[Brendon]
So it's been a while, we broke up to focus on the band. Priorities changed, it kind of sucked. I really could have seen my future with Ryan, but I guess for now, it's not meant to be.
We graduated high school, all four of us ready to take on the world. We put all of our time into recording and doing small shows. Those small shows slowly turned into bigger shows and people finally were singing what we wrote back to them. It all seemed so surreal.
I started seeing some girls, just the average groupies that would follow us on tour, it was great but there was just a lack of connection. Admittedly, Ryan and I did spend some nights together, just cuddling in bed. It reminded me so much of what we used to be, how in love we were, well…how I still am. There's just something about this boy.