on as I was walking out. Many people were in Gryffindor common room but I ignored their stares and ran out, I found that Dumbledore was talking to his parents and Draco was waiting outside with his ear pressed up against the door. my heart was skipping beats as I approached him, "Whats going on?" he shrugged and shushed me.
I nodded and pressed my ear up against the door as well, it was weird being like this with Draco Malfoy right in front of me. "He did what?" I heard Draco's father scream in outrage, Draco flinched along with me I hope Dumbledore didn't just tell him I was pregnant. I waited with Draco outside for a few minutes, until I couldn't take it anymore "I need to know whats going on!" Draco pulled me in and put his hand over my mouth.
I didn't mean to but I kicked him then ran away, the moment he touched me I got the painful memory of that night. I had screamed so loud it had made people stare, i was so embarrassed and I flushed a deep red in my hiding spot. When I screamed Lucius Malfoy opened the door and glared down at his son, he had said something but I couldn't hear him and he pulled Draco into the room.
I swore for probably the first time in my life, what if Dumbledore did tell them about the baby and they were telling Draco. I sighed and started pacing back and forth losing my patience, when someone walked by I only got weird stares from them. I tried my best to ignore them but then I started to wonder if they were looking at my stomach, every time someone passed by I pulled in my robe tighter.
Draco's POV
When Hermione screamed and ran from me I instantly regretted touching her, when my father stood there in the doorway and glared down at me I was scared. I had no idea what Dumbledore had told them, oh who am I kidding he told them that I raped her! I was Rapist and I couldn't change what I had done, I wish I could and I know that Hermione wished I could but I couldn't.
I was pushed into a chair next to my mother by my father, Dumbledore was sitting in his big chair with a serious look on his face. I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair, "Draco look at me!" I flinched at my father's words. I looked up at him even though I didn't want to, "This man just told us that you RAPED a muggle-born!" I sunk even lower into my chair.
I nodded my head, "Yes what?" I felt like the whole world had collapsed in on me. "Yes I did father!" I was suddenly so angry with him, he looked shocked at first at my tone but then covered it up with his icy stare. I glanced over at my mother who had tears going down her face, "I can't believe this!" Dumbledore crossed his arms in front of his chest.
I sighed and looked at the floor, I couldn't even look at my parents. The guilt was eating me alive, and I just couldn't take it anymore I had no idea how I was going to make it through the rest of the school year. I hated seeing Hermione everyday because she always had this blank expression on her face, "Draco!"my fathers growl interrupted my thoughts.
I stared at the floor before looking up, "Yes..?" I barley whispered. My father looked at me with fire burning in his eyes, "How could you be so stupid? You Raped a Muddblood!" I flinched and suddenly I was so angry with him for insulting her. "I Know I made a mistake!I can't change it! Her name is Hermione!" I stormed out of Dumbledore's office before I did something I would regret.
I was so angry that I didn't even notice that people were staring, I went to the Slytherin common room. I found that Crabbe and Goyle weren't there again, I wondered were they were but the only place that came to mind was the great hall. I lay down on my bed, there was definitely more to the story I just had to find out, I had to get Hermione to tell me.
I couldn't live with myself anymore I couldn't just talk to her,because I only thought about her screams, Merlin what was I thinking that night? I was stupid to do anything to that poor girl, oh come on now I was talking about her like this.
Hermione's POV
When Draco grabbed me I freaked out, how could he? I know that he didn't mean to touch me but he did, just like that night. He didn't mean to but he raped me anyway, I saw him storm out of Dumbledore's office and walked to the Slytherin common room. I freaked out then started walking around looking for Ginny Harry or Ron, I found Ron first.
"Hello Hermione, you okay? You kind of ran out of the common room this morning" I smiled at him then grabbed his hand and went into the library. He was flushed when we got there because we had been running down the corridors, "Whats wrong Hermione?" I laughed. I didn't know why but I was always happy when I was around Ron, "Nothing is wrong, you want to study" he nodded and sat down.
I sat on the chair across from him, and pulled out my books from my bag. He did the same and opened up his Divination book, I opened up potions. We studied in silence for a while, "so why did you run out this morning?" He asked as he wrote down an answer. I sighed because I really didn't want to tell him about the whole thing, "Um I just didn't want to borrow Hedwig from Harry, to send a letter to my parents" he nodded but didn't seem convinced.
"I'm sure Harry doesn't mind letting you borrow Hedwig" I smiled then continued working, he put his quill down and stared at me. "Hermione why don't you tell me whats really going on?" I wrote one more thing down before putting my quill down, "Okay you really want to know?" he nodded.
"I am going to have a baby, and the fathers my enemy! and most of all I'm going to be known as the school slut! Oh and I cant be with you! I love you Ronald Weasley!" I yelled but also whispered at the same time, I grabbed my stuff and walked out not giving him time to respond. I had tears rolling down my cheek, my vision was blurry but I still noticed that people were staring.
I continued walking to the common room, people still stared and pointed. I looked down at myself and I had pretty decent clothes on, so I had no idea why they were staring. I picked up my pace but no matter how fast I walked it felt like hours before I arrived, once I walked in everything got quiet and people stared.
I rushed up the stairs and walked into the bathroom, I had nothing on me so I had no idea what was wrong. I walked into my dorm and found my roommates, they stared then walked out. I ignored them and sat on my bed, suddenly I was crying so much I couldn't stop.
People say that babies bring joy, well I can't wait til this baby starts bringing tears of joy into my eyes.
Ron knocked on my door later on in the day, I didn't open it up until I finally got annoyed. "WHAT?" he didn't care that I had just yelled in his face, he bent down and kissed me.
A/N: Sorry I didn't upload sooner :(