Chapter 5-
I slam the locker closed.
Hand resting slightly against it.
Breathe in. Breathe out.
Just breathe.
Whispers surround me, low and high pitched voices, all whispering the same thing.
He's lost his mind.
He's insane.
She completely ruined him.
She completely ruined me.
She destroyed me.
She did this.
She took it all from me.
I let her take it.
My fist slams against the lockers, everyone stares in shock.
"What the fuck are you looking at?" I spit, everyone disperses.
The hallway is nearly empty, with a couple of groups oblivious to what just happened.
They live within their groups, never mixing.
Knowing they shouldn't mix because they don't belong.
Like I didn't belong.
I don't belong.
I sigh and begin to walk, face turned towards the floor.
My feet scrape against the floor, too drained to lift my feet properly.
I'm tired.
So tired.
Tired of it all, tired of the constant wondering, tired of the looks she gives me.
Plain tired.
It shouldn't be this hard.
I should have moved on by now.
Have every reason to.
But she looks at me, stares at me, and it always brings me back.
Brings me back to the time of us.
The long nights spent together.
The tranquility felt when sleeping by her.
The heartbreakingly beautiful time where I was convinced that this was love.
Love was strong, love did not falter, love was there.
Love was everything, beauty and elegance and the best thing I had ever experienced.
She was there, she knew me and I believed I knew her.
I loved so deeply that my heart was no longer mine.
It was hers.
I was completely and utterly hers.
And she knew it.
She knew it and abused it.
I feel eyes on me and I freeze.
My back straightens and I slowly look up.
Knowing exactly who's staring at me at the end of hall.
She's standing ten feet away from me.
Beautiful brown eyes burn into mine.
The class bell shrills, reminding students that they should be in class.
The hallway clears.
And we're alone.
Entirely alone.
And I am absolutely terrified as I watch her walk my way.
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Love -C