Tears

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"White, wake up," Lucian softly said under her breath as she shakes the red headed ring master sleeping next to her side by the shoulder. After White fell asleep she didn't sleep for two reasons: one, she wasn't tired after hearing the two red headed confessed their feelings to her and two, she was afraid that White might do something (perverted) to her if she were to fall asleep. Why, because for the last few time change White has been getting all mushy with her (even Black well a little), surprising her when she's working in the prison or at the circus, and touching her which she hated but like it at the same time. Is this weird for her to like and hate White's touch at the same time? Maybe or maybe not.

Having no success at waking White she sighed. I don't want to slap him to wake him up though. That would be mean of me and he might punish me. I don't want to inflict any more pain on his face, he already got punched by Black, thinking this she moved her eyes towards White's sleeping face. Truly he looks so innocent, especially how he is sleeping like a baby even if his cheek was swollen. As she stared at White her left hand automatically reached out towards the attractive red headed and gently began brushing his hair in between her fingers. It felt good brushing White's hair. His hair was soft as a silk making her wonder what kind of shampoo he uses. Lucian was too busy brushing White's hair that she didn't even notice him opening his eye half way and looking up at her with a faint smile forming on his face until she heard him spoke in a husky tone that she doesn't hear often.

"So, my dear, you like touching my hair?" The smile on White's grew as he continues to stare at Lucian.

"White!" She fell back on the bed, surprised to finally see White awake, "I-I'm sorry I didn't mean to touch your hair." Her heart began pounding madly in her chest as White stares at her without saying a single word. She doesn't like it when he becomes silent. It scares her a little because she doesn't know what's going on inside that head of his when he's quiet. The last time she saw White being like this was six time changes ago when he punished one of his female worker for "accidently" tripping and falling onto him, making tiny excuses, saying sorry and all those worthless things that White does not give a shit. What Lucian did not know was that after she left the tent, White had killed the worker without giving a crap. In fact he enjoyed killing the little pest (slut) for trying to get his attention when she knew that his love is only for Lucian and only Lucian.

Lucian started to fidget on the bed, feeling very awkward at White silent treatment. Why do I have to that? Stupid me, she bit her lower lip, her head hanging down, ashamed in her action. "I'm really sorry…" she mumbled. She knew that she wasn't going to get away from this. When she saw White reaching his hand out to her she automatically pulled her head back and a small whimper came out of her mouth thinking that he would hit her. But to her surprise he didn't, instead he places his hand on her cheek and, stroking her face with his thumb, "Ah." Slowly she opens her eyes to see White smiling lovingly at her.

"Aha, my dear, why did you pull back? Were you thinking that I was going to punish you or something?" His voice was so sweet and gentle making Lucian sigh in relief in the inside, "You know that I would never hurt you right?" White released his hand from Lucian's face before sitting up on the bed and grabbing her by the wrist, pulling her back to him into a warm embrace, "I would never try to hurt you." White softly whispered on Lucian's ear, tightening his grip around her body, "You know that right?" He pulled his head back to look at her.

I don't know. "I'm sorry. I don't know what got into me for touching your hair."

"Hm-hm," White chuckled, loving the expression on Lucian's face. His sadistic side is slowly growing inside of him, but if he were to let that side of him come out Lucian would probably be frighten of him. With this thought in mind he quickly pushed his sadistic side back inside. "You don't have to apologize. In fact I actually love you stroking my hair. It feels nice."

"Y-you're not mad at me?" Lucian's face lit up.

Well that was quick, White wanted to see her frighten face a little longer but he prefers seeing her smile more than anything. The last thing he wants is to see her cry because of him. That would break his heart, "Of course not."

Relieved once again Lucian suddenly tackled White making the two of them fall back down on the bed which surprises White, "I'm sorry again," she smiled. "I promise I'll ask for permission next time I touch your hair, White."

"You know my dear, if you keep apologizing which you don't have to I might punish you," White playfully said as he wrapped his strong, protective arms back to Lucian.

"Ah!" Lucian quickly pulled back when she finally noticed what she just did. But when she tried pulling herself off of White he locked her in his arms, not allowing her to make another move. "So-" before she could even finish her word he placed his right index finger over her lips, silencing her completely.

