Disclaimer: Victorious is not mine.

A/N: You guys are going to be so mad at me after reading this chapter...

CHAPTER 8: The Real Cat

Shit, I think my hormones were taking over my body. I don't think I'm really ready for this. I've never been this sensitive about sex before, but when it has to do with Cat, it means much more than sex. Was I really ready for that?

When Cat dragged me to her room, I was shocked that we were really actually about to do this. Cat just doesn't seem like the type of girl that would agree to have sex so quickly. It made me think about if she felt like it was more than sex too. What if she was just playing with my mind for sex? No, Cat couldn't do that. Wait... couldn't, or wouldn't? Cat doesn't seem like the type of girl to even know what sex is or how to do it. Ugh, I need to just shut the fuck up before I change my mind about making love to her.

Shit... I can't fucking shut up my thoughts! Cat tried to grab my hand and lead me to her bed, but my hand was so sweaty, that her hand just slipped from mine.

"Jadey?" I looked up from her pink carpet to her coffee brown eyes. Damn, I do love coffee... "Are you okay? We don't have to do this if you don't want to. I understand if you don't want me in a sexual way."

I was confused, Cat was acting smart about things, like she wasn't oblivious. "Cat... you seem so innocent... I feel so lucky to be the one to make love to you, but I can't see me as the one to take your virginity."

"I... I know, I look so fucking innocent..." I flinched as she cussed. The words sounded so harsh and strange coming out of Cat's soft, pink lips. ""I've just always wanted to do this with you..." She began to blush. "Listen Jade..." She looked up at me "I'm not what I act like at school. I'm not stupid, innocent, or oblivious. I know what happens around me. I know about dirty things. And I don't watch disney movies all the time, and whatever else you think I do. Other people are the stupid ones. I don't know if you understand what I mean, but people are so fucking stupid! I don't like being myself around people that won't understand. That's one reason why I admire you so much. You're you, and you'd never let anyone change that. I want to show you the real me. You're the only person that I could ever even be myself around. I love you so much Jade, and I understand if you don't want to have sex with me right now. Sorry for being a huge fake, I know you hate when people aren't themselves."

I sat on her bed in silence for a long time before finally speaking. When I looked back at Cat, she had tears in her eyes. "Baby, don't cry. I'm actually extremely turned on right now. I really appriciate you telling me that. And I'm extremely honored to have the chance to get to know the real you. Cat, I love YOU. Yes, I do hate fake people, but you're not fake. You're just in a fake world and you're trying to fit in with it. I love whoever you are inside. Nothing will ever change that. And, I'm sorry baby, but I think it's best if we hold off the sex for a little bit so I can get to know the real you." I smiled and leaned in, closing the gap between our lips. Her tongue slithered into my mouth, and I allowed it to explore. She tasted so sweet, and I was completely addicted to her. I'm done trying to stop this addiction.

"I don't want this night to be over yet." Cat whipsered.

"It doesn't have to be. Would you like to go out on a date?" I asked her.

She smiled and nodded. "I would love that."

A/N: I told you that you'd hate me! I'm sorry that I didn't make them have sex, but I promise they will eventually! So, do you wanna see how the real Cat is? Review! XOXO

Lmao... my girlfriend is probably so mad at me now...

I'm sorry Zoe! Haha, I love you baby :) Haha, and I hope you know that this is what I'm gonna do before we have sex! I'm just going to tease you the whole time! ;)