Chapter 29: So In Love With Two
Remus's POV
Its been a few days since very one came to Mercy's house. James and Sirius comes over a lot. Lily and James went very were together besides the bathroom.
But Mercy has been watching Lily like she was guarding her. Now that I think about it why did she ask her over for the summer?
I know they are friends but why? Did James ask her to invite Lily over so they could be together?
"Hey Remus are you ok?"
I looked to see a smiling Mercy that made my face go pink.
"Yes why do you ask?"
She sat next to me and put her head on my shoulder.
"You are spacing out and you have that worried look on your face."
We were watching the others play a video game.
"Can I ask you something Mercy?"
I whispered in her ear? She looked at me and nodded her head.
"Why did you ask over Lily for?"
Her face went blank and when she spoke she showed no emotion on it.
"Cause she is a good mate and it would be nice to have her over for the summer. Besides its nice to have another girl around with all the boys. Do you really wanted me to be alone here with Adam?"
She got me there. I didn't want her to be alone with that Adam. I see how he looks at her and the way he touches her. Then a soft giggle dragged me out of my thoughts.
"Why are you jealous for?"
I looked at her.
"I'm not jealous."
I said softly. She smiled and sniffed me.
"No you are jealous about something I can smell it on you."
I know the full moon I close but her senses are a lot better then mine. It was like she could read my mind.
"You are more human then me Remus so you don't need your animal senses like me. Even after the full moon my senses are still strong. I need them cause they help me to survive."
She said in a low but sad voice.
"Your human to Mercy."
I said as I wrapped my arms around her. She smiled at me.
"I might look human but I don't feel human and I'm ok with that."
Then Adam came over.
"What are you too being so whispery about?"
He said that laud enough that the others heard him and turned to see what we were doing.
"Why do you want to know?"
Mercy said nicely.
"Cause I want to know."
Mercy rolled her eyes.
"You don't own my Adam I can talk to who every I want. You sound just like Sirius sometimes."
That really pissed him off. He huffed and walked out of the room. Patfoot turned and looked at her.
"What do you mean by that?"
He didn't sound mad but there was something in his eyes. She rolled her eyes. "You remember when you didn't want me hang around with him? But at lest you stop telling me who I could hang with."
I put my face into her neck so they other wouldn't see me smiling and trying not to laugh. Then they went back on to playing there game.
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Sirius's POV
Adam thinks that he is living with Wicked means that he owns her. How much that pisses me off.
I was jealous of Remus for hanging all over her as while but he's my mate. I still don't know what my feelings are for Wicked.
That night we spent in each others arms is still in my mind. I dream about that night so often that I don't want to wake up. Then Wicked got up.
"I be back later I have some stuff I need to do."
Then she left. Lily and James were going at it. The game they were playing Lily was kicking James butt and he didn't like that.
After a hour or so is when we heard the music. It was low but we all stood up and followed it:
Crashed on the floor when I moved inThis little bungalow with some strange new friendsStay up too late, and I'm too thinWe promise each other it's 'til the endNow we're spinning empty bottlesIt's the six of usWith pretty eyed boys girls die to trustI can't resist the dayNo, I can't resist the day
I t was coming from down to the pool but as we past a door that was cracked. We walked in cause the music was come from there.
It looked like a music studio and there was a huge piece of glass. On the other side was Wicked and she was singing.
She was wearing her short shorts and a sports bra. Her hair was wet so she must took a shower or just got out of the pool.
