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For all of you who haven't read When One Door Closed I'm going to give you a little background on what's happened else has been happening in this story. Sam imprinted on Emily, and they made Leah's life hell after she became a wolf. Edward found Leah after breaking up with Bella and he rescued her. Leah imprinted on Edward, and she and Seth left with the Cullen's when the left Fork's.

I am almost done with Alpha's Mate, and I have already decided that I will add one of my Charmed stories after I finish it, but I need to work on it some more. I may go ahead and add it a little early since this one will be done soon. I don't want to have more than six stories that I'm working on at a time, but I may be making an exception.

I didn't plan on updating so soon, but I may not be updating any of my stories until Thursday.

I'm sorry for all mistakes, I am working without Microsoft Work's.

I do not own Twilight.

Chapter One

Kim's POV

I had just finished my shift at the La Push diner when it started to rain, so I now have to walk ten miles to the shack that I've been staying in for the past two month's in a downpour. Which gave me plenty of time to think.

I'm only sixteen, I should still be able to live in the house that I grew up in, with parents who love me and care if I'm alive or dead. I should have friend's instead of people who forget who I am after talking to me, hell I'd settle for my crush Jared hating me, at least then someone would remember that I'm alive. Yea I'm that desperate.

I hate my life, if anyone took the time to notice me they'd notice that my hair is thin from falling out, they'd notice the bag's under my eye's, and the bone's that stick out from not eating. If anyone would take the time they would notice that I cut myself, and am so depressed it's a wonder I haven't given up yet.

My reason for living is sad in my opinion, I live for a boy I've been in love with for year's. He doesn't notice me, he couldn't tell you me name if you asked, but he at least talk's to me, and unlike everyone else he doesn't look at me like I'm a waste of space. His name is Jared Cameron.

Jared hasn't been at school in two weeks, It's sad that all I have to look forward to is seeing a boy at school that doesn't even know I exist, but my obession with him is sadly the best thing in my life.

That's why I've been so depressed this week. I can usully keep myself under control, but when he's not there I just can't control the pain like I usually do. He's the only person in my life who doesn't make me fell worthless, and that's why I'm so in love with him.

I finilly make it to the shack and I'm soaked and freazing. so I walk over to the box that I keep what's left of my cloth's in and change into a shirt to sleep in, then I grab the razor I keep under my pillow and start cutting at my wrist's.

I cut until the pain of my depression lessen's, and then I let the blood drip down my arm's. I let the blood dry and my cut's stop bleeding so that I won't get blood on one of the few shirt's I have left, I crawl under my blanket and try to get warm.

I wake up a few hours later later and I burning up from a fever. The rain must have made me sick, but I don't have the money to go to the doctor, or to buy medicine so I have no choice but to deal with it, and try to go back to sleep.

I woke up sick, and somehow got my bookbag and headed to school. when I got there I headed to my first class, and noticed the date, I slept for two day's straight, I missed two day's of work. Most people would fear losing their job's, but my boss would have to notice me to realize that I was missing. It's a mircale he even remember's to pay me.

I put my head down and I ended up missing half of first period. I didn't realize what was going on around me until I started coughing. After I was finilly able to stop coughing I realized that I was really tired. I was about to put my head back down when someone tapped my shoulder and I looked toward's Jared's desk and noticed that not only was he there, but he was the one who had tapped my shoulder.

He stared at me for a while. He actully seemed to be looking at me, and he had love and worry in his eyes, or at least I thought he did, my mind was probally just playing trick's on me. "Are you ok", Jared asked me worriedly after finally getting over his shock. All I could do was stare at him because I was so shocked that he noticed me, and that he actully seemed worried.

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Amanda