Ok, I am sorry about this … but I just have to tell you that this chapter will be EXTREMELY SHORT!
I spent a whole week trying to get to a certain part before realising it sound like absolute *&^!
I start losing the creativity in my writing the longer I make it, so this one won't be anything … well, you know.
"Hey … wake up …"
… That voice …
It sounds so … familiar … though I don't know where …
It sounds … desperate … anxious, maybe.
I don't believe I have been any good at 'deciphering voices' if you can use that phrase …
I don't even know where I am … I guess I am just … floating in a dark abyss, though I can't see my body.
Funny … this feeling somehow seems familiar aswell … Déjà Vu I think.
You know what? I don't understand anything!
I feel like I should be able to do something, but in here, in this … nightmarish prison, I can't do ANYTHING!
And what does that lead to?
That leads to this guy going crazy!
I am even starting to hear voices for crying out loud!
"Stop …. stubborn and … you … JERK!"
…
That is definitely a different voice but it still sounds familiar none-the-less!
And that sentence, there are definitely some words missing … some words that seemed to have faded into thin air …
Without any kind of warning, a needle of pain suddenly stabbed at my arm … or, where it was supposed to be, followed by a blinding light.
It was large, probably twice the size of me, and was like … like a portal!
FINALLY, my ticket out of this dump!
I guess that 'needle' had somehow stimulated the growth of this port-
…
Ok, I know I am NOT THAT SMART so this is KINDA FREAKING ME OUT!
Before I gave myself a panic attack, I hurriedly ran, with my invisible legs, towards the blinding light … but stopped …
I froze …
Then trembled … a-as a f-feeling washed over me li-like … shell, I don't even know!
I took a step forward and-
And was overwhelmed by the sudden change in the atmosphere!
The area changed briskly in flashes …
First it was a roof, then a cell, then a sewer, then a docks, then a sewage plant, then an abandoned street, then an alleyway and th-then –
Ear-piercing screams erupted in my head, tearing my brain apart as easily as paper.
Shouts of anger and anguish battered my brain like bats and clubs-
The images came … images of two strange yet very similar creatures attacking each other … then another … then another …
One of the creatures is in every flashback though his opponents change …
Orange against Blue.
Orange against Red.
Orange against Purple.
And … and l … wait … that –the orange creature is … is ME!
And in every memory … I am … I am full of rage and I am … I am taking it out on … on them and … an-and
I … I can't …. I can't take it anymore …
A feeling of … of misery and guilt and grief is just dragging me down to hell-
I CAN'T TAKE IT!
I stumble backwards an-and crawl away from the light …
Its still there when I turn to face it …
It's STILL THERE!
WHAT DID I DO!
…
I-i don't w-want to know … I don't … whatever I di-did to th-those cr-creatures … what-ever they are … i-I don't want to know …
I d-don't want to remember …
I won't go towards the light a-again i-it will only bring them back …
That 'needle' … it resurfaced my memories … and now, I am burying them back down into its grave.
The 'needle' did this … it helped me make up my mind …
I don't want to remember my life …
I don't want to …
I obviously have affected those around me in a negative way …
I'm sure they won't miss the old me …
I sure won't.
THAT NEEDLE IS THE CAUSE FOR MIKEYS … WHATEVER IT IS CALLED!
WHO IS RESPONSIBLE!?
I'M SURE YOU ALL WILL FIGURE IT OUT!
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