But we stood there listening as she went one:
Jenny screams out and it's no pose'Cause when she dances she goes and goesFire whiskey through the nose on an inside jokeAnd I'm so excited, I haven't spokenAnd she's so pretty, and she's so sureMaybe I'm more clever than a girl like herSummer's all in bloomSummer is ending soonIt's alright and it's nice not to be so aloneBut I hold on to your secrets in dark rooms
Maybe I'm a little bit over my headI come undone at the things he saidAnd he's so funny in his bright red shirtWe were all in love and we all got hurtI sneak into his car's cracked leather seatThe smell of gasoline in the summer heatBoy, we're going way too fastIt's all too sweet to last
It's alrightAnd I put myself in his handsBut I hold on to your secrets in dark roomsLove, or something ignites in my veinsAnd I pray it never fades in dark roomsMy first time, hard to explainRush of blood, oh, and a little bit of painOn a cloudy day, it's more common than you thinkHe's my first LoveMaybe you were all faster than meWe gave each other up so easilyThese silly little wounds will never mendI feel so far from where I've beenSo I go, and I will not be back here againI'm gone as the day is fading on dark roomsI lied, wrote my injuries all in the dustIn my heart is the six of usIn dark roomsAnd you, maybe you'll remember meWhat I gave is yours to keepIn dark rooms In dark rooms
In dark rooms
When she was done she came back out and stared at us.
"Umm how long have you been in here?"
Her face was pink.
"Not long."
Lily said.
"Did we disturb you?"
James ask but Wicked just smiled.
"Sorry I had this in my head for a while and I want to put it down so I wouldn't forget it. So what do you thing?"
It sound like the night we made love.
"It was beautiful Mercy."
Lily said as she sat down in a chair.
"Thanks Lils. Just wait till I put a rhythm to it."
We talked about her sing and who she should to pro. But Wicked said she just did this for fun.
While we talked she started to put a rhythm to the song and when it was time for dinner she was done. We all went but up to the kitchen and the girls and Remus started to cook.
I couldn't help but to keep my eyes on Wicked. She looked so fine in her clothes. It's a shame that she didn't dress like this all the time.
But if she did then other guys would see her like this. I wouldn't like that. Then Adam came in and sat next to Peter.
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Mercy's POV
After dinner we all just went to the movie room and just watched movies. I was in my chair balled up thinking.
When we were cooking Sirius was deep in thought and I wanted to know what he was thinking about. I looked over at him.
He was laying on the floor with Peter. Then he looked at me smiled and turned back to the T.V. I wonder if he knew that song was about us and the rest of the marauders?
I don't think they would ever now. Unless I tell them but if I did that then they wouldn't what to know who I slept with. I put my face into the pillow so they wouldn't see my face turn red.
I love Remus but I think I'm in love with Sirius! What the bloody hell am I going to do. Then Shadow jumped up in my lap and looked at him.
He was making his funny noises again. I got up and left the room quietly so they wouldn't hear me. I took him to the kitchen and gave him some food and water.
I sat on the ground trying to think. Then I saw Lily come in and when she saw me. She walked over and sat next to me.
"Whats wrong Mercy?"
I looked at her.
"I think I'm in love with two of my friends."
Her eyes got big.
"With Remus and Sirius?"
I looked at her.
"How did you know about Sirius?"
Lily smiled and put her arms around me.
"Cause I see how you to look at each other. And that night you was drinking 'alone' I didn't believe you. Sirius was your first time?"
My face turned red.
"Yes."
I said quietly.
"I knew it! But why don't you to go out?"
I looked at her.
"This is Sirius we are talking about. He never goes out with a girl. He uses them and that's it. I don't want to get hurt like that. Beside I don't what to hurt Remus. Remus is so sweet and nice and he is mine."
I growled the last part. Then she said something that took me by surprise.
"You know he is a werewolf right?"
I looked at her.
"How the bloody hell did you find out? Did James say something?"
Her own green eyes got big.
"You guys know he's a werewolf too?"
I nodded my head.
"Back on the train in our first year is when I found out. It too the others a few mouths. What about you?"
She smiled at little.
"A few years ago I guess. But how did you know he was one on the train?"
I looked down.
"Cause I'm a werewolf to. But unlike Remus I was born a werewolf and I'm not like him. I can turn into the wolf when ever I want not just under the full moon. But at the full moon I can keep my own mind same with any other time I change. Remus is the lucky one if you think about it."
She looked at me.
"I didn't know werewolf could be born and what do you mean that he is the lucky one?"
