It had been a quiet spring morning; Rebecca woke up to the sound of the birds and sighed to herself. Remus was off to work and Rebecca had the day off. She got up and got dressed before making herself something to eat. She popped in to the headquarters and immediately something felt wrong. She heard voices in the common area and made her way over. She sipped on her coffee and came in to the room. Moody, Caradoc, Albus and Emmeline all stood around in a huddle with grief written on their faces.

"Hey guys, what's going on?" She asked and she felt her stomach drop.

"I'm afraid there is terrible news." Caradoc said with tears in his eyes. He choked up and Rebecca's heart nearly stopped. Oh god had something happened to the Potters? She had just been there last night!

"Its Frank and Alice…" He choked and there was a shattering as Rebecca dropped her coffee mug.

"Bellatrix, Rabastan, and Rodolphus Lestrange and Barty Crouch Jr. got to them last night trying to get information, they are in Azkaban now…" He said and tears fell down her cheeks. "They tortured them in to insanity, they are never going to recover." He said and she gripped the doorway.

"Is Neville…where is Neville?" She croaked out.

"He was with his Grandmother, he is fine." He said and she made her way to the couch and sat down.

"A fate worse than death." Emmeline sighed softly as she wiped her tears.

"I am so sick of this, I really am." Rebecca said clenching her fists. She shot up and looked at the Order members before making her way out. She Apparated away and strode up to Sirius' door and gave a loud knock. She waited a moment before giving another pound on the door and suddenly the door opened and Sirius gave her a grumpy glare.

"Rebecca its 9 in the morning, what the bloody hell are you doing here trying to knock my door down?" He hissed.

"Who is it love?" Rebecca heard Jane say from down the hall.

"Its Rebecca." He said and looked at her and rubbed his eyes. "Something is wrong." He said looking at her again and she tried to blink back tears.

"It's the Longbottoms." She said and bit her lip. "The Lestranges and Crouch Jr got to them last night, they were tortured in to insanity." She said and tears fell down her cheeks.

"Oh god, no." He said and leaned against the wall and slid down.

"Neville is fine, he was with his grandma." She said and leaned against the doorway.

"Sirius, I can't handle this any more, I can't keep losing people." She said and knelt down to him and started to cry.

"I'm going to kill them." He muttered darkly as he lifted his head.

"Believe me I would too, they are in Azkaban though, I would be right behind you." She said touching his shoulder.

"Sirius is everything okay?" Jane asked as she came down the hall to him.

"No everything is not fucking okay, my friends…" He said and choked before he turned and punched the wall. Jane screamed and covered her mouth as Sirius pulled his hand from the wall and clutched it.

"Geeze Sirius." Rebecca said as she wiped her tears and pulled out her wand.

"Sirius…" Jane said softly and he looked at her.

"I think you should go." He said quietly to her and she stared at him. "Just go." He said and she hurried down the hall with a small sob.

"She was just trying to help you know." Rebecca said as he walked to the kitchen and sat down.

"I'm getting ready to go out there and-."

"I know, I feel the same way, it isn't fair." She said and started to work on fixing his hand.

"We are just sitting around and getting picked off every day, I haven't heard an ounce of good news in weeks." He muttered and grumbled as she fixed his hand.

"Try not to punch any walls anytime soon alright?" She said and wrapped his hand up.

"James and Lily are alright right?"

"I haven't heard anything but I assume so yes."

"I'm going to go make sure." He said getting up.

She sighed and stared at the floor, she had never been so angry in her life.

The next day news had come of Benjy Fenwicks death, there had only been pieces of him found in a brutal murder. The 2 weeks went by uneventful, no raids, no murders, no disappearances, a few death eaters had been captured, Igor Karkaroff, Evan Rosier had been killed during a capture which was the highlight of the week.

"Why are we even here? There is nothing here." Sirius said bored as he twirled his wand in his fingers. Rebecca looked away from the window and looked back at him.

"We were told to stay here until otherwise noted, that's what we are doing here." She said and sighed.

"It is pretty boring." Fabian said and prodded his brother who was dozing off.

"Gid, wake up." Rebecca said and kicked his chair he was sitting on. They were sitting inside a store that Sirius had managed to pick lock open.

"I'm up." Gideon said as he sat up sleepily.

"There is nothing happening, probably nothing will, can we just go back?" Sirius asked.

"We have to wait until 3 and if nothing happens then we can go." Rebecca said.

"What time is it now?" Sirius asked and she looked at the clock on the wall.

