Chapter 25: Sex is Great But is it Worth Losing a Mate?
Lessons started the next day and that week went by fast. I went to go see my mothers grave when ever I got the chance. But for some reason I felt like being alone. I found a class room that hasn't been used for a long time.
I went in there when ever I had the chance. It was the weekend and I finished all of my homework. So I pulled out a bottle of fire whiskey. I was taking me fifth drink when someone walking the room. I put the bottle away and looked at who came in.
"Hey Wicked I thought I fine you here."
Said Sirius as he walked over to me and sat across from me.
"You want some?"
I held out the bottle of fire whiskey. His eyes got huge but he took it and took a drink.
"Where did you get the fire whiskey from?"
I smiled and took the bottle and took a long draft from it.
"I have my ways Sirius. I got a few bottles."
He smiled and took the bottle back. We sat there drinking a few bottles of fire whiskey. Before I started drinking I put up a barrier so no one could hear us. We were laughing and having a great time.
When the last bottle was gone I tried to stand up but I fell sideways into Sirius. We both fell onto some of the desks that was pushed together. I was laying on top of Sirius and his arms were around my waist.
Our faces were close together and I could feel his breath on my lips. He's warm grey eyes looked into mine. Then he lifted his head and pressed his lips against mine. They felt like nothing I very felt before.
It felt so right in so many ways. Sirius's hands squeezed my bum and the other went up my shirt. He unhooked my bra and then I pulled away.
"Whats wrong?"
He asked as he looked at me. I sat on his lap and took off my shirt and bra. He sat up and one of his hands cups my breast. I let out a soft moan and then his mouth was on the other breast sucking and biting the nipple softly.
I moaned loader and then I pulled up his shirt. His body was even more built then the last time I saw him with out a shirt. I could feel his erection rubbing up against my spot. Then he rolled me over so he was on top of me.
He licked my lips and made his way down to my pants. Sirius slowly undid them and pulled them down. After they were down the did the same with my knickers. I was completely naked and then Sirius pulled down his as while. His cock was hard and huge.
I could feel my face go hot and then he went back down to my private parts. He slid one finger inside of me, it felt so good that I could feel my self getting wet. Then he put two fingers in going in and out. I was moaning and breathing hard.
When he stopped I thought he was going to come back up to the top of me. But then he pulled me closer then his mouth was on it. His tongue slid into me I gasped and moaned at the same time.
I could feel him sucking on my clit as his tongue went in and out of me. Then I could feel my body tensed up then I let out a load moan and then cam.
"Mmm you taste so good Wicked."
Sirius said as he licked my stomach, breast and neck. I was breathing hard but when we snogged I couldn't care less. I could feel his cock rubbing against my spot. It pushed against the opening and I let out a moan of longing.
"You want me to put it in?"
He said as he pulled away to look at me.
"Yes. I want you in me Patfoot. I want you!"
He smirked at me. Then he pushed more into me it hurt but I didn't let it show on my face. When it was all the way in then slowly pull it out but he left the head of his cock in me. Then pushed it back in till it started to feel good.
"Faster."
I said in a husky voice. Then he started to go faster and harder. He was moaning with me his mouth was on my neck and he was sucking and biting it.
There was going to be a few hickey's from him and he would have some from me as while. At some point I rolled on top of him and started to ride him. He like this my hands on his chest helping me to push my self up and down.
His hands were on my hips as he thrust is cock deeper into me.
"I'm going to cum!"
We both said at the same time. He pushed his cock so deep into me and cam hard into me. At the same time I cam all over his cock. I laid on his chest breathing hard. Sirius's arms were around me holding me close to him.
"That was great. You are the best I ever had."
Sirius said in a sleepy voice. Then he started to snore softly and I too fell asleep.
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The next morning I woke up and the bed I was laying on felt good. I had the best dream last night. Me and Sirius shagging yeah I thought about it but that was great. I didn't want to open my eyes but when something tighten around me.
I opened my eyes to see beautiful grey eyes looking back at me.
"That wasn't a dream."
I said out loud. Sirius's face was red but he didn't let me go.
"I know we were drank and we didn't know what we were doing. I'm sorry Mercy."
He looked away and I put my face into his neck.
"I'm not sorry Sirius if my first time was going to be with someone. I rather it be with someone I know and trust. Then with someone I don't."
He pushed me back to look my in the eyes.
"Do you really mean that? You wont regret it later?"