I pulled away.
"Yea I didn't know werewolfs could be born to but its very rare. He's only a werewolf once a month. But me I'm a werewolf all the time. I can hear what the others are doing in the other room. I'm faster then the others. I love raw meet. I love changing into the wolf. Running on all four is so much fun. The wind blowing threw your fur as you run. Your tongue hanging out. Howling at the full moon is something I look forward to very month. But I'm still a monster every day and Remus only turns into one once a month."
She put a hand on my arm
"Your not a monster Mercy. How you talk about it its like you are a animagi not a werewolf."
I couldn't help but to laugh.
"Whats so funny?"
I looked at her.
"Its nothing Lily but no matter what every one is more human them me. Most times I don't even think like a human."
Lily took a deep breath and said.
"What do you mean by that?"
It was like she was scared to ask.
"How should I put it? Umm when you think girl or boy I think Female or male. I think more like a animal then a human. Half the time I have to watch what I say and do. When I get made my wolf comes out and people know that I'm not human."
I put my head on my knees.
"How does your wolf come out?"
I looked at her and let my wolf come out and meet her. Lily gasped when she saw my dark purple eyes turn gold. Then my wolf started to speak.
"Lily I'm Mercy's wolf. I can tell you better then she could. We are one soul but two spirits in that same soul. There Mercy then theirs me. I'm her animal side you could said. Like when animagi choices there animal. What they pick and they don't know it is there animal spirit. But in some werewolfs there wolf spirit come out more then others. Like you, you have a animal spirit and I can smell it."
Then James walked in and sat with us.
"Mercy your eyes are golden again."
My wolf smiled at him.
"Take James his animal spirit is a stag."
James looked at each of us.
"Oh miss wolf came out to play?"
She smiled at him.
"No I came out to talk with this lovely girl."
Lily's face turned pink.
"So your saying that I have to spirits like you but mine doesn't control me?"
I giggled.
"It's a yes and a no. If you became a animagus then your animal would help you. But that's only when your in that form that it would help."
Then James cart on, on what we were talking about.
"She know about Remus?"
I nodded.
"Yea she's right I didn't think I would be a stag but I am. And Peter is a rat and Sirius is a dog and Mercy a wolf."
I came back in control.
"I have no choice Prongs."
The others walked in.
"What are you guys doing in here?"
Adam wasn't with him.
"Where is Adam?"
I said before we tell them what was going on.
"Went to bed."
Peter said. Then we told them what we were talking about. Remus was I little scared but Lily smiled and hugged him.
"So our animals that we turn into is are animal spirits?"
I nodded to Sirius.
"But how am I a dog?"
I busted out laughing and they look at me.
"Sorry but come on Sirius. Your loyal to your friends and strong for protect them. Loving to others even though you can be a real ass some times."
Lily said this to her self then to us.
"I wonder what my animal spirit is?"
I moved closer to her and started to sniff. James didn't like that but they all watch. Then I went over to James and gave him the sniff down.
"Your's is a doe if I not mistaken."
They all looked at me.
"How do you know that?"
James asked me.
"Hers smiles a lot like yours but more girly."
And mates spirit animal are ruffle the same. But I wasn't going to tell them that. Lily and James were made for each other.
"So if I wanted to be a animagus my animal would be a doe? That would be so cold."
I looked at her.
"If you like you can try and on the full moons she can come with us. Having another girl would be nice."
James had that look in his eyes.
"We know what we are doing but it should be easer for Lily to become one. She is smarter then we where. I say by the end of the summer she could do it."
I nodded my head.
"Ok so tomorrow is the full moon so after that we can get started. Cause I'm going to need you Lily to keep Adam from going out side."
She nodded and then we went to go to bed. I laid in my bed thinking. I was in love with to of my mates and Sirius would never take it seriously.
Remus I love but more like a friend then a lover. But we would be so perfect for each other.
We are both werewolfs and I can help him out under the full moon. Thoughts like this drifted in and out of my head as I fell asleep.