DISCLAIMER : I DON'T OWN THE GUNDAM SEED SERIES.

Who Am I?

CHAPTER 19

Flashback :

"I know it. I just can't believe it. If that person is one of them, then it must be grudge because that time we-"

"Kira-" Lacus interrupt him, "what did happened at past, you don't need to thinking and regret it again and again. What we must to do, is how we fix it at present time."

Kira keep silent at her words. Dearka who listening at their conversation just staring at his screen.

"Right now, you must inform Athrun about this. As soon as possible. I just worry because Cagalli is in there as well. Who knows what will that person do to them."

Hearing his sister names called, Kira snapped from his mind. That's right, he have to tell Athrun about this and if possible, catch and force that person to tell them about this group.

"I will try to contact him after this. Thank you so much Lacus."

Lacus nodded at her husband. "Just, be carefull there, Kira. You too, Dearka."

Kira smiles at her.

"Yes. We will."

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Cagalli's POV

She's not sure how come they arrive at their room because they had been inside a cave with a GUNDAM sleep peacefully inside it. Now, they are in the room, their room, with their lips and bodies glued each other. She lied down on the soft bed and Athrun's body hovering above her. Their bodies almost bare, with Athrun just with his boxer and herself just in her panties. Athrun's own hand stripped her clothes after he put her down to the bed and he stripped himself after that. His lips never leave her, kissing and sucking her lips. Her neck and bare shoulder bearing many red marks that Athrun make after he freed her from her clothes. She's panting. This sensation too much for her. But somehow, his touch feels so familiar to her. Still, her body trembling. Moreover when Athrun skillfull hand start to move again. Moving for stripping her last piece of clothes at her body. Her small hand quickly hold Athrun hand. Athrun stopped his kisses and staring at his wife under him.

"Ah...sorry,I-" Damn. My voice is trembling. Athrun keep staring at me with his beautiful emerald eyes. Then, he smile at me softly.

"Don't be afraid." His hand which I hold before start to move again. I can feel warmness of his hand which explore my body. He caress my body gently. I still trembling because his touch. "Eventhough you don't really remember me right now-" My eyes wider upon hearing his words. 'No,that's not right. I know and remember pretty much now, Athrun.' I speak on my mind because I still can't control my own body under Athrun touch. "-I will make your body remember my touch." He kissed my nose and suddenly I realize if I completely bare. So do Athrun. Then, that feeling come again. This familiar feeling. And this familiar pain when he start to move against me, inside me. I closed my eyes. 'Why you make me fall again and again in your charm, Athrun...'

End of POV

Outside the main room which Athrun and Cagalli entered together before, someone stand against the wall beside the door. That person know exactly what they do inside the room. That person staring at night sky from a big window across the wall. The message from boss still lingering on that person mind.

Tomorrow early morning, bring her to me. Assisst will come as well as me. Don't fail.

That person closed his/her eyes. Too late for step back from this. They must be moving already because the plan will execute at early morning. He/she take a step from the wall. His/her eyes glancing to the door. A smile forming. Seems cold and dark smile. 'Just a few hours later.' And a footsteps echoing against the dark corridor.

...

Kira loaded his gun. Dearka do the same. They standing beside well built submarine. Yzak keep his grumpy expression because he can't go along with them to do this 'party'. Kira politely and kindly asked him to stay to take care of Lacus. But he still trying to contact Athrun eventhough it kinda useless because somehow the signal can't reach that guy place.

"Tch. How clever for cutting the way for communicate. Seems you start to moves as well huh." Yzak grumbling while his fingers tapping on the keyboard, trying to contact the bluehead and ended with him hitting the table because his screen still saying 'No Signal'.

"Goddamnit! Why you, stupid rascal! I will tear you to pieces!" Yzak yelled and cursing the poor laptop in front of him.

"Hey hey, calm down Commander. Kinda pitied that PC because you accused it dearly." Dearka commented at how Yzak acted. Yzak turn his attention from a stupid-rascal-PC to blond-head-jerk Coordinator.

"Just shut up, Elsman! I can accused anyone or anything I want and you have no right to comment about it!"

Dearka shrugged his shoulder and Kira only sighing. Really, he wonder how Athrun handled them when they still in same team at first war few years ago. But then, his mind turn to other things. 'Cagalli...is she alright there...?'. A pat hitting his shoulder and Kira turn over to find Dearka eyes gleaming enthusiasticly. "Ready to go and kick some assess?". Kira just staring at him. Then, his lips formed a thin and small smile. "Yes. But I am not gonna kick some assess. I just want to help my sister and my best friend there."

Dearka shrugged it off. "Whatever buddy. Let's go already and quick."

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"If we're left without anyone to carry out our hopes, we're finished! Why you can't understand that?"

"Stop giving me that look. It doesn't suit the daughter of the Lion of Orb."

"Athrun!"

"Stop running away! It's more of a battle to continue living!"

"Cagalli. Should the day come when you are in need of additional power, I shall respond to that need with this are many things that I wasn't able to teach you. Think of it as a sword for protection. Ifyou need this now, take it. However, I had hoped the day would never come when this door would be opened. Now, that you have opened the door, these remarks may be inappropriate, but please live happily, Cagalli!"

Then suddenly, she is standing in nowhere. She dunno and have no idea where this place. All white. 'Where am I...'

"Cagalli..."Her body froze suddenly. That voice...

She turn her body slowly, and now she standing face to face with a guy. Not just a guy. Maybe she doesn't remember anything awhile ago. But just looking for this guy, she know him very well. Tears started dwell on her eyes. Emotion hitting her like a wave, she's not ready. She's not ready or prepare for this. To see this guy again. To see his father again. Now tears flowing freely on her cheeks. Uzumi smiling at her daughter and Cagalli launched her body to him.