I smiled at him and kissed his lips.
"I wont regret it but if you don't want to do it again. Its fine with me but know that if you ever want to let me know."
I smiled at him then got up and put on my clothes. Sirius watched me with a smile on his face.
"See you at breakfast love."
I said as I walked out of the class room. When I go to the Great Hall James and the rest of my friends were there. I went over and sat next to Remus and Lily.
"Where have you been Mercy?"
Lily asked me as I started to pile food on my plate.
"Oh just wanted to be alone. I found a room that I been hanging in."
Then I started to eat. She looked at me.
"Did you see Sirius at any point during the night?"
James asked.
"No I didn't then again I was so pissed faced that I don't remember most of the night."
They all looked at me.
"You got pissed faced and you didn't tell us."
James looked mad.
"Will I wanted to drink alone but next time I let you know."
He smiled and I started to eat. Sirius came in and sat across from me. He smiled at me and I smiled back. My body started to get hot and my heart started to beat faster. I didn't like it show on my face.
"I got stuff to do I see you guys later."
Then got up and left.
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Sirius's POV
Something was wrong with Wicked. She didn't even finished her food. After she left I got up and followed her. She went to her mothers grave and sat down. I stayed behind a tree and listened to her talk to her mothers grave stone.
"I don't know what to do mother. What we did was great gut I don't think I can look at him the same way anymore. I have this feeling for him and I don't know what it is. I don't think he feels the same."
She took a deep breath.
"He's been with so many girls and I have seen him shag a few times. I need to get my cleared. We got drunk and it was just a one time thing. He forget about it soon enough and every thing can go back to normal."
Then she stopped talking for a while. When did she see me and the birds I shagged? Wait was it her that I saw when I heard the door open that time? We were really drunk that night and I guess my true feelings came out. Did I really think that? Do I really love her more then a sister?
But I don't think she feels the same way. For her I be what she wants me to be. If it's a mate or a lover I will be that for her. Then the sounds of sobbing started and I couldn't help my self. I walked over to her and sat next to her.
Putting a arm around her and she looked at me then put her face into my shoulder and sobbed. I pulled her into my lap to hold her. Wicked put her arms around my neck. "Thanks Patfoot for being here."
She pulled back to look at me with red eyes.
"Anytime Wicked you are one of my best mates."
Then a owl came to her with a letter. She pulled it from it beak and read the letter. "I have to go to the headmasters office. I see you later."
She was getting up and I got up with her.
"I walk you to his office love."
She smiled and nodded. We walked sided by sided all the way to the headmasters office.
"Want me to wait for you?"
I asked her before she walked away from me. She turned around and looked at me. "Only if you want to wait."
Wicked said in a husky voice. Then she was gone. I waited for her to come back. It was a few minutes later when she came back down. She had this look on her face that made me worry.
"What did he want?"
I asked as we walked down to dinner.
"I cant tell you Patfoot. I'm sorry."
I really wanted to know but I better not push it. When we got to the great hall I sat next to James and she next Remus.
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No One's POV
So for the next few weeks Mercy and Sirius went back to normal. Not completely normal but mostly the same as before. But Sirius stopped shagging for a long time. He took up following Mercy around like a puppy.
James and the rest notice that something was up with the two of them. James ask Lily about it but she didn't know as while. They started to be friends.
"I'm really worried about Sirius. He never wants to leave Mercy's side."
James said to his friends. Remus and Peter looked at him and Lily closed her eyes. "I know but that night she got drunk. Is when it started up and Mercy took up being alone in the library."
Lily said in a soft voice. James put a arm around her but she just pushed him away.
"What do you think she is doing in there?"
Peter asked his friends.
"I wish I knew."
Said a new voice. Sirius walked over to his friends and sat on the floor next to the fire. They all looked at him.
"What do you mean Patfoot?"
James asked his best mate.
"She got a letter from the headmaster a few weeks back and she been acting different since then."
Sirius laid back on his back.
"Were is she now?"
Remus asked Sirius.
"Went to the headmasters office again. She told me that she was going to be a while. So I came back and I need your guys help to find out what is going on with her." Lily piped up.
"I could start asking her what she is doing and if she needs help?"
She said.
"That would be a start."
Sirius said as she smiled at him. They talked about what they could do to help Sirius out. But the more they talk the more that they wanted to know what she was up to. But if they find out her secret what will they do? ? ?