Gibbs' POV

"Jen I loved you the first day you walked into the office, you were actually here before me which no one had ever been able to accomplish. You surprised me, surprised me by being the first female agent, by being one of the youngest agents ever. Just by coming to work for me you set two records. You didn't stop there you were determined. You proved to be more worthy than William Decker or Stan Burley combined. You knew more then both them and you were a cherished member of the team. You were one of the most important members. We had many undercover missions together, they weren't suppose to be us together but I had talked Morrow into letting you come instead of one of the others, why because you did them better than either of them could do. We worked good together, we knew it and they all knew it. Our undercover missions brought us closer, they helped start a relationship that I never wanted to end. Yes I'll admit it I did shut you out at sometimes and to this day I regret it. You walked out on my in Paris and it was one of the worst times in my life.. I never forgave myself for that. You came back six years later and I had been happy to see you. When you told me their would be no outside the office something inside me died. Jen standing on those stair I meant it when I said I missed you. We worked together for three good years. Yes there were many fights but that was because neither of us could get over our damn stubbornness. When I lost you in that diner I feel apart, because seeing you lie there I knew I had lost you, lost you forever this time. Dines he started drinking because he blamed himself for your death, you were an influence on him, you were an influence on them all. Not only did DiNozzo drink, I sat up late nights drinking as well. That evidence box isn't in the evidence locker it's in my basement. I look at that bloody blue shirt of you all the time to remind myself it's real. I really lost you. Jen I can't lose you. You came back to me, you came back and now I can't lose you again I may not make it if I were to lose you again. Jenny we need you to come back, please come back as director, I once told you you were the best damn agent I ever saw it's still true but also you're the best damn director this agency has ever seen and it needs you. This agency needs you more than you realize so come back to it. Come back to your family, Abby needs you, Ducky needs you, Tony needs you, Tim needs you but most of all I need you. I need you back in my life. Jenny please will you do me the honors of becoming my wife? I can't lose you again, I want to spend the rest of y life with you no matter how long it is. I'll help you with Kate, she can come to the agency and hang out with us. Our family is there and our family wouldn't be complete without you so Jen please?"

She stood there quietly just starring.. Starring at me... She was starting to scary me, I could see the different emotions in her eyes. She was trying to process everything.

"Jen.. Please say something. Jen! Jenny! Jennifer!" Just than she started crying, quickly I made my way over towards her as I pulled her into a hug.

"Shh Jen it's okay, it's a lot to take in I know, take your time..."

"yes.." She mumbles and I look towards her.

"Jen?"

"Yes, I'll marry you. " A smile came across my face as she said that. She looked up towards me and smiled back the next thing she did I didn't expect she came running into my arms hugging me. After catching my balance I hugged her back. She buried her face in my shoulder and I smiled holding her close.

"I love you Jen."

"Love you too Jethro.." We were still hugging as I smiled and made my way upstairs with her. We made it to the bedroom before she pulled away, I smiled as I watched her. One by one each layer of clothing came off it was painfully slow and I knew why. I shook my head as I turned my back to her and walked into the bathroom. When I came out she was laying in bed in her pajamas I smiled and slipped off my shirt and jeans and laid beside her. As soon as I laid down she snuggled into my side, her back was against my chest and we both laid there breathing with one another. Soon her breathing became soft and I knew she had drifted off to sleep. Laying there I listened to her breath, that was still the only way I could tell she was still here with me. After awhile, I soon drifted off as well, falling asleep dreaming about what are life might be like from now on.

I woke in the middle of the night to the figure beside me tossing and turning. I didn't realize what was going on till I heard mumbling from beside me. Glancing down I looked over towards Jenny she was tossing and turning, she was also sweating and breathing heavy. I tried to wake her.

"Jen.. Wake up Jen.. It's just a dream."

"Get off of me you monster!" As she shouted that I kept telling myself she was dreaming as I continued to try and wake her. One minute she went from shouting at me to crying.

"Jenny you need to wake up now it is just a dream.."

"Please... Please stop... I didn't do anything.." She said was crying now and I just pulled her close holding her. After awhile she did finally wake up as she looked around and than buried her face in my chest as I ran my hand through her hair.

"Jen? Are you alright?"

"It was a dream... I'm fine now..." She mumbled but didn't look up at me.

"Jen what was it about?" I know I would probably regret that question with time but right now I didn't care. I wanted to know what was wrong and I was gonna find out one way or another. She shook her head but I wanted to know, I needed to know in order to make her feel safe and that was one thing I planned to do.

"Jen please tell me, If you tell me I'll be able to help you through it."

"It was a dream... About when I was younger... I guess it wasn't a dream... It was more of a nightmare..."

"Tell me about it... I'm here to listen Jen. I'll always be here for you."

"It was my past Jethro..." She mumbled I was barely able to hear but I pulled her into a hug.

"Tell me about it.."

A/N: Short chapter I know but I just had a great idea, next chapter will be a look into Jenny's past. Hope you guys enjoy.