"11:30." She said and all three boys groaned.

The sounds of Gideon and Fabian snoring in the background made Rebecca look at Sirius.

"How are things with you and Jane?" She asked and he looked at her.

"Fine I guess. She's nice." He said and scratched his fingernails on the desk.

There was a long silence between them and Rebecca looked at the clock and watched the seconds roll by.

"Its a waste of time being here." He muttered.

"Never said joining the Order was going to be fun." She sighed.

"They used false advertising."

"That's how they get you to join." She chuckled.

"Why did you stay?" He asked and she looked at him.

"This became my home, you guys became my family, I didn't want to leave."

"What about Andrew?"

"Andy is doing his stuff. I didn't know what I wanted to do, I figured I would do something worthwhile while I figured things out."

"Have you figured them out?"

"Probably just keep up the Healer position, Madam Mary said I could be appointed Head of one of the Wards in a few years if I wanted. What about you?"

"No clue."

"I never imagined my life like this."

"I don't think any of us did. What time is it?"

"Nearly 2. I don't think anything is going to happen." She sighed.

"Do you think its right to lie to Remus?" He asked quietly and she looked at the twins who were snoring and looked to Sirius.

"About us?" She whispered and he nodded, dwindling his fingers.

"I mean I've thought about telling him-."

"Wanna have your cake and eat it too?" He said snidely and she glared at him.

"We didn't do anything wrong Sirius, I didn't cheat on Remus."

"Yeah but you slept with his best mate."

"Well you sure as hell weren't complaining, why don't you tell him?" She shot back and he looked away from her.

"I mean it was just a fling wasn't it?" She asked and he stayed quiet. "Sirius?"

"Its whatever." He shrugged nonchalantly.

"If you have something to say, say it Sirius."

"No." He said and got up. "I got to use the loo." He said and walked to the back and she laid her head down on the table.

Sirius didn't return for a few minutes and she was about to see if everything was all right when he walked up silently.

"I thought I was going to have to come after you." She said and he shrugged.

"Now what?" She asked. "Why are you not talking to me?"

"Do you want me to tell Remus? Is that what you want?"

"I don't know, I don't want to talk about it right now."

"Well you brought it up."

"Well I'm dropping it, alright, just drop it." He snapped and sighed angrily.

"Fine." She said crossing her arms over her chest.

"Any death eaters?" Gideon yawned as he woke up.

"No, we have an hour left till we can leave."

"I thought there were going to be death eaters." Fabian said and yawned.

"Yeah not tonight Fab." Rebecca muttered as she rubbed her temples.

"You know, I think Walcott is the only one who can tell us apart." Fabian said humorously.

"Our own mother can't even tell us apart."

"Well you guys just look alike, you guys aren't really that much alike." She said looking back at them and they looked at her flabbergasted.

"But we're twins."

"Its obvious I'm the better looking one, which is how she can tell us apart." Fabian said and Gideon scoffed.

"As if, dude we look the same." Gideon said and Fabian chuckled.

"We'll get you one of these days." Gideon smirked and Rebecca rolled her eyes as she turned back around and looked out the store window.

Three o'clock rolled around and Rebecca nudged Sirius who had fallen asleep.

"We can go." She said.

"This was such a waste of time." Sirius muttered.

"Well there was a tip off, perhaps they decided not to show up." Rebecca said and they stepped outside.

She turned to Sirius and the boys and suddenly there were screams coming from down the street.

"What the hell?" Rebecca said and pulled out her wand, the rest of them followed her down the street, silently and stealthily.

"Do you think we should call in backup?" Fabian asked as they hid in an alcove.

"Yeah." She said and pointed her wand down the street. A wolf shot out of her wand and ran out of sight and she turned back down the street where they had heard the screams.

"Come on, Sirius you come with me, boys, go down that way." She said pointing down the next street and they each made their way.

"Death eaters?" He whispered.

"We've been here all night and they choose now?" She said and hurried along. There was a flash of light from a house and they ducked behind some bushes. She saw the twins on the side of the house and she pointed to herself and the house and made her way towards the house and took a deep breath. She started to creep towards the house and peered in through the window and saw three hooded figures in the living room. She ducked back down and looked at where Sirius was and looked to the twins and held up three fingers and looked over barely and saw a 4th figure come in and waved her hand and held up 4 fingers. Her heart was pounding and she saw the boys make their way. She pointed to the twins to take the back side and she and Sirius would take the front.

