A/N: AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FAYRE KNOWS! Sort of…

Recap: Fayre was kidnapped by none other than Carley the evil Hufflepuff herself. She was kept in the Shrieking Shack and Remus finds her there on a full moon. He gets her out into the air but, unfortunately for her, not in enough time before he turns. When Sirius gets there, Fayre gets her face slashed by Remus' werewolf claws. She thinks she's going insane and runs to Peter who's in the woods. And she saw James and Sirius as their respectable animal beings.

Chapter 14

I blinked my eyes a few times, morning light shining in them. Oh Merlin, my face hurts, I thought as I adjusted to the light.

"Hey sleepy head," I heard James' voice say near my face. I jolted back and hit my head against the headboard. I rubbed it as I looked around.

"Don't crowd her! Don't CROWD HER!" said Madam Pomfrey pushing her way through my friends.

"How do you feel?" she asked.

"Well, my head sort of hurts…" I said rubbing the back of my head, completely forgetting about my sore face.

"Do you…remember anything that happened last night?" she asked. I narrowed my eyes, thinking.

"No…" I said slowly. Everyone breathed a sigh of relief. I looked at each of them. Slowly, and carefully, like I was trying to figure out what secret each of them were hiding. First, was Lily. I met her green eyes and they twinkled as she smiled at me. But the rims of her eyes were red, as if she had been crying. Then, I met James' deep hazel eyes. He smiled crookedly but confused, as if wondering why I was looking at him. Then I looked at Peter's black watery eyes. He always looked confused, but this time, he was definitely hiding something. Next to Peter was Sirius. He ran his hand through his messy black hair and looked up at me with liquid silver eyes. The color in his irises mixed and swirled like they were in a pot around his pupils. As I looked into his silver orbs… I couldn't help but remember something. An image of the silver full moon appeared in my head. I shook the thought out as I looked towards Remus. His light brown hair was covering up part of his face as for he was turned and refused to look at me. I stared at him for a moment longer when he snuck a glance at me, hoping I had looked away… But, I hadn't.

Liquid gold eyes met mine. He looked scared, confused, and…ashamed. I subconsciously touched my face as I stared unmoving at his gold eyes.

Gold. Silver. Pain.

It all came rushing to me at once, the memory, as I ran my fingers gently across my newly found scar.

Gold eyes. Silver moon. Pain.

As if under a spell, I stared at him some more, and I couldn't look away.

Werewolf.

And then, I screamed.

Sirius' POV

She was looking around the room, staring at each of us after we all simultaneously sighed at her not remembering what had happened the other night. I was standing next to Remus and as she was looking at James, I patted his shoulder.

"Don't worry, mate," I whispered into his ear, "turns out she doesn't remember a thing." 'Course she would, I thought chuckling to myself. She looked at me after she looked at Peter, suspiciously. I ran my hand through my hair, absentmindedly, and stared right back at her. There were four scars running down the side of her face. It crossed over her eye and down to the corner of her mouth, that's where it stopped. It was pink and raw and I don't think she had noticed it yet. But I couldn't help feel a knot grow in my throat as I stared at her. Madam Pomfrey said it was never going to go away with magic, maybe with time, but they were really deep cuts. If I had came a little earlier…

I breathed out as she looked away, to Remus. There she stared at him, as if recognizing something. Oh Merlin, please, for Remus' sake…

As their gazes locked, her eyes widened. She felt her scar on her face, as if just noticing it. She let her fingers trace over it, gently, as she stared at Remus. It was as if there was a spell on both of them. Remus couldn't look away, and neither could she. Her mouth opened and closed, like a fish's. Her lips were left open slightly as she reached the end of her scar, at the corner of her mouth. She still didn't look away from Remus as she let her hand drop into her lap. She took an intake of air.

Then she started screaming. Tears were running down her face but she still didn't look away from Remus when he looked away. The salty tears obviously stung her cuts because then she looked away and her screams turned shriller and whimpering. Madam Pomfrey did a spell as Remus walked out. James followed after him. Lily just covered her face, and didn't move. I just stood there. This was the very first time I had ever thought my friend could ever possibly be a threat to anyone.

And it wasn't a good feeling.

Fayre's POV

I traced my scar as we ate. I didn't really speak to Remus. It had been a couple of days and for the first time, I was able to leave the Hospital wing. I hadn't really talked to any of my friends. I was eating with Grace (If anyone can get her to stop talking about Sirius…I will be eternally grateful) and Claudia. Ariana was somewhere… Lily was eating with the Marauders but kept sneaking glances at me.

After that first day in the hospital wing, Remus never came to visit again. I guess he didn't want to deal with a girl screaming at the top of her lungs calling him a monster. I didn't want those two words to be in a sentence with each other ever… Remus and monster. But…

There's always a 'but', with everything. When I kissed Remus, there was a 'but Sirius' in my head. When I hang out with Sirius, and forget about the world, there's a 'but does he feel the same way?' When Carley kidnapped me, there was a 'but why?'

There was a 'but' and a 'why'.

But, Remus is a monster.

Why, why did it have to be Remus?

A/N: I know… Really short chapter… And it's really sad. I hope I don't bring any of ya down…

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Even though there's nothing to cry about…but I cried.

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XOXOXOXO,

Innocently Beautiful