"What were you just going to say, my dear?" White asked tilting his head to the side, "You weren't going to say 'sorry' right?" Lucian responded by shaking her head. She doesn't want to get punish so she kept her mouth shut and waited for White to speak once more. "Good because if you did say 'sorry' again I would've punish that lips of yours," White said with a smile on his face as he softly brushes Lucian's lips with his thumb. I wonder what she tastes like, he thought when he noticed a faint blush appearing on Lucian's cheeks. Cute, really cute and I bet she taste delicious.

"White…?"

"Hm?"

"Um…I'm not trying to be mean here but could you let me go?" Lucian asked nervously, blushing even more, "….we're in a very awkward position right now."

"Really…? I didn't even notice." White said and his smile turned into a mischievous one. Really he didn't noticed until Lucian mentioned it to him and now he has something to make Lucian heart beat go wild. "But I don't mind, you were the one that tackled me~"

"S-so can you let me go?" Lucian pulled herself once more, hoping that this would make White understand and let her go but since this is White he wouldn't do that. "Okay, I didn't mean to tackle you I was just happy so-ahhh!" White has flipped her down to his side with ease and hovered over her, his legs in between hers making sure that she wouldn't try to escape, "White!" he just smiled as he traced his fingers up her left leg and under her skirt, "W-White, what are you doing, stop!" she pushed him away but he grabbed both her hands with his other hand, placing them both over her head, "!" Lucian gasped when White lifted her left leg over his shoulder causing her skirt to slide down revealing her black lace undergarment.

"Ohh," White raised an eyebrow, his eys looking directly down at Lucian's underwear, "It looks very lovely on you, Lucian." He smiled at her and kissed her thigh sending shiver down her back, "I didn't know you like wearing this kind of thing." He whispered before continuing to kiss her leg, "I thought you only wear simple ones but this is better, I love it so much," he looks back at Lucian and the smile on his face grew seeing her flushed face and biting her lips. "…."

"Nn!" Lucian shuts her eyes when White licked her leg almost making her moan, "White, stop." Her voice was of a whisper, her breathing began to shorten, she can feel her stomach twisting in pleasure, she feels her heart pounding madly in her chest, she felt like she was going to explode if this continues and lastly she felt a warm sensation in between her legs which she never felt before in her life. "Don't do this…please." She opened her eyes and tears began to form, clouding her view. She wasn't ready for this, not now though a little bit of her wanted to continue but she knew better not to let this go on or else she might regret it later.

"…" White paused when he saw tears on Lucian's eyes though he did love seeing those tears in her beautiful eyes. But a sudden realization came within him letting go of her leg. Her tears might be beautiful but it wasn't the tears he wanted to see, right now he knew those tears came from her fear not by pleasure. Placing Lucian's leg back down to his side and letting go of her hands he then leans down to her, "I wasn't planning to do more than kiss you", he said tenderly and cupped her cheeks with his hands, "don't cry, my dear," he then kissed her on the forehead before wiping the tears that threatened to fall down her face. But in the end Lucian couldn't contain her feelings and she ended up crying. She tried to hold her feelings back but it was difficult since she never felt like this before, this was something new to her, her fear of getting raped caused her to shed in tears.

"Lucian, my dear, don't cry anymore," White said and he pulled away from Lucian, sitting down on the bed he pulled her to his arms, hoping this might make her stop but it didn't, "I scared you that much, huh?" he laughed a little as he wiped the tears from her face. "I'm sorry."

Lucian shakes her head before burying her face onto his strong chest. She didn't want White to see her cry any longer knowing that he felt terrible of what he did to her (not really because he enjoyed it).

For the next few minutes White stayed silent, rubbing Lucian's back as she cried. He could've stop her from crying earlier by kissing her on the lips since that mostly works when he does it to faceless woman but he chose not to. Eventually Lucian stopped crying. "I'm sorry about this." She said quietly.

I'll let that one slide, White thought and he smiled a little. "Are you okay now?"