He met her at the front door and she looked at him and gave a nod. She raised her wand and pushed the door open silently. They snuck in and herd the Death Eaters talking in hushed tones, seemingly arguing and she looked at Sirius. There was a sound of something breaking in the back of the house which alerted the death eaters.
"What was that?" Someone said.

"There's someone here." Another said and she peered around the corner and shot a stunning spell at one of the Death Eaters and they crumbled to the ground.

"Avada Kedavra!" Someone yelled and the wall above her head exploded and Sirius leaped out and shot a red spell at another Death Eater and he was thrown in to the wall and Sirius was thrown back.

"Crucio." She heard and Sirius screamed in pain as a Death Eater stood before him. His scream made her stomach drop and she shot up and looked to where Sirius was. She pointed her wand at a chair and threw it at the death eater as hard as she could. He fell in to a heap and Sirius laid on the ground panting.

"You guys okay?" Fabian said as he came in to the room and she ran over to Sirius.

"Are you okay?" She asked and he nodded and looked at the Death Eater next to him, a chair leg stuck through his stomach and chest and he shook for a moment before going still. She pulled the mask off and felt a jerk at her heart. The boy looked no older than 17, probably just out of Hogwarts.

"One got away." Fabian said and looked at the one sitting on the ground who she had stunned and he wrapped him up in chains and took his wand.

"We got the other one tied up in the kitchen, Gid is watching him."

"Glad you guys are okay." She said and helped Sirius up.

"Bad luck for that one." Fabian said and turned away from the dead death eater.

"I didn't mean to kill him, I just…" She said and looked at Sirius. It was not the first person she had killed, but it was certainly the youngest.

"Hey its fine." Sirius said touching her shoulder. There were footsteps and Moody came in followed by Caradoc.

"There is one in the kitchen as well, one got away." Fabian said and two others who Rebecca did not know disappeared in to the kitchen.

"Come on lets get you home, they can take it from here." Sirius said and led her out.

"Good job guys." Moody said as he stepped out.

"What were they here for?"

"Amanda Rosefield, it looks like she isn't here but her husband was, he wasn't so lucky." He said and Rebecca sighed and continued down the street.

"You going to be okay?"

"Yeah." She nodded. "I didn't enjoy that as much as I thought I would." She muttered and looked at him. "It didn't feel good to take someone's life, even if I hated them, It doesn't feel like revenge, it just feels horrible and wrong. Knowing I will probably do it again before the end of this war doesn't make me feel better." She said and he nodded.

"It's going to be alright." He said and they apparated away.

James sat with Lily in the porch swing, a large weight finally off his shoulders. They had the Fidelius charm performed and they were now finally safe. He had been surprised when Sirius had come to them a few hours before the charm and told them to choose Peter as the secret keeper. It was safer for everyone, no one would ever suspect that Peter was the Keeper, they were all safe. His mind fell to the Longbottoms and his heart broke. He had liked the Longbottoms very much, everyone did. They were great Aurors, Frank had been his Auror Trainer and had tested him for his license. Not to mentioned they had kids together. He had envisioned them bidding their kids farewell as they went off to Hogwarts when that day came and now they were gone. He had gone to see them and his heart was shattered at what they had become.

'Where are we going?" Rebecca smiled as she walked blindfolded with Remus.

"You'll see, you're going to like it." He said and uncovered her eyes. Before her was a candlelit dinner next to a lake.

"Wow, I didn't even know this place was here." She said with a smile as she looked around, it was nearly a full moon and the moon lit everything up.

"Well I know its not much but I wanted our two year anniversary to be special."

"Remus its wonderful." She said with a smile and tears in her eyes. "Thank you." She said and kissed him.

"Come on, please sit." He said and opened the basket.

"Where did you learn to cook Remus?" She asked and he chuckled.

"Actually Lily made it." He smiled sheepishly.

"Remus this is wonderful, it really is, and it's so beautiful." She said and he filled her plate with rosemary chicken, potatoes and vegetables. He filled up their wine glasses and held his up.

"Becky, you have no idea how happy you have made me these last two years, words can not describe, you are the love of my life." He said and she felt her chest tighten as she held back tears.

"Remus you are everything I could want in a man and more, I can't imagine loving anyone more than I love you." She said and they clinked their glasses and she kissed him.

"I love you." She said smiling.

"I love you too Becky." He said grinning widely.

