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Chapter 15

A: N I do not own rookie blue. I only own the story I am writing.

Sam closed and locked the front door of his apartment after Oliver had left. He was grateful for Oliver coming to check up on him. He knew that Jerry's death had affected Oliver badly too. The three of them were best friends, after all.

He sighed and went to his bedroom to get his clothes ready to have a shower and go to bed. He needed an early night. Too much had happened in the last few days. He needed an early night.

As he got out of his bedroom, there was a knock on his front door. He sighed and looked at the time wondering who it could be at this time of night.

He went to the front door and opened the front door to see Andy there, with watery eyes, shivering from the cold.

'Andy', he began saying. She shook her head and let herself into his apartment.

'Andy', he said again. 'No, you don't get to do that, you don't get to talk first', she snapped back at him. Sam just nodded and sat down at his couch. Andy followed him and sat down next to him

'How dare you', she said to Sam. Sam just looked at her shocked.

Andy got up and started pacing around his lounge room. 'I know your grieving Sam, I know he was your best friend, I know this has hit you hard, but you don't get to make this decision about our relationship without hearing my side of the story, that is not fair Sam', she finished saying.

Sam looked at her and nodded his head, telling her to continue.

She paced around the living room, slowly.

'That night, when you went missing, while you were undercover, that was the most terrible night of my life', she started saying.

'When I left your apartment, and saw Brennan there, I thought I stuffed up somehow, I thought I blew your cover', she continued.

'Andy', he said softly.

'No Sam, let me finish', she continued.

He just nodded his head and let her continue.

'When you came out of that house, injured, my whole heart sank', she said her head down. 'The way you looked at me when you came out of that house, I honestly thought you blamed me for what had happened to you', she said.

Sam just looked at her in shock.

'Andy', he said. How could you possibly think that? He asked her. Andy just shrugged her shoulders. 'It was the way you looked at me, the fear in your eyes', she continued.

Sam got up and went up to her. He grabbed her hands and held onto them tightly.

'The way I was looking at you that were fear in my eyes' he continued. 'I wanted to make sure you were okay', he said. 'If Brennan had hurt you in anyway, I would never have forgiven myself', he said softly to her.

Andy nodded in understanding.

'I get that, I really do', she said softly back.

'I miss you', he said softly resting his head against hers.

Tears started coming down her face. He wiped them away with his fingers.

'You pushed me away', she said softly.

He sighed and put his head forehead against hers.

'I'm sorry', he whispered softly. She nodded in understanding.

'Don't resign', he said looking at her straight into her eyes.

She sighed and rested her head in his shoulders.

'I have to Sam', she said quietly. Why? He asked her. She shrugged her shoulders once again.

'Because, it will be easier to get over you if I am not in the same job as you are, I can't risk working in another division when you are in the same job as I am', she said softly.

He looked straight into her eyes and sighed.

A: N and that is chapter 15. Please don't hate me. I just didn't want to make this chapter too long