"Hm," Lucian nodded her head as she was about to raise her hand up to her face to wipe her remaining tears only to be stopped by White. He pulled her hand back down before licking the trails of tears on her face, "!" Her eyes grew in shock but she remained seated on the bed.

*BAM*

The door slammed open and an annoyed warden stomped his way back inside his room when his red orb landed on the clown he frowned even more, "Yo shit clown, you connected to me, make me stop at my rounds in the jail just to make me see you licking her?!"He shouted angrily at his counterpart who ignored him and continued to lick Lucian's cheek, "Hey!" He walked up over to the two but soon stopped when he saw Lucian's face. This bastard made her cry, he glared dangerously at White who finally pulled his face away from Lucian when he felt his counterpart glaring at him.

"Sorry I thought I needed you to come back here but you can go back to your rounds I got this," White smiled.

"Hell no. You only connected your feelings to me but didn't connect your thoughts. So what the hell did you do to make her cry?" Black pointed his index finger towards Lucian without leaving his eye at White, "I've only been gone for an hour and half and this is what happened."

"Do you really want to know?"

"You already know my answer, clown." Black said crossing his arms over his chest. "Spit it out."

"I'll just connect my thought with yours," White said and when he did he waited for Black's reaction to come.

"…." Black's eye slightly grew but soon returned to normal as he played the images of what White and Lucian was doing before he got to his room on his head, "…." His eye twitched once when the image of Lucian's underwear appeared and he looked down on her towards her legs. He wanted to make sure he was seeing the right images so he suddenly pulled her skirt up, "I was right." He said in a monotone as he stared at her underwear. She probably likes the color black more than white.

No, my dear doesn't like black more than color white.

"!" Lucian's mouth fell and she quickly pulled her skirt back down. "What the heck?!" She screamed loudly. First White now Black too? Oh, what else could go wrong?

"What? I was making sure, idiot." Black defensively said and he turned his head back to White, Nice going perverted clown. Because of your dumb action she'll probably hate us if we are to touch her in an intimate way.

I don't think so, White smiled while staring right back at his counterpart. She cried because this was probably her first time being treated in a sexual way.

"First time huh?" Black said moving his eye back towards Lucian, "Heh, then that's good for me." He grinned, a mischievous glint in his eye. "Let's go, crybaby," he reached his arms out and lifted Lucian away from White and throws her over his shoulder. "We gotta clean that face of yours first before we go to town." He turned his body around and walked over to the bathroom ignoring Lucian's protest.

"Put me down, and I'm not a crybaby!"

"Shut up before I make you cry." Black said kicking the door to the bathroom, "I'll wash your face."

"I guess I'll get myself ready too," White said placing his hand on his swollen cheek and the same thing happened when Black healed Lucian's cheek and wrist, a bright pinkish light appeared around his hand and when White pulled his hand away his cheek wasn't swollen anymore. "There, all good." He got up on his feet and made his way to the bathroom to see Black playfully rubbing Lucian's face with his hand and splashing her with hot water.

"Ahhh! It's too hot!" Lucian cried out as she tried to pull away from Black's iron grip.

"It's good for ya!" Black laughed enjoying every second of it.

"It's not good for me!"

"Well it's good for me!"

"Stop!" Lucian finally managed to pull away from Black only to be caught again, "Ah!"

"Ahaha! You're not going anywhere until your face is cleaned", Black grinned once again, wrapping his arms around her waist and pulling her back to him. "If I were you I would stop struggling."

"Just stop splashing me with hot water!"

"Do you prefer ice cold water then?"

"No!"

"Heh" Finally her face is back to normal. Damn that crying face of her actually made me angry a little. I don't want to see that again and I don't want to be the cause of it either. "If you do what I say, I'll buy anything you want for your room, okay?"

Lucian stopped struggling on Black's arms and she looks back at him"….just don't splash me with hot water again," she mumbled.

"Fine," Black said and a small white towel appeared in his hand and began wiping Lucian's face, "Better thank me for this later, clown," he looked over to his right side towards White who was leaning by the wall with a smile on his face.

"Okay, I'll help you with your rounds around the prison later."

"You better."

"I keep my words."

"Liar."

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