The Order crept through the forest. Ever since Caradoc had gone missing the Order had been on over drive. It had only been a day and most figured that he was already dead but they were out here because they hoped he was still alive, after all, she had been a captive for almost a month and came out alive but she figured he wouldn't be as lucky.

"Where do you suppose this place is?" Fabian said coming up on her right.

"I don't know, maybe up there." Gideon said pointing towards a cave.

"Guys up there." She said to the people behind her and pointed to the cave.

"It looks creepy." Peter said wearily.

"It looks like the perfect place for an evil overlord lair." Rebecca muttered as they started up towards it.

"Do you suppose it's a trap?" Gideon asked.

"Of course Gid." Fabian chuckled and everyone started to surround the cave.

"So who's going to go first?" She whispered and looked at the twins.

"SHIT!" Someone yelled and everyone turned around and saw Death Eaters start appearing behind them.

"FIGHT!" Moody yelled and spells started flying every which way.

They were outnumbered two to one, they had been tipped off. The Death Eaters didn't even care, none of them wore their masks.

"Hey Malfoy!" Rebecca yelled and he turned towards her and she spun her wand around her hand which created a fireball in her palm, she gave it a quick puff of air and a stream of fire flew towards him. He dodged her and gave her a smirk and she smiled wide and looked at his robes.

"Reducto!" She said and he flew back and slammed in to another Death Eater, knocking him over.

She looked over at Remus who had two on him and ran over to him, narrowly missing a stray spell and forgot her wand as she tackled one of the Death Eaters and punched them furiously, throwing their wand out of their hand.

"Don't you touch my boyfriend." She yelled and gave one final punch before getting up. She looked at Remus who gave her a relieved look. She looked at the Death Eater on the ground knocked out and Remus pulled her away from a Killing curse.

"Are you okay?" She asked and he nodded.

"Good, don't die." She smiled and ran off to help Emmeline and Dorcas Meadows.

Suddenly she heard singing and saw the twins fighting Death Eaters back to back.

"I was just a skinny laaad, Never knew no good from baaaad..." Fabian started
"But I knew life before I left my nurseryyyyyy!" Gideon piped up
"Left alone with big fat Fannyyyy, She was such a naughty nannyyyyy!" Fabian laughed cracking two Death Eaters heads together
"Heap big woman you made a bad boy out of meeeeeeeeeeeeee!" They sung together horribly out of tune.

"That's right, we'll burst their eardrums!" Moody said sarcastically, "Good plan team!"

She disarmed a Death Eater and with a wave of her wand she knocked three off their feet. She pointed to the tree near them and there was a loud crack and it came down, they scrambled to get away and she smiled. She turned back to the twins which had acquired more death Eaters. She was thrown off her feet and her head hit a rock and she felt woozy. She felt hardly able to move and she lifted her head as 5 Death Eaters surrounded them.

"Reducto! Stupefy!"
"Petrificus Totalus!"
"Furnunculus!"
"Incarcerous!"
Gideon was laughing "It that all you GOT?"
"Weaklings!" Fabian chimed in with an identical grin on his face
"AVADA KEDAVRA!" the five Death Eaters all yelled at once.

Her body reeled as she pulled herself up groggily.

"You bastards!" She yelled and started firing off spells at the Death Eaters.

"Avada Kedavra!" She shouted and hit a Death Eater square in the chest. She turned and hurled a large rock at another, pinning him to a tree.

"Walcott, we're leaving." Arms said as they wrapped around her waist.

"They killed them!" She screamed and continued to fire off spell. She fell to the floor in the Headquarters as a spell hit the wall and blasted it apart and she cried.

"Walcott come back to me." Someone said and she looked up at Sirius.

"I'll kill them all, let me kill them." She cried and he pulled her in to a hug.

"Shhhh." He said and held her tight.

"Becky!" Remus said and she looked up as Remus stumbled over to her, limping on his right leg. "Thank goodness you're alright. Thank you Pads." He said and she breathed heavy.

"I'm going to kill them. All of them." She cried as she fought against Remus before falling limp in his arms.

"Do you think anyone else saw?" Remus asked quietly and Sirius rubbed the back of his neck.

"I don't think so, most everyone was already gone." He said as he sat down on the couch and put his face in his hands. They had lost three Order members tonight, Dorcas Meadows, he had nearly tripped over her body running to get Rebecca, and the twins. He sighed to himself, they were 4 years ahead of them in school, they had been their idols in mischief and he couldn't believe both of them were gone.

A/N: I think there is only going to be two of three more chapters left, cant wait to start on the new series!