"Father! Father!" She weep and crying. Her arms wrapped around her father body. This feel so real. So solid. And she didn't want to let go. Uzumi caress his daughter back gently.

"Seems I leave you too early that time and now, I guess you have so many already on your shoulder eh, my daughter." Uzumi said gently. Cagalli sobbed once and she untangled her arms from her father body slowly. Uzumi patted his daughter head gently and caress her hair.

"I just come to see how you are doing. You are a great leader, my daughter. And you also a great wife now." Uzumi smile to her daughter. Cagalli rubbed her eyes to erase some tears.

"Father, I-"

"Listen, I can't stay longer. Cagalli, just you must know. Eventhough you have some problem right now, but you will pass it. Sooner or later. You are not alone. You have your own family now. And, he will protect you. I trust him."

Cagalli open her mouth to say something, but Uzumi cut her words.

"I am sorry for leaving everything to you while you are still so young before. I am sorry for put you in trouble after I gone. I am not a good father for you, but I am glad I can be your father. For now, I just can help you with this gift. " Uzumi lift his hand and put it on Cagalli head. 'Warm...father's hand always warm...' Cagalli can't help but close her eyes slowly. "Father...I miss you so much..." she murmured to him.

Uzumi smiled to his daughter. "I am sorry, Cagalli. But don't worry. He will protect you and love you always as your husband. Same goes with your brother. I believe to those two." Cagalli can feel her body become so light. Sleepiness engulf her body and mind. She trying to open her eyes to see her father again. She know her father will leave soon and she want to see him one last time. But her eyes feel so heavy. "Dont...go..."

Before her conscious fading away, she still can hear her father words. "Cagalli, please live happily."

Cagalli open her eyes slowly. She stared blankly at the ceiling above her. It's dark, and so quiet. She wonder, what time is it now. She lifting her arm slowly and rubbed her eyes. Her mind still blank. She raise her bare body slowly from the bed and turn her attention to the spot beside her. There laid Athrun, as bare as her. His face seems so peaceful. Cagalli get off from the bed and put a bathrobe around her body. Her body feel pain at some area. She feel exhausted. She take a step slowly to the window at their room. The curtain shielding the window, so she open it a bit. Outside are dark also, just like this room. Her mind back to the dream she just got. This time, she doesn't feel any pain because some memories flooded back to her brain. Not. Because, she can remember them all. And tears start building on her amber eyes. Her chest feel so tight. Her father come to see her in her dream. Her father who'd...and she can't hold it. She sobbed and her tears flowing freely. She misses her father. And to see him in her dream, she can't describe it goodly.

"Cagalli?"

Cagalli widen her eyes. She completely forgot if Athrun is sleeping right behind her on the bed. She wiped her tears and turn back. Athrun raise his body from the bed. His emerald green eyes locked into her. "A bad dream?" he said softly. Cagalli just staring at him silently. Her hand gripped the bathrobe tightly. Athrun...

Then, Athrun smiles to her. A gentle and soft one, like the one he always gave to her. He offer his hand, asking her to reach for his warm hand. "It's okay." He reassured her. "I am here. Come." And Cagalli can't resist it. Her legs take one step and another and another, until now she stand up in front of Athrun and their bed. Her hand reach Athrun's and their fingers tangled as soon they touched. She sobbed again and Athrun pull her to the bed with him. He hugged her tightly and soothed her with his words.

This man...the man that she loves always. Until now. This man always beside her and keep her. Protect her. As comrade and husband. Cagalli wiped her eyes. 'You're right, father. This man will always loves me and protect me.' She staring at Athrun who staring back at her. His lips still formed that smile. "It's okay. I'm here. You don't need to worry about anything. I will protect you." He said to her while gently put her back on the bed. His hand untying her bathrobe slowly. Cagalli closed her eyes. 'Yes, he always protect me. And I want to protect him as well.' She make up her mind while he kisses her and replay what they had done before, until sleep consuming them.

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She glancing at her watch. She finished her preparation already. A gun on her waist with all black as her outfit. She glancing again at her watch. 2 hours before sunrise. She messed up with this place communication system already so nobody will be able to contact that guy. Only her comrade and him who still can communicate with her through their own system. Only for this plan. She bit her lips nervously. Is she really going to do this? She kinda not sure. True, she volunteer at this plan because she have that grudge against him. The guy that killed her dear sister. But when he came oftenly to this place for his wife, and see how'd he act towards everyone and her, that grudge slowly dissapear and replaced with other feeling. But, she can't back up now. Or, can she? A buzz can be hear from small headset on her ear, shattering her doubt. They are here already. Her eyes gleamed. Half with doubt. She touching small headset on her ear and whispered clearly.

"Welcome. To the Zala island and manor."

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Eerrrr...hello all? Oookaaayyyy, I am terribly sorry for soooooo long hiatus for this story! I AM SO SORRY AND TERRIBLY SORRY! A writer block fever really destroy my mood to write anything, even on my own language as well. So, I am sorry sorry sorry for not update this long. And sorry as well for short story at this chapter. Just like you know, I kinda forgot almost completely, chapters before. So sorry if you find this chapter weird or what because I didn't read the chapter before. Sorry for still bad grammar, english isn't my languages and I kinda didn't talk english for so long time as well. So, bear with it please. Feel free for correcting or fix any errors. I want to say thank you for everyone, who respond my question earlier whether should I continue this story or not. Thank you so much for respond and review. I am so glad there's some people who still want this story to continue. And for peoples who stay at my FB account, I kinda forgot my password as well T^T. Then, let me to reply some of review